AkuRoku Fic.

Breakdown- Chapter 1- Reconstruction

Let Go.

Jump in.

What are you waiting for?

It's all right.

Cause there's beauty in the breakdown.

His fingers, slipped through mine. And he was forever falling. No. No. No. This isn't right. This isn't what I mean. Please, God. His soft skin, so serine, so delicate. Like paper as I see his face now. But twisted in hate, anger, pain. You remember me, don't you? Please tell me you do. I missed you so much. I care so much. Did I hurt you? Please, Please remember.

Axel..

"Axel.."

"Hey Axel.."

Whose voice? His. No..Is it? Can I ever remember? Will I? Can I gain it? Anymore..?

"Roxas.."

My voice. No, it wasn't mine. Roxas..? I know that name. But..how? My eyes opened and all at once I found myself there, there with a brunette child, so small. He was standing over me, smiling, giggling even. His red outfit almost fell into my eyes and my thoughts tried to capture him. He seemed so fragile in my vision, but something didn't seem right. As he lifted his head up and turned I was able to see what had been past him. The sky was blue. So..blue. Billowing clouds floated like puffs of cotton candy, thick yet soft. The faint sound of rushing water too, my ears could pick it up so clearly, hear what was so close. And as I sat up I could see, could take it in. A beach, the sand so crunchy, was letting my hands sink as I set them to my sides. For a moment I was in a state of pure bliss, just watching the water as it came up to the shore and quickly receded, leaving shells behind. My eyes opened and closed, slow as I fell into thought. Where was I? I brushed some of my red spikes from my face and my brow furrowed as I looked behind me.

There was that brunette boy again, playing with this silver-haired kid. They looked happy. And a girl shouted to them from a dock a far ways off. Her deep red hair flowed in the wind as she smiled and waved to them. It seemed so..Stringy, but yet thick and it shined as it curved slightly to her rosy cheeks. Pretty Girl. But they all seemed so young. They ran to her, laughing, poking at each other all the way. Then, their steps seemed to skip a beat and the image fizzed all around. My eyes immediately widened. What..?

Again it happened, this time the whole scene stopping. Pieces began to break and shatter, falling into now nothing. Not sand but darkness. The whole image was breaking away from me, becoming nothing more than a far off figment. At that moment I saw him. Blonde hair erupting from all the darkness, lashes batting his cheeks as his eyes opened and he gazed at me. Roxas. The beautiful locks seemed to flow around his face, lightly hitting his cheeks, cradling them as he closed his eyes again and a smirk played his lips.

I watched him, unable to find my voice, choking on my words as if Phlegm formed in my throat. My fingers curled around the sand, letting it run through the cracks as my fists shook. What is it I kept remembering? Him. All I could ever think of, Was Him. After that day..He captured my heart, my soul, and my body. Never could I ever see another. And never again did I think I'd see him. He became my everything, my lifeline to the world. And he was gone. Just like that. But to think I'd see him, and see him in this fragile brunette.. Please, Allow me to change things. I would give anything to bring him back. Anything. Please..Dear God..

You..Are You Leaving?

Maybe.

Why?

Why Not? No one will miss me..

….

Nothing more to say?

"You..You are the one I've been searching for. You are the key, a key to the heart of a Nobody. To think that a Nobody could save another Nobody…" Who's Voice? It was..like some girl. But she sounded somewhat young. Her voice was fitting for that redheaded girl in my strange dreams. But I couldn't open my eyes, so I couldn't see. But she continued on, not really waiting for a reply or any response from me. And her words were so curt. Not too polite. "Can you save him? Bring him back, and yourself? Because you're living in oblivion. You'll never be happy in the world you are in now." Save Who? It was like my voice was so weak and menial to this girl's. I could feel my cheeks grow warm to the name she said next. "Axel."

"Roxas..You need to go to him."

Stop calling me by my name. Like you're my friend. We just met, as far as I'm concerned. And Who ever these memories belong to isn't me. I'm just me. Nobody else, Got It?

A chuckle. She was laughing at me. She could hear me, though my lips did not move and my voice did not work. My thoughts seemed to be somehow in communication with her. She continued, that hint of a giggle to the end of her voice, quirking it sort of. " 'Got It memorized?' That sound familiar? And we didn't just meet, Sora.."

Sora. Sora? Who was that? Me? I'm not Sora. I'm Roxas. I have my own name, I'm somebody too.

At that moment I could feel as if she had gone sad because a cold silence enveloped us after that and she was silent as a mouse. Breaking the silence finally she said, "You..Are not Somebody. You are nobody. I need Sora. And you need Axel. Nobodies cannot become Somebody's. Please… For Riku.." A shifting of her head, the noise of her fabric and thin hair could be heard. She was looking back or maybe even over to someone. Who? And who was this Riku? He felt familiar. But then again so did she. But I'd never met them, and I knew this for fact. Whatever she was talking about was confusing me and as if that wasn't enough, what came next was even more confusing. "Riku..You see..he and Sora are bonded by the ties of the keyblade. That is the key to their hearts, and others. But in their case, their bond is more than that. It's love. I need to keep my promise to both of them. I need to bring Sora back. And he..is Somebody."

The thing was I stopped listening after that, not wanting to hear the rest. I knew it was bad news and I knew that I'd never become a somebody. She had crushed my hope. Crushed what I knew from the moment I was born. Right now I had one thing to do. Find what I'd left behind; maybe even recover what was left of myself. And..Axel. He..would he be searching for me too? I didn't know, but I wished he were. I had always liked him, and our bond was stronger than anyone in the world. I might've not ever expressed it much when I was part of the Organization but I thought of him as a friend. And although we were Nobodies we had a sense of what it was like to be somebody. We had our bond, her friendship, our lives, our happiness and our Love to share.

What's left of me now..

I know You. And I will Find You.

Please..Wait for me.

Now.

Let Go.

Let Go.

'Cause there's beauty..

In the..

Breakdown.

Alright, Breakdown Chapter 1 Complete! I have been trying to sort of construct a good style for this particular Fic. Not really sure at first where to go with the plot, but I did some planning, thinking, and playing to come up with this. It sort of takes place during Kingdom Hearts II, just the actual plot twisted a bit. All the same stuff happens with Riku and Sora though. Roxas and Axel are my main focus anyways.

Ah Well, See if you like it.

Comment please and maybe even some more plot suggestions for later Chapters.

ThankiesSkitty