Title: On his death bed
Summary: House's thought before he dies
Author: Mikesh
Disclaimer: Do not own House wish I did but I don't
Part: 8 of 10
I was at wit's end when I realized the only other place I could get information from was Mary's diary. I know it was wrong for me to do but I want to find out what was wrong with her. I talked to Allison and she said that she didn't know. I knew that she didn't because she wouldn't lie to me about something like that. Little did I know that I would actually find the answer I was looking for.
House had just gotten back to the house and up to Mary's room. Yes he knew where she kept her diary because he'd found it when he'd cleaned her room. He couldn't look in it even if he wanted to because she had the key for it. When he'd been looking at her keychain he'd saw that the key was on it. So here he was breaking into his daughter's diary.
'Here it is,' House thought to himself.
May 25th, 2019
Today I found out that I was pregnant with Jimmy's baby. I was scared at first because I was afraid of what dad will do if he ever finds out. I know that Allison knows something's up. I mean you can't be the mother of three and not know when someone else is pregnant. I don't know what I'll do. I can't very well tell dad. He'll first kill Jimmy and then kill me for getting pregnant at 18.
May 27th, 2019
I talked to Jimmy today. He says that he'll support me in whatever I decide to do. I don't' want to get rid of the baby but I also don't want my father to look down at me. I'm soo confused.
June 1st, 2019
Today I found out I have a rare condition that affects me and the baby. What it does is causes high blood pressure. It can kill me if I go through with the pregnancy. I don't want to die but I can't kill my child. Dad still doesn't know. I'm going to have to tell him soon but if he finds out about this then he'll make me get rid of the baby. That's why tomorrow I'm going to go see Jimmy's dad since he's a lawyer. I'm going to have it set up that if I should go into a coma while pregnant then Allison has the right to decide what to do. Dad will get rid of the baby because he can't watch me die. But I can't sit around the rest of my life knowing that I killed my child. Dad won't be happy when he realizes that he'll have to watch me die and watch out for his grandchild. I love him with all of my heart but I don't want to kill my child.
I went to the hospital and found that she had put Allison in charge of her care. I tried to get that over turned but I couldn't because she was of legal age. I gave her meds to make her wake up. Then I tried to talk her out of it but she wouldn't budge.
"Mary why do you want to die? You can adopt kids or find a sergeant mother to carry a child for you. You know there's meds we can give you before you get pregnant to try and help," House said.
"But that still means that I have to let you kill my child. I can't just sit around and let my child die," Mary said putting her hands on her stomach.
"And I can't just sit around and let my baby die. You're just taking the coward's way out," House said.
"Dad please don't make this any harder then it has to be. I've had a chance to live. Don't deny this child that right," Mary said upset with her father. She knew he'd say that she was taking the coward's way out but she felt her child had the right to live.
"You haven't lived. You're 18 years old. When you hit my age come talk to me about living," House said going out of the room with tears in his eyes.
I was pissed that she wanted to leave me the way you left me. I never forgave her but I was there for her. I was there the day she slipped into a coma for the last time. They tried to pull her out but she was gone by then. The baby went with her. First I blamed God for taking her. Then I blamed Jimmy because it was his fault that she was pregnant. Last I blamed myself for not just doing the abortion. I wish that I had. Yeah I would have went to jail but I would still have my daughter with me.
I don't even remember her funeral. All I remember is everyone coming up to me and saying how sorry they were. I ended up decking one of the people there. And I spent the night in jail for it. I didn't care. At that point I just wanted life to end. That's why I did what I did.