A/N: This is a little one-shot I thought would be good. hope ya like it.

Disclaimer: I don't own it

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Staring at her grave,

I feel a sense of loneliness,

a sense of despair and anguish,

feel tears well up in my eyes,

She was everything to me,

and now she's gone, it hurts,

It feels as though this pain will never go away.

I see Kate standing with Jack out of the corner of my eye,

She is crying, He is crying,

Jack finishes what he's been saying for the past five minutes,

something I will never hear,

all sound has been blocked out of my ears,

all I can hear is the sea,

My attention waivers and I drift into a memories of her,

We were sparing,

we were fighting,

She tried to punch me,

and missed,

She lunged at me and dragged me to the ground,

she straddled me and tried to threaten me into giving me a gun,

I dominated her and she was struggling,

her leg was waving about,

her desperate attempts to fling me of her,

I grabbed her hip to hold her still,

I felt her tense up as she suddenly stopped struggling,

I asked "Whatcha gonna do now Muchacha?"

"Sawyer, Sawyer, SAWYER,"

I jerk out of my beloved memory, I see Hurley's tear stained face in front of me,

"Sawyer, everyone's gone."

I see that the cemetery is deserted, I let Hurly guide me away from her grave, I try to keep the tears from flowing but they just keep coming and I find I can't stop them, I let them slide down my face like a waterfall,

Hurly wanders off, properly to see people who know he was close to Libby,

I go to mine and Kate's waterfall, It looks so beautiful, I should of made Ana come with me to see it.

"Sawyer?" I hear Kate's voice and tears suddenly fall down my already tear stained face,

"Sawyer, Where are you? everyone's worried." Her voice comes again, closer this time.

Her face comes into view and I tense up not altogether ready to let her see me crying.

"Come back home sawyer, It's getting late." she finishes, never saw me, and leaves.

I grudgingly get up and follow her, I want to be trapped in my memories of her,

I hear a twig snap behind me and I look round, alret and ready,

And then I see her, She is standing with her arms crossed and is relaxed,

"Sawyer, Go back to camp, I love you, but go back to camp its not safe out here," Her voice is a ghostly memory and it stirs up emotions in my heart,

"I love you too, please don't leave, I need you." I plead with her to stay.

She comes closer, advances,

"Oh come on cowboy, you can look after yourself, you don't need me. Enjoy life on craphole island."

She is right in front of me now and I lean in, she leans in and we share one last, passionate, romantic kiss, the sun is setting and you can hear the ocean in the distance.

She pulls away,

"Never forget me Sawyer, or I'll come back and haunt you."

"I might just take you up on that offer."

And I lean in for one last kiss, But there is no-one there, I open my eyes and start to walk away to camp,

Never forget me Sawyer, Her last words echo through the trees, Like I ever could.

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