They heard a gasp, and the clatter of books on the hard floor. Danny spun around to see Sam dash out the door. He was worried for a split second before he felt Paulina's warm hands in his.
"Don't worry Danny. It's probably some loser goth thing," she comforted.
It seemed ages before seventh period. He kept staring at the clock, watching as every second passed by, waiting. He couldn't wait for that bell to ring.
Slam! Sam closed the front door so hard, it shook the house a bit. She swore she could see some vases move through her bloody tears. She ran up the stairs, and fell a couple times. The fourth time, she didn't bother getting up. She just sat there crying. Thank God my parents are out, she thought.
She managed to get her shaky knees to get to get it together long enough to bring her to her room. She collapsed on her bed and stopped her worries when she started wondering what her mom would think when she found out that she had ruined the velvet blankets from Europe with her tears.
How could he do this to me? Never mind the fact I hate Paulina, but he kissed her! I thought…I thought he liked me! He held my hand! He flew me home! He was always so nice to me! And Paulina! That bitch! Kissing Danny, and she doesn't even know him! I love him, he loves her! It's like the sky is falling! It's like the world is coming to an end! She doesn't spend endless nights thinking about him, she doesn't write Mrs. Danny Fenton over and over like a little girl, she doesn't dream of his love, she doesn't write stories and poems about him, she doesn't treasure the moments he ever spent on her, she doesn't appreciate how much he loves her, she doesn't know that she is hurting him already, she doesn't go out on a limb just to get him to notice her, she doesn't put any effort just to talk to him, she doesn't waste her load trying to get him to reply to her texts, she doesn't rage at every single girl Danny likes, she doesn't stay up all night hoping he would call or text, she doesn't have her heart soar every time they touch, she doesn't carve his name on her wrist, she doesn't even know he is the ghost boy saving her from all sorts of danger! SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW LUCKY SHE IS! Danny must be blind to think that effy girl is perfect for him, but even more blind to not see how much I love him! At this rate, I'll be confessing my love when I'm eighty! Why does life have to be so complicated? Love fucking hurts! I don't want to love anymore…He hurt me so much! Yet I still fall for him every time I see him smile, even if the smile isn't for me. I love the way he fights for his love, even if it isn't me who he loves. I'd die to be Paulina, no matter how much I loathe her. Just to have Danny love me like that. I can't stop thinking about that kiss! My whole world slowed down when their lips met. I felt my heart drop to my feet and shatter into a million pieces. Great. Just great. A million hearts loving him. Those two…the kiss…how much they enjoyed it! It's playing over and over again like a bad movie! Make it stop! I'm losing my mind! Stop, stop, stop! Make it STOP! It hurts! Aaahhh! Have mercy! Make it stop…make it go away…make it all go away…
She fell asleep, leaving her problems to the conscious world.