Title: Not ready to say good-bye
Author: Chickee1

Rating: PG-13

Pairing: GSR

Summary: This is my first GSR fic..My take on what happens after 'Way to Go'.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything or anyone from CSI, the show and its characters belong people other than me. I am borrowing the characters for my own enjoyment.

"I don't know how anyone could have survived this" an officer said as he continued to look around Grissom's crushed Tahoe. "Warrick I want you to check it out, see what you can find. Sara and I will take the perimeter." Catherine said as she and Sara took out their flashlights and began to look around. Sara couldn't help but notice all the blood in the Tahoe as she walked up to it. Warrick could see Sara standing looking at all the blood, which he knew was probably Grissom's.

"Hey, how you holding up" he asked. "I can't lose him...it took us so long to finally be together" she cried as Warrick pulled her into his arms. "It'll be okay Sara, we're going to find him". Pulling away, Sara whipped her falling tears on her jacket sleeve, "You don't understand...no one understands", she yelled as she ran up the hill.

"What was that all about" asked Catherine as she made her way towards Warrick. Shaking his head, he looked at her, "I don't know honestly". "Something is going on...I'm going to go after her, you think you can handle this?" she asked. Nodding his head Warrick smiled, "Pictures, and collect anything and everything that may lead us to Grissom. I got it. Go after her...just remember, right now she needs a friends...not a boss".

"Sara, I've been looking all over for you. Are you okay?" "I didn't think anyone would actually come looking for me. Catherine I just want to be alone right now" Sara said as she shifted her sitting position on the locker room bench. "You shouldn't be alone. I'm here as a friend. Here, thought you could use these" Catherine said as she handed Sara a handful of tissues.

"I'm trying to be strong...for Grissom but I just don't know what to do", she said looking up at Catherine with her red puffy eyes. "There's more to this isn't there. Tell me what's going on. I know that him missing is hard, it is for all of us...but there's something else. Sara tell me what's wrong" Catherine asked as she took a seat beside Sara, who continued to stare at her friend.

"I can't lose him...not now" whispered Sara. "Why not", it felt like there was a stop in time as Catherine waited patiently for Sara to confide in her. "Because...because I'm pregnant" whispered Sara as she placed her head in her hands and began to cry again.

Catherine wasn't sure what to do, all she could was pull her friend into her arms and let her cry it out. Losing Grissom after everything he and Sara had been through would be hard, but losing him knowing she's carrying his child would be devastating.

Now they had to choice but to stop at nothing to find him, for his sake, but more so for Sara and their unborn child.

PLEASE R/R more to come ASAP!