well, this is the end ne. i hope you enjoy this ne. i'd like to thank everyone who reviewed.

angstkitten- sankyuu ne(bows) thank you for reviewing ne. yeah, sasuke is cute X3

penguin with a butterfly net- (backs away warily from penguins) ne, i updated ne! see? thanks for the motivation nd the humor ne, it really cheered me up.

n3ko- i'm glad it got a positive response its what i was looking for. i know i spelled his name wrong now XDD thanks for pointing it out though.

seikohan343- really? honestly? i'm glad then ne

SasukeDragon- na, i'm making a sequel, no worries!

Nine-Tailed Demon Fox- na, i'll add it in soon. before i start the sequel, i'll fix this

warnings- shouta, incest, yaoi, angst, spoilers(but if you know who itachi is, it shouldnt be a spoiler XDD)

reasons- i gotta finish it!

rating- T

pairings- itasasu

summary-w-why then niisan? i thought you loved me! you said it every night, you-you...if it wasnt fake then- if it was real, why did you leave me? niisan?

disclaimer- i own NOTHING! please do not sue meee!

READ ON!

sasuke walked numbly down the muddy street, eyes completely blank. his short black hair was plastered to his pale white face, his clothing mirroring this to his body. he was soaked, the heavy rain thundering down on his weak and cold body. he walked stiffly, like a zombie. anyone who passed by might actually mistake the small boy as such, but make no mistake, he was very much alive. he had survived, but...his soul and heart had not.

why niisan...? didn't you love me? didn't i matter to you? didn't THEY matter to you? i thought...i thought-

the last surviving uchiha stopped in front of his now off limits house, where yellow police tape clearly said it was restricted. he didn't look twice as he ducked under it and walked silently towards the main house where his happiest memories resided. inside was dark, and a heavy air of emptiness hung around the tiny boy as he walked through the abandoned building, noting the random dark stains marring the once gleaming floors and spotless walls.

taking a turn sasuke found himself in front of his older brother itachi's room, and emotion flashed quickly through his dull eyes. raising a hand, sasuke balled it up and knocked gently on the closed door. he felt as if he should do that, even if he knew itachi was long gone. he knew. he had checked the entire house three times already. opening the door quietly, sasuke took two steps inside before stopping and looking around slowly. nothing had changed since last time. the room was still dark, the bed was still out, the room clean and orderly, the note on itachi's bed- wait...note? sasuke blinked before frowning. and stepping forward to the small envelope. it hadn't been there before. picking it up he opened it and immediately filled with hope when noticed the neatly printed writing on it.

dear sasuke,

it wasn't fake, everything that occurred here, it was real.

remember that.

love,

itachi.

tears brimmed in sasuke's now livid and large eyes. he was filled with overwhelming joy and sorrow all at once, and he couldn't help the sob the broke from his lips. his shoulders shuddered as sasuke began to sob, tears flowing freely onto the now dropped card.

w-why then niisan? i thought you loved me! you said it every night, you-you...if it wasn't fake then-

two ANBU suddenly appeared, attracted to the sudden noise from part of the house. behind their masks, sad frowns painted their faces, guilt consuming them suddenly. poor boy one ANBU thought sadly. indeed he was a poor boy.

"t-then why...why'd you leave niisan?" sasuke choked out, voice thick with the effort of crying.

the two shinobi behind the boy felt as if something had cracked within them as they watched him continue sobbing.

if it was real, why did you leave me?

niisan?

short XDD sorry ne, i hope you at least enjoyed it ne. weeeell, this is teh end! shoo!

translations-

niisan- older brother, big brother, brother.

shinobi-(rolls eyes) ninja.