A/N: Well, here's chapter 4, I know it's shorter, but it's all I have.

A/N2: If you listen to A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton, it adds to the story.

Disclaimer: Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer, A Thousand Miles belongs to Vanessa Carlton. Never Alone Belongs to Barlow Girl.

And though I can not see you

Hunting was an interesting affair. The three sisters would all tackle a bear at once, weaving in and out, and always working together. They only went after the weak and the old-the ones that weren't going to live much longer anyway. Robert and Laura worked together-they made a great team.

I, however, worked alone.

Bears didn't appeal much to me, so I went after caribou instead.

After about five kills, I stopped. This was all wrong. My first hunting trip as a vampire should be with Edward and the Cullen's, not with some other coven who had been nice enough to take me in. Don't get me wrong, I loved the Sarido's, but I barely even knew them.

I slumped to the ground, my body heaving with tearless sobs.

And I can't explain why

That wasn't even all of it, I had left Charlie, and mom…they didn't even know where I was, I didn't even get to say goodbye.

I heard footsteps behind me, but I didn't bother to turn and see who was there.

"Bella?"

It was Rachel.

"Bella, what's wrong?"

I explained about my parents.

"It's been more than three days, I've probably been announced dead by now." I finished.

"I'm so sorry Bella."

Such a deep deep reassurance, yeah

Katherine lent me some of her clothes until we were able to buy me some of my own. I kept the graduation dress in the back of the closet.

Throughout the summer, I did my best to settle in. I eventually opened up to the Sarido's and told them my whole story.

We found out that my gift was the ability to resist the smell of human blood. I knew Edward would have found that intriguing.

Not a day passed that I didn't think of him.

You've placed in my life.

When school started, my life became really monotonous. We went to school, I was a senior again along with Katherine. It was really easy seeing as I'd done it before. Deborah was a sophomore, and Rachel a freshman. We all had the same lunch period, so we ate together, apart from the rest of the students. It reminded me of the Cullen's, separated by choice, not by rejection.

Boys threw themselves at us. The other three girls ignored it out of habit. I didn't even notice at all. I would never love anyone but Edward. I vowed to find him.

I would do anything to find him. Even if I had to wander the whole earth, a thousand times.

A/N3: Well, there it was, R&R please.

A/N: Chapter 5 to come soon!