Chapter 4 (Starfire's Poem of Rhyming)
I wish to know of feelings, I wish to understand,
I wish to be useful, to have things turn out as they were planned.
I want to be a good friend, to help them as they would help me,
But when it comes to my best friend, I just want him to be happy.
He locks himself inside his room; I fear he will never come out,
And then, when he gets mad, I fear to hear him shout.
I am not sure of feelings; I just try to be happy,
But when it comes to my best friend, I wish he felt the same as me.
I am not sure of what it is called, but it is powerful, and strong,
And when I give him a hug, I wish to hang on long.
I am sure; he would protect me, if I suddenly went weak,
He was always there for me, when others called me, " 'Freak.' "
I know I am different, if not strange,
But I try to learn, I try to change.
I do what I can to make everything right,
And to keep the city safe, with my friends, I fight.
Is it not my job, to protect this city?
I try to fit in, I try to look pretty.
But does Robin ever notice me?
I continue to try to be the best I can be.
When he looks my way, and I catch his eye,
I think I am liking him, I cannot lie.
But he is my friend, my best friend at that,
I worry of what he thinks; does he think I am fat?
I try not to worry, but my heart beats so fast.
When he holds me in his arms, how I wish it could last.
Does he feel this flutter, that I feel constantly,
Maybe I am thinking too hard, he does not think of me.
I am 'joking' myself, to wish to be near him so hard,
But when I am around him, I let down my guard.
I really do trust him; he is my best friend,
I am sure he would be there for me until the end.
But I wish I knew if he felt the same,
And I want to know which feeling I should blame.
I know it is not Happy, or Sad,
Neither is it any other feeling that I have had.
No this feeling is new, it is new to me,
But what else does it do? I must wait and see.
I know I am different, but I wish to know,
Does Robin share this feeling also?
A/N: Wow, it is really hard to write as Starfire… Usually I'm not the best at writing her… Did I do ok? Or are you going to ban me from writing anymore Starfire poems?
