Author Notes: Possible Spoliers for the end of KH1. THIS ENTRY ONE AT LIVEJOURNAL'S KHDRABBLE!

III

Kairi sat perched on the tree that, what seemed to be only moments ago, Riku, Sora, and herself watched the sun set and dissapear into the blue sea. What she wouldn't give to have them back.

Sure, Selphie, Tidus, and Wakka were great company, but it was never the same. She could never talk to them like she talked to the boys all the time. They didn't share the same bond she did with the duo.

They couldn't feel the pain she felt knowing Sora may not keep his promise. They didn't know the feeling of possibly never seeing someone she regarded as an older brother again.

Memories of their adventures together in all the worlds brought so much pain, but so much happiness all the same. How can the world be this ironic and cruel?

She hated how they fought for her, hated how she could do such terrible things to one by giving a simple smile to the other. Nonetheless, she loved them both. Riku's long silver hair and green eyes always made him look elegant and smooth, and Sora's unruly brown spikes and bright blue eyes made him look so childish and sweet. They both gave her complements she felt so unworthy of, looks that would make any girl burn with passion, but Kairi wan't any girl. She was Kairi, nothing special about her Kairi. Why wouldn't they see that?

The sun completly swallowed by the now black waters, she slid off the palm tree, a tear slipping from her blue eyes.

Oh what she wouldn't give to have them back.