Thanks to all my reveiwers!

Goddess Of Crimson Insanity:-Bows-Hehe. Thankyou. Amy is and has been a idol of mine for quite some time.

Azrael-013: Thats what I was going for. Thanks so much for the comment.

SlayerHeart: Thanks. Yup, I was on kasha. To bad it went down...:(

Yeah Right: Maybe you didn't get the part of not a pity party. This story is suppose to represent how she would feel. You get over it.

justagirl8225: Thankyou.

Em: Glad ya like. Thanks!

I want to make it clear to all the Matt fans/Lita haters that this is not a pity party for Amy. This story is in know way trying to make Matt look like the bad guys(as I am a Matt fan as well.).

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The usual crowded gorilla was clouded with the smell and heat of body odor. After a few years however, anyone would adapt to it.

This week was to come and go just like the weeks before. Amy would go out with Adam and stand there. That was it. She rightfully got the impression that creative team had come to a hault of ideas for her. They could easily have a younger diva search reject come out as hated eye candy. That was exactly what they had her doing. She was hanging by a thread and it aggravated her.

The red head was cleared for ring action, but they constantly ran around like she wasn't. If they wanted her heel she could do it in the ring. They could still hate her if she was the one who got to go out and beat up the loved diva search winner, if she and Patricia or even Victoria could go out and be the hated heel duo or even trio that dominated the division and beat all the other non wrestling divas down. Of course these were only day dreams.

Amy and Adam made there way down the ramp.

"Crack Whore", the crowd chanted as soon as she made a step,"Crack Whore."

This brought Amy's fustration to the fans. Why did they care so much? Why did it matter what she does outside the ring when she did her best inside the ring? It did to them, which made her wonder was this really a wrestling business anymore or just one big soap opera? Did it really matter what you did in the ring if one aspect of your private life destroyed your career. Apparently, it did.

Creative told her to be proud. She was getting more and more attention. She was part of one of the most scandalous episodes in WWE history. The tomboy still didn't like it.

Would this rain cloud linger to the end of her career?

She shot back to reality as Amy realized the match was already half over.

Why couldn't she help Adam out? She would love to be able to hit a hurricarana like she had as a valet before. However, she had come to avoid that more since she had injured her neck. It still rightfully freightened her, but she knew she could still do it. The tomboy was at this point willing to do anything to get a taste of the wrestling aspect of the business again.

Amy came to creative with the idea, but it was quickly shot down. Management was coming down harder when it came to high flying moves. Many of the talent were getting injured(including herself) doing them.

The red head didn't want to continue to bother them either.

More and more cuts were happening. Particularly, with the women. She'd seen many talented women come and go. She worried that when people stopped giving a damn about the story line she was currently in, she would be with the next string of releases. So perhaps she should love them for hating her? Maybe.

Amy did know that she had to and would make things change. She had to,

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