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V1: Passing time...Eclipse's time

Despertar en el frio abismo de tu ausencia Es rogar por las horas perdidas en mi habitacion Recordar cada lagrima que fue tan nuestra Me desangra el alma, me desangra el alma

Eclipse couldn't sleep that night.The painting story had a shock impact on him too even if he knew about it yby long time.But in the night he went to attack hsi enemy Kyrya..former friend,and he saw her...He saw her eyes and remembered the painting and he knew that's her.The girl from he paint.But his head hurt when he tried to remember better.The only thing he knew,but found no reason for it to exist was that he needed...desired her to look at him with those eyes,the painted eyes.

Es andar el sendero que escribimos juntos

Es tocar un silencio profundo en el corazon

Escapar por las brechas de un amor profundo

Es mentir de nuevo por negar tu ausencia

Days past and she didn't spoke to him since then.He didn't visit her often ...it wasn't his type but soon he felt the urge to see her all the time.Her scent,her face,her simple presence even if she kept ignoring him...That would just do...He wanted her by his side forever without knowing yet what was she for him in he past...The past he couldn't remember.

Esta ausencia tan grande tan dura, tan honda

Que quiebra en pedazos Mi razon.

If only she could feel the same for him..This...need...this fever of having him with her,like he felt for her...Her absence was painfull.2 weecks since she was with him...he was in pain...Pain of beeing rejected.Pain of not beeing loved.Pain of beeing...not seen.Every day he was in his office,taking care of his things,and could see her in the garden where she asked permission to stay in the day...Whenever he looked at her she was with her back...She was doing it with intention he knew it...To hurt him more...Maybe yes...Maybe she wasn't the same person since she didn't aged at all...She was not a demon,she was a great deity but...How could she make him feel like that?Making him becoming other Eclipse when was about her...

Esta ausencia desnuda

De dudas y sombras

Me clava tu amor

They met the other night...In the hallway.Their eyes met and for a few seconds he felt like she was actually looking at him like at a peson...a man,not her kidnaper... He wanted to hold her...To smell her hair and ehr scent from close...And she to hold him back...Making him feel loved not feared.This feelling...was killing him slowly.He had to retrun to his own self somehow...When she passed him to leave in her room he thought he smelt salt...Was she crying?Her tears...even those he thought they where wonderfull.Everything about her was.Even her steps...Her hair,touching his slowly as she moved...He closed his eyes and clenched his fists...As she dissappeared from the view he hit the wall hard with his fist..

Esta ausencia que duele

En el fondo del alma

Que quema por dentro

Mi sueño y mi calma

Esta ausencia me grita

Que se acaba la vida

Porque no volveras, volveras, volveras...

This is David Bisbal song: Esta Ausencia,so I don't own him.Those aren't the all words ,I cut them a little.The song is so sad and I just love it...And express what both eclipse and Sesshoumaru feel.I mean,better siad what Eclipse feels now and what Seshsouamaru felt at the beggining.I hope you know spanish so you would understand or if you don't just downlaod the song and listen...It's great.Anyway I;ll update soon at this and at Pieces of a dream too.Monday I think...Kiss u Yalla bye!

Sara