A/N okey dokey I fixed last chapter. The one memory had stuff left out that I put in there so I fixed it. Sorry its taken me so long to update I had to update my 2 other fics. Well last chapter I totally didn't end it the way I wanted to. I wanted to put more in. I cant do that now tho cause I don't remember what I wanted to put in. well thanks everyone for ur reviews last chapter. Heres chapter 2.

Chapter 2-A Happy Memory

When I looked up after I took my keys out of the ignition, I saw that I was in New York. I don't remember taking any roads that would lead me here, but then again I wasn't really paying attention to what I was doing. I stayed in the car for about a minute, debating whether I should get out or drive back to my dorm. I was in my pajamas, but they could pass as sweats. Not that many people wear sweats in New York. I haven't really paid much attention to what other people wear in this city, but I'm pretty sure they don't wear sweats. I don't care if I look like an idiot, though. I want to relive a happy memory. I grabbed a book from the backseat and got out of the car. I'm heading towards Washington Square Park. I'm going to sit on the same bench he sat on when I came to visit him three years ago. Even if someone is already sitting there. I'll just give them a look at my withering stare.

I didn't get any curious stares at my outfit, thank God. No, I was the one starring. But it wasn't curious. It was shocked. There was someone occupying the bench. But not someone I was about to go up to and tell them to move. It was the person who has been haunting my dreams for God only knows how long. Well I guess this is sort of what I wanted. I mean, I wanted to relive a happy memory, and this is exactly what happened in the memory I wanted to relive.

I didn't know if I should go up to him or not. It's been a year since I've seen him, and we didn't exactly part on good terms. It's not that I didn't want to go with him. I did. Oh God, I did. But I couldn't leave my mom and Stars Hollow and everyone else. If he had asked if we could start over at home, I wouldn't have even hesitated in saying yes. But he didn't. And I've never gotten over him. Yeah, sure, I have Logan. But I think the only reason why I like Logan is because he's the blond, rich version of Jess. The only difference between them is instead of turning off the ability to talk in full sentence when someone else is around, Logan becomes a very good actor and pretends he cares what's going on in your life. That's what I don't like about him. He's a fake. Jess never was. He was always just Jess. That's what I love about him.

Loved! I meant loved. I think. Maybe. No, I meant love. God! I've forgotten about Dean why can't I forget about Jess? It's not fair! I can't have Jess. No, wait. I can have Jess. I'm sure if I told him I wanted him back he'd take me back. But I can't do that to everyone. My mom hated it enough the first time I was with him. If I got back together with him after what he did, I wouldn't be able to come and stay with her during the summer because we'd be in such a big fight. And Luke's his uncle. I have no idea what's going on with their strange relationship. And then there's Logan. I don't want to hurt him. I hate hurting people. Maybe it would just be best if I turned back now.

Woops. I guess while I was thinking this through, I've been walking toward the bench, because suddenly the person I was just about to walk away from is right in front of my face. I can still walk away. His back is still facing me so I guess I didn't make any noise getting here. I slowly turned around, but not after a looked to see what he was reading. It wasn't anything I recognized. I started walking as fast as I could making as little noise as I could. And I kept walking towards my car. But then I stopped. I was in front of a record store. I didn't even see it on my way to the park. Maybe I'll just take a quick peak. I could buy my mom another GooGoo dolls album signed by Belinda. To replace the one I left on the bus. Yeah, I'll go in.

No, I won't go in. Someone just grabbed my arm as I was about to step inside. Oh, God, please don't let me get mugged. I turned slowly and my eyes met dark brown. He saw me or heard me, I don't know which one but he definitely knew that I was at the park. He just looked at me, as if trying to figure out if I was real or not. he must have been starring at me for 5 minutes, never letting go of my arm. Finally, the silence is broken.

"Hi." He said. I swallowed, but it wasn't easy.

"Hi."

I can't believe I got caught. Now I'm not going to be able to get my mom a really late graduation present. Life sucks. And to top it off, now Jess had a confused look on his face. He looks really good when he's confused.

"Uh, what are you doing here?" he asked. I sighed.

"I don't know. Can I have my arm back please?" I didn't mean to be so snappy, but he was starting to cut off my circulation. Did I mention that he's really strong? Well, he is.

"Oh, uh, yeah. Sorry." He said, and then looked down. Now I feel bad.

"It's fine." I said, much more kindly this time. He got a look on his face that meant that he was going to drop all signs that he was curious about anything. Thank God.

"So, uh, your going into the record store?" He asked.

"Uh, yeah. I wanted to look at some stuff." I said. Now he had on a look that he always got before he said 'huh'

"Huh." I'm so smart.

"What?" I asked, even though I knew why he said it.

"Nothing. It's just, there are a lot of record stores in New York, and you pick this particular one to 'look at some stuff'?" I sighed again.

"It was the first one I saw." I said. He knew I was lying, but he didn't say anything.

"So, can I help you look at some stuff?" he asked. My stomach did a back flip. Damn stomach.

"Yeah, I'd like that." And we went inside.

We didn't talk. The whole time we were in the record store we didn't talk. I found another copy of the record for my mom. I paid for it, told Jess I had to get back to school, and left.

A/N okay I wasn't going to have them talk in this chapter I was going to have her see him and then walk away but I changed my mind. Its sorta short but o well. I don't know if I like this story but ill continue writing it if a lot of people like it. So please read and review. U don't even have to leave a long review u could just say yes or no-yes for u liked it and no for u didn't. but of course if u did want to leave a long review I wouldn't complain. If I got any reviews that I should answer from last chapter the fanfic website is being gay so ill do that in the next chapter k? Peace outx3

Laura