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When you say nothing at all

The hours had gone by really quickly and just like that it was morning; a Monday morning. It was time to go back to school and therefore necessary to go up early. Extra early to go to Summer's house and get her clothes.

That was the reasons of why Seth had turned the alarm on 05.30. He didn't really need to get up that early, but he wanted to make things easier for Summer. By starters he had made her breakfast and put it all on a brick and he was now caring it all into his room, where Summer still was sleeping.

He hadn't noticed any nightmares during the night, which was a good thing. Summer had just been clanging on Seth a lot and made it a little hard for Seth to sleep, but he didn't care. He was just happy that she was fine; that they were fine.

After double checking the brick he had placed on the bed, including the flower he had taken from the garden, he began to wake Summer up. She was a deep sleeper but he had learned how to wake her up. He bent down and kissed the place beneath her chin and made his way down to her neck, trading kisses all the way. As he reached her collarbone and she began to stir he made his way up again, placing a light kiss on the side of her lips. She smiled and opened her eyes.

"You still remember."

"Of course I do."

"What time is it?" Summer asked and sat up with help from Seth.

"It's the perfect time to wake up." Summer giggled and reached her arms to Seth, but before he had the chance to pull her into his arms she pulled away. She had obviously discovered the breakfast.

"You made me breakfast?" she asked in disbelief, looking playfully at Seth.

"Yep. I did it all by myself." Seth smirked and placed the brick closer to Summer, waiting for her to taste the food.

"It looks good."

"I was thinking that we could go to your place after you've eaten this. You have your clothes there and I bet you don't wanna wear your pyjamas to school."

"Sounds great. Aw! You even picked a flower." Summer was eating a French toast when she noticed the purple flower lying beside the plate. She smiled and gave Seth a peck on his lips before returning to the food.

"I thought you might like it." Seth shrugged, also taking a bite of the toast. They sat eating in silence for a while, glancing at each other every now and then.

"This is nice." Summer said after a while. "To be in PJ's and eat breakfast in your bed together."

"Yeah it is. Did you sleep okay?"

"Actually I did. I'm totally relaxed." Summer replied sincerely.

"Good. You know that you can tell me anything, right? Because it's normal to have dreams." Summer opened her mouth to say something, but Seth placed his finger on her lips.

"Let me finish. I know that you don't want things to change and you want things to be like they were before but they can't possibly be. Since you were kidnapped, people are gonna be more protective over you. But that is just because they love you and don't want to risk anything happening to you ever again." Seth admitted and then got quiet. Summer didn't say anything either.

"Please don't keep things from me Sum." Seth said after a few moments of silence.

"I'm sorry." She whispered.

"No, don't be sorry. Just promise to tell me whatever is going on."

"I will."

"Okay. Good. But now, let's go get you some clothes." Seth said smiling, knowing that she didn't want to talk anymore about it.

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"Cohen?" Summer said and searched for his hand. Seth quickly placed his hand into hers and gave it a squeeze, showing her that she wasn't alone.

They had arrived at school and the moment the car rolled into the school area; people were looking. Even the teachers were looking.

"It's okay Sum." Seth told her, hoping to calm her down. He could see how uncomfortable she was. If she could, she would run away and never come back. But she smiled slightly and kept walking.

The kidnapper would not succeed. He would not change her or change her life.

"I saw that you called me yesterday." Summer said when they sat down on the brown couch they always sat on. She shrugged all the staring away and focused on Seth.

"Yeah. I couldn't stand to fight any more." Seth said in a merrily voice and brought her close to him, wanting to make her forget about everything around them. Maybe not forget because that would be impossible, but enjoy this day a little more.

"I'm glad." Summer said and rested her body against Seth's.

"Hi Summer!" Marissa and Ryan walked up to them and Marissa immediately embraced her best friend, taking her from Seth's arms. Ryan sat down next to where Marissa was sitting next to Summer.

"Hi Coop!" Summer said as she was released from the tight hug. She smiled at the three best friends she could ever ask for. There was no way that Summer would make it through this day nor anything else without knowing that Ryan, Marissa and Seth stood behind her to one hundred percent.

"I really like your skirt. Is it a new one?" Marissa asked and fumbled with the fabric of Summer's flower covered skirt, reaching to her knees.

"Yeah, I bought it a few days ago. Together with Seth." She added and smiled at her boyfriend.

