Title: Not ready to say good-bye
Author: Chickee1
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: GSR
Summary: This is my first GSR fic..My take on what happens after 'Way to Go'.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything or anyone from CSI, the show and its characters belong people other than me. I am borrowing the characters for my own enjoyment. Song used in this story is 'Far Away' by Nickleback.
'Well little guy...or girl, looks like it's just you and me now' Sara said as she placed her hands on her stomach and headed out the door. 'I know your daddy loves you. It's just weather or not he loves me anymore. But even if he doesn't don't worry, it's not going to stop me from letting him be a part in your lives' she said. 'Home sweet home...nothing seems to have changed' Sara said as she began to walk long the streets beside the ocean. 'It's so beautiful here' she whispered.
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
Flashback:
"Didn't I tell you it was beautiful here?" asked Sara as her and Grissom walked along the beach.
"Yes you did. Every time I'd ever been to San Francisco it was to do a lecture and go home. Never really got the chance to look around." he said.
"Well I'm glad taht you decided to stay a few extra days here" she whispered as she linked her arms through his.
"I couldn't resist".
I love you
And I've loved you all along
And I miss you Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
That night they had walked for hours, talking and just enjoying the sounds of nature. Grissom had decided to stay a few extra days in San Francisco, of course with the help of Sara. The two had gotten to know each other quite well over the years, neither knowing what the future would bring, all they concentrated on was the present.
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
Flashback:
"What are you thinking"Grissom asked as he watched Sara stare at the sheets that were on the wall. It was a hard care, they only had 24 hrs to reveal new evidence and it was getting to everyone. '
I was just thinking that I wish we could stop doing this dance and just admit our feelings' she thought. "Well her body left behind this void" she answered.
"Pin me down" she whispered.
Grissom took a second, than grabbed her wrists with her hands. 'I never thought that I'd have to ask you to do that' she thought as she looked into his eyes.
The passion was tehre, but it was the wrong time and wrong place, even to be thinking such thoughts.
I love you
And I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
Flashback:
"Griss, who was that on the phone?" asked Sara as she snuggled into his arms.
"The hospital" he whispered.
"What's wrong" she asked, as she moved away from him, taking the phone out of his hands.
"Brass...he's been shot...I need to go to the hospital" Grissom said as he rose off the couch.
"You want me to go with you?" asked Sara as she to rsoe from the couch.
"I...I...No...I'll call you if there's any news", he said as he grabbed his coat and headed for the door. "
Are you sure you don't need me?" she said looking at him.
Turning around, Grissom walked up to Sara, placing his hands on her cheeks, he leaned down and placed his lips on hers.
"I'll always need you" he whispered.
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
'Grissom, why did you have to think about things. Things were hard, but I thought we'd work things out just like we always have done' she said aloud.
"Miss you look like you could use one of these" a woman said as she handed Sara a red and white rose together.
"Thank you" Sara said as she went to grab some money from her purse.
"No need, it's all ready been taken care of", the woman said as she pointed towards the ground.
'Oh my' Sara whispered as she saw a path of red rose pedals in the direction of the pier.
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
And I've loved you all along And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
As she walked towards the end of the pier, Sara saw a shadowy figure standing there.
"Do you remember my last night here...when I said that I'd always be there for you", the voice said as they turned around.
Standing there, Grissom walked out of the shadows.
'Grissom' Sara whispered.
"Sara I don't know what I can say or do that will make you forgive me. I should have never have even taken a second to think about what was more important to me...you ot work. You are the most important thing in my life...you and this baby. I'm sorry I ever made you doubt that" he said as he walked up to her.
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
With tears forming in her eyes, Sara didnt know waht to say.
"How did you know that I'd even come this way" she whisperd.
"That night...I said that one day we'd meet again right here. And it would be the last time that we were ever going to be apart", he said as he placed his hands on her cheeks and whipped away the tears.
"I meant in then nad I mean it now. I love you, and I enver want to be away from you again".
"I love you too" she whispered. Looking down into her eyes, Grissom leaned down and placed a soft but yet passionate kiss on her lips.
A/N.. hope that everyone likes that. No worries though, it's not even close to being done. Please R/R more to come.