Chapter (Inside my head)
In my head I am not quiet,
In my head I sing and dance
Free to giggle freely,
Free to dream up a romance.
Inside my head, I am different,
Free to just be me,
But that side,
Is the side no one should ever see.
I hide behind my hood,
My emotions are no more.
No one really knew me,
Until two boys went to explore.
They invaded my personal space,
Looked my mirror in the face.
They fell into my hidden place,
Vanishing without a trace.
Seeing things they shouldn't,
Girls who looked like me,
They were confused, why wouldn't they be?
Seeing me giggle, and smile,
And talking to them for a while.
They saw the side no one should ever see,
The one who can cry, the one who can be happy.
They saw my demons, and my fears,
They saw what I've been hiding from, all these years.
I thought they'd run, and leave my alone,
I'm used to being on my own.
And yet they stayed, and helped me fight,
Promised everything would be all right.
For that second I trusted,
My friends came through,
Learning things,
Seeing what was true.
Both are my friends and close to my heart,
But one of them has a bigger part.
Inside my head, I love, I'm free,
It's all in my head, but it him and me.