"Wait, Seth went shopping with you?" Marissa asked again, this time in disbelief.

"Yeah, he did. And he didn't even complain. At least not much."

"Yeah, I didn't even complain. Hear that Marissa!" Seth said and brought Summer close to him again.

"Maybe you can come with us shopping this week then?" Marissa teased, enjoying to being back to making fun of him. Even though she didn't mean all the things she said, she loved it.

"Yeah Seth, why don't you?" Ryan said, placing an arm round Marissa.

"I'll do whatever Summer wants me to do." Seth said and buried his head into Summer's hair. He knew that he was being really cheesy but right now, he was so in love with her. And that was cheesy.

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Summer was on her way to class, alone. This was the one lesson today that she didn't have together with Marissa, Ryan or Seth.

It sort of reminded her about that Monday.

She had reassured Seth that this wasn't a problem; that it was just like it used to. She had been to classes alone before. But today it scared her though Summer wasn't the one to show it. She had known before that things wouldn't be normal, that it would be hard. But she had decided that whatever it was, she would make it through the day.

She would be strong and have a smile on her face. Just like they all expected her to.

The whole school knew her as a strong, confident girl. So she had to be that person. She couldn't let everybody believe that she had changed, that she was weak. If anyone could survive a kidnapping, it was Summer Roberts.

"Hi Summer!"

Summer turned around and was met by a huge group of Newport Barbies. They used to be her friends, but that was a long time ago. They were all dressed in short skirts and most of them were blonde. They were the party girls Summer hated. The party girls Summer had been one of.

"Hi girls!" she said with a huge smile. One girl made her way closer to Summer and hugged her. Knowing it was all fake; Summer hugged her back, just to show that she was fine.

"How are you?" the girl asked, trying to sound concerned.

"I'm okay. Thank you." Summer said politely. "I have to get to class. See you later girls!" and with that Summer walked away, to class.

"Summer!" a guy named Ethan called and ran up to her.

"Hi Ethan,"

"Do you need help carrying those books?" he asked. Summer was sure that he asked that just because she still had bruises on her arm. And he was a water polo player, so maybe he just had no idea what to say.

"No, but thanks."

"You sure? Because your arm isn't looking that good."

"It's fine, really. It doesn't hurt." Summer wasn't lying. Her arm didn't hurt, at the moment. And she was used to it by now. That bruise was nothing. And she could carry her books with the other arm.

"Okay then. I'm glad you're back at school again, Summer." Ethan said and blushed. Summer knew that he had had a crush on her. He was a sweet guy, but not really Summer's type and Summer had Seth.

She smiled at him though and then he walked away, leaving her outside of the classroom.

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The lesson never seemed to end. The teacher was just talking for an eternity it seemed and all the students were trying to listen, all but Summer. She looked out of the window and thought about how this was horrible. She hated to be alone like this. Even though sitting and listen didn't take two, she still felt that she needed someone there with her.

She kept looking at a bird, a black bird. He was alone, sitting in a tree. Something about that bird made her feel even sadder. Without realising it she felt a single tear roll down her cheek. She quickly wiped it away.

"Miss Roberts?" the teacher said, looking straight at her.

"Huh?"

"Do you have an answer?"

"Um, may I be excused?" Summer rose and grabbed her things, walking with fast steps out of the classroom, feeling everyone watching her.

Once outside, she made her way to the lady's room. She splashed some water in her face and looked at herself in the mirror. She was pale and as she tucked some hair behind her ear she saw that her hand was shaking. God, whatwas happening?

She breathed heavily and had to hold on to the wall to not fall down. Everything seemed to be spinning. She had to sit down.

Summer leaned against the wall and brought her legs up, wrapping her arms round them. As she thought of what she was doing and where she was, tears escaped from her eyes.

She wasn't okay but she had no idea what was wrong, why she acted like this, why she felt like this. It was all so strange and Summer was definitely not used to have these kind of feelings. She didn't even know what she was feeling; it was all so blurred, and she couldn't straighten things out. It was like she had all the feelings she'd ever had all on the same time.

After getting herself together and checking her look in the mirror, she went out of the lady's room. She heard the clock ring and from every door in the corridor, kids leaped out and surrounded her.

To be continued...

That was chapter seventeen. What did you guys think?

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In next chapter there will be more about the kidnapper. Who do you think he is?

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