Chapter 16 The Life, The Talk, And The New Beginning

Kira's POV (Yes Kira's! You'll see.)

I opened my eyes and had one hell of a headache. Everything was black and I tried to lift my hand to my head, but hit something. 'What's going on? Where am I?' was all I could think.

"You have to get out!" A voice said.

"What? Who's that?"

"Hurry! You have to get out!"

"Get out of what? What's going on?" I was scared no doubt about that.

"They need you! You have to get out!"

"You keep saying that. I don't even know where the hell I am or who I am for that matter. What happened?"

"They buried you."

"What? Buried me! I'm not dead!" I was screaming. I knew this voice was right and that I had to get out and quick.

I began clawing at the top of my coffin. (Ha my coffin! This is worse than anything else I've been through!) I kept at it, just ignoreing the pain in my hands.

"Hurry!"

"I am hurrying! Quit spitting out orders and help me!" 'Oh this is great, not only have I been buried alive, but I'm yelling at a voice!'

"They'll know you alive!"

"Who?" I asked as I broke through the lid.

"Your brothers."

"I have brothers?" The dirt was falling all around me now.

"Yes. I already told them your alive."

"Wait! Can't you tell me who I am first?" Nothing. "Hello? Oh this is just terrific!" I clawed at the dirt and managed to pull myself out of this hole. (Very slowly I might add.) I layed down and glanced back when something fell on my head. "What the? A purple rose?" I looked at the stone and it read, 'Kira Winchester Younger Hunter Together Forever With Her Father And Mother. I gasped at crawled back. "What the hell is going on?" Yup I was REALLY scared now. 'Where is that voice guy now?' I thought as I tried to stand up. FAILED! I fell back on my butt. "Great now not only does my head hurt, but my ass does too."

'Kira.'

'What the? Your the voice guy...in my head. Oh that's just perfect!' I could hear this guy in my head and it was kinda annoying.

'They'll be here soon.'

'Who?'

'Dean and Sam.'

'And they would be?'

'Your brothers.'

'Right the brother thing. So my names Kira?'

'Yes.'

'And you would be?'

'John.'

'Well that just clears up everything doesn't it.'

'Still the same.'

'Same what? Who the hell are you? Who am I? What happened?'

'You still the same girl I loved. I can't tell you who I am. I'm sorry. As for what happened, well you got shot and died.'

'If I died why the hell am I here?' (Yes this conversation is going on in my head! Crazy I know!)

'It wasn't supposed to be you. It was my deal and I payed what I owed.'

'K?'

'You gave up your life for your brothers because I couldn't pay what I owed. You weren't supposed to die, I was.'

'So then why DID I die?'

'Because I was already dead. You see once I found out what happened, I corrected the mistake.'

'How?'

'Asking enough questions?'

'That sound familar. Anywho how did you correct it?'

'By trading my soul for yours.'

'K again?'

'You see, you have only been dead for two weeks...'

'ONLY TWO WEEKS! ARE YOU SHITTING ME?'

'Watch your mouth.'

'That's sounds even more familar, wait you can continue now.'

'Good. Anyway I had time to exchange my soul for yours. That's why your back.'

'Ok I get that now. So what happens to you now?'

'Limbo. Never resting and always in pain.'

'Is that what would have happened to me?'

'No Kira. It IS what happened to you.'

'Say wha?'

'You'll remember everything in good time. Everything even the pain and when that day comes your gonna need your brothers more than any time before that.'

'Will I still hear you?'

'No. After this I have to go.'

'Dad? It's you dad isn't it?'

'Yes baby girl it's me.'

'So if I can remember you, why can't I remember anything else?'

'You will. They're here. Trust them and be safe.'

'Dad? Wait I'm done talking to you yet! Dad? Daddy please?' I knew he was gone so I opened my eyes and looked around. I saw two figures running to me, but my vision was still a little fuzzy. (What do you expect! I haden't used them in two weeks! Dead remember!) I heard them yelling and hell it was loud.

"Kira! Kira!" The tall one kept saying. I got that was my name and I knew my father was John and that I died, and I had brothers, but anything other than that...Fuck if I knew.

"Kira!" The even taller one said as they made there way to me. They stopped right in front of me. I was looking at the headstone, MY headstone. "Kira is that really you?" I turned around, yes I was still on my butt, and looked at this guy. "It is you isn't it?" He said and hugged me. I just sat there not doing anything. The other guy looked like he was crying as he watched us. He knelt down next to us and place his hand on my shoulder. They were both crying.

"Kira what happened? How come your..." He stopped.

"Alive." I said still looking down.

"Yeah."

"Um..."

"It's ok. You don't have to answer yet." The taller one said. I liked him. He seemed so nice. This other guy I wasn't so sure of yet. "Come on let's get you out of here." He helped me up and I had to lean on him so not to fall on my ass again. We walked to a black car with the other guy on my other side. We all got in the front with me in the middle. It was weird, I felt safe like this, but I don't know why. We drove to a crappy motel and went into a room. I sat on the bed next to the window and just stared out it. The two guys sat on the other bed, stareing at me.

