Chapter 11: Finally

"Good evening, I stopped by to see a friend, uh her name is Pam...I´m not sure her last name m´am, could you help me?" said Danny to the recepcionist of the hotel

"Sure Sr, just a minute" she said while looking at her computer "here we go, it must be Pam Tanner, it´s the only Pam here, she´s in room 602"

"Thank you" as he ran to the elevator, then he stopped "what am I doing? running to see her? this is insane!" and as he was turning around to leave, the elevator´s door opened and Pam got out bumping into him

"Oh I´m so sorry Sr, geez I´ve been so clumbsy these days...oh! hi Danny, what are you doing here?" her jaw almost hit the floor when Danny turned around recognizing her voice, she was really shocked, what was her husband doing there in the first place

"oh hi Pam came to see a friend" he lied as if he had read her mind

"Oh I see" for a moment she thought he was there for her "How are the girls? Shouldn´t you be with Vicky? It´s late you know, she´ll get worried afterall you two are getting married in a couple of days and..."

and Danny stopped listening to her babling, gosh he had forgotten how much she talked when she got nervous, and those eyes, those beautiful eyes! Why didn´t he notice those eyes before? Now he could see that they were the same eyes he had loved every day of his life and that he missed everyday also, yeah, she was beautiful! Even more then Vicky, but how would he say that to her? How could he leave Vicky to stay with Pam? How?

"uhum, Danny? are you there?"

"hu? oh sorry Pam"

"I know, I know, I was babling like always, you got bored, but you should have stopped me, you know how I am"

"actually, I was not sure, it´s been a while"

"yeah it has...so do you want to go upstairs to my room? I mean..." she started blushing "finish this conversation upstairs where we could talk better"

"I´m not sure that we have anything to talk about"

"then why are you here?"

Danny didn´t answer, he didn´t know what to say

"C´mon, I don´t want other people listening to our stuff"

"we don´t have stuff"

"yeah you are right, we don´t, we only have a marrige and three daughters, you´re right we don´t have stuff to discuss, we have a family to talk about! Now c´mon! I know you want to follow me... please? and fast because people are looking"

They both got the elevator, neither saying a word until they were inside her hotel apartment

"make yourself confortable, do you want something?"

"No thanks let´s get right to the point, my daughters are waiting for me and it lookes like you were going out so what do you want?"

"Actually I was going to the bar, I needed a drink or two"

"What! Are you crazy! A drink or two, do you want to go back to that hospital! You know how you are with alcohol!"

Pam smiled "So you care?"

Danny realized that he said it outloud "yeah I do, the girls love you and would get hurt if you left them again"

"Danny I didn´t choose that it happend"

"it shouldn´t have" he almost whispered

"I know honey"

"Now you come back, I mean" he started walking around the apartment driving Pam dizzy looking at him since the room wasn´t big "you come back wanting to pick up where you left off, that´s not fair to the girls Pam that grew up learning to live without a mother, learning to have Jesse and Joey around instead of you... and it´s not fair with me, because...becase..."

"because?"

"because I love you, I´ve always had" he had finally stopped his walking and was standind right in front of her breathing heavily

They were both quiet looking at each other, both feeling the same love, the same passion, so the kissed...a long kiss, a kiss that both were saving for that moment

Then she let Danny lead the way to the bed...