Dear Darling
Varley990akaRedStar
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Dear Darling,
Let me sleep for the first time in a long time. Let me reest my head, 'till my demons drive me from my bed. And once again I play unwilling host to the memories and his ghost. You know I love you now, but I loved him then.Give me a chance to let my poor heart mend. I've done nothing wrong, I have nothing to be ashamed of.
Your all I ever dreamed of. But should some drams come true? And can I trust you? I keep waiting o say the wrong thing, and have to watch you pack and leave. I don't want you to go, but I won't make you stay! You have your pride, but I ahve mine too. When you say you love me I'm not sure I belive you. I've been lied to so many times, I'm not sure what's true!
You know what I am, You know what I do.I'm patted on the head and do what is said. I'm walking in places most fear to tread.Try to uderstand, nothing in my laife has been grand. I can't read you, so tell me what you want. How do I prove I love you? And why should I have to prove it? I love you!
Love,
Jude
P.S. Talk to me.