"Kira?" I turned around to face them. It was the taller guy. "We need to know what happened." I nodded.

"Ok, but first can I ask you two a question?"

"Sure. Anything." the slightly shorter one said.

"Who are you?" I asked looking down.

"You don't know who we are?" The taller one sounded sad. I shook my head no.

"What do you know?" The other one said.

"Not gonna answer my question?"

"Sorry. I'm Sam and this is Dean. We're your brother's. Dean's the oldest."

"And I'm?"

"Kira, our younger sister." This Dean guy said.

"Oh, ok."

"So back to the other question..."

"What I remember?" They both nodded. "Not much. I know that I was dead and buried. I know John is my father, and wait..." I stopped.

"What?" they said in unison.

"You buried me."

"Yea. You were dead."

"I know, but still. That's fucked up."

"Mouth." Dean said. After he said that I smiled. "What?"

"I remember that."

"You remember dad?" Sam asked. I nodded.

"He's the one that told me to hurry and get out."

"You spoke to him?" Dean asked jumping up. He did it so quick it made me jump. "Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you." I knew he ment that. Maybe this Dean isn't half bad.

"I didn't speak to him exactly. More like thought to him." They both looked at me and I knew they had no idea what I ment. "I heard him in my head."

"Oh. What did he say?"

"That he traded and that I wasn't supposed to die."

"Traded what?" Dean asked.

"Souls. He said that he would be stuck in this limbo thing in pain for the rest of eternity. I asked if that's where I was and he said yes. He also said that I'll remember everything in time. Including the pain of this limbo place." I looked at there faces and it looked like they saw a ghost. Well I was dead so. "What? It's not like I had a choice in this."

"We know that. It's just..."

"Just what? You blame me don't you? I didn't ask for this! I didn't ask to die and I didn't ask to come back! Hell I didn't even know I was dead so don't blame anything on me!" I was pissed. Sure they didn'y say they blamed me, but it was the looks on there faces.

"We don't blame you. Dad did what he did and he would have done it for any of us. It's just..." Sam was cut off by Dean.

"We would have liked to talk to him too that's all." I looked at them.

"Oh I'm sorry then."

"Why don't we get some sleep and we can talk about this in the morning ok." Dean said. I looked up at him. "What?"

"Can I take a shower first?"

"Sure. It's that way." He pointed to the bathroom. I was about to go in when I stopped.

"Do I freak you out?"

"What?" Sam asked.

I turned to face them. "You heard me, do I freak you out?" They both got up and walked to me.

"No you don't freak us out." Sam said as they both hugged me.

"He's right. Your our sister and we love you no matter what."

"I thought you hated chick flick moments?" I asked.

"You remember that too huh?"

"Yup. Now I do. That and I always call you 'Sammy.'" I said as I pointed to Sam. They both laughed and I went to take a shower. When I got out all I wanted to do was sleep, but first, "Um..."

"What is it Kira?" Sam asked. I just held up my hands and they both knew what I needed. "Here sit down." I sat down and Sam bandaged up my hands. "You can sleep here if you want." I nodded and layed down. I quickly fell asleep.

Dean's POV

I watched Sam bandage up Kira's hands and couldn't help but smile. We had our sister back. When we told her she didn't freak us out we were telling the truth. I still wish I could have spoken to dad. Kira climbed under the covers and fell right to sleep. Sam looked over and me and smiled. I wonder if he realized that Kira had to dig her way out of her grave? I did, but I didn't want to focus on that.

"It's really her isn't it?" He asked still focused on our sisters sleeping form. I nodded and couldn't help but ask.

"So Sam. How did you know she was alive? Dad talk to you too?"

"No. I just had a dream that's all. I could see her trying to claw her way out, I felt her fear. It was weird. I never had a dream like that before. I mean it was even different that the visions. I felt everything."

"Well I'm just happy to have her back."

"How long do you think it'll be before she gets her full memory back?"

"Dunno. We just have to wait." I said getting into bed.

"What about the man and the guy that looked like dad?" Sam asked. We have been tracking them since they killed Kira.

"We'll hold off on that for now. Chances are she doesn't remember any of what we do. Now get some sleep will ya." I rolled over and felt Sam's eyes on my back. "What?"

"I don't know. I just have a feeling that things are gonna get alot harder."

"Ok. That means what?"

"I don't know exactly."

"Well than, we'll deal with that when we have to. Untill then let's just get some sleep and be happy we have our sister back."

"Ok." I fell asleep right after Sam and I finished talking. Sam got into the same bed as Kira and drifted off to sleep. We all knew that tomorrow was the beginning for us. The beginning of us being a family again and being together.