Title: On his death bed
Summary: House's thought before he dies
Author: Mikesh
Disclaimer: Do not own House wish I did but I don't
Part: 9 of 10
Two days after Mary's funeral House got onto his motor cycle that he'd bought a year after Mary had come to live with him. House knew what he was doing when he ran into a brick wall head on.
I was in a coma for three weeks after that. When I woke up Allison was looking over me looking pissed. She said that I was taking the coward's way out. So what if I was? I didn't want to be in this world anymore. Unlucky for me I made a full recovery and was released a week after waking up. It's funny I figured that I'd end up dying from that but I didn't. What's going to kill me is the same thing that killed my daughter. It seems that I have the same blood disease that she did. But unlike her there's not a cure for me. I found out a month after I tried to end my life. Allison noticed something was wrong with me because of how pale I was. I just shrugged it off as nothing but then a week later I realized something was wrong. I could hardly move let alone walk. So I went into work somehow and drew my own blood. I had Allison test it for me.
"House," Allison said coming into his office.
"Yeah?" House asked.
"I have the results," Allison said.
"So what does it say?" House asked.
"You have the same blood disease as Mary had but there's no cure for yours," Allison said.
"Thank you," House said.
"Yeah," Allison said.
House could tell that she was ready to cry but he didn't care. He was just happy that he'd finally be able to join them.
One month later I found myself hospital ridden. I wanted to be home in my own bed when I died but Allison, Foreman, Robert and Wilson wouldn't let me. Finally about two months after Mary's death Allison decided that they'd let me die at home. That was three weeks ago today. I can tell that I'm going to be joining you two by the end of tonight. I'm sad to go in a way because I'll be leaving Robert and Allison's kids in pain but I'm happy because I can finally stop hurting. Allison told me I was a coward for giving up on life. I told her try having the two people you love most in your life gone and then to get back to me. She told me she'd lost me. I knew she liked me but she had Robert so she didn't need me.