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SO HERE IT IS!

ITALIC FOR DOU'STHOUGHTS

Chapter 2

Duo's POV

"Hey, guys! How about we take a vacation?"

While all the former gundam pilots were sitting in the evening watching a movie.

"That sounds wonderful" said Quatre with a wide smile

"I think I can take a couple of weeks of from the club" said Wufie without looking a way from the screen

I hoped that a vacation would give me a chance to know what kind of feelings I have. Since, He is my best friend I really didn't want to mess our friend-ship. So, if those feelings are going to hurt our friend-ship I prefer to keep them to myself. And that is a promise that I will keep until the end of time. My friend-ship with the other gundam pilots is so deep and I am ready to sacrifice my life for them cause they are my family since I don't have one.

I made a promise to never let anything hurt my friends.

Even if I have to stay only a friend and nothing more.

That is even if I fall in love with him along the way.

I just want him happy and near me.

And that is more important to me than my feelings.

Heero, that person is my friend since the war started.

Now we are best friends.

We share a special kind of friend-ship among the rest of our friends.

I guess it is because he and I have been through a lot together.

He saved my life many times like I saved his life.

I think because of those reasons I started to develop feelings for him.

And since I am still not sure what kind of reasons, I needed to explore them.

And what better way to do that than on a vacation with your best friends.

So we arrived at one of Quatre's many vacation houses. This was secluded in a forest. In the back of the house there is a lake suitable for fishing, swimming and rowing a boat. There is a tennis court which can be converted to a basketball ground. Inside the two stories house the ground floor held a kitchen, bathroom, dinning room, living room, gym and an entertainment room full with a pool table and a bar.

The first floor had four bedrooms with connected bathrooms. Everything inside the house was updated and high tech. Outside the house in the back side there were a barbecue grill and a table overlooking the lake.

"That is amazing Quatre! this is the best place for a time out" I screamed from the window of the bedroom I chose.

"There was one problem though; one of us will have to share a room" said Quatre

"Let's settle this with rock, paper and scissor" said Heero. Who was silent until now.

Ok so we with Wufie sharing a room with Trowa.

" good morning guys"

" Hey morning Quat. Breakfast is ready"

Since today is Monday, I had to do the cooking! What a luck first day on vacation and it turns out to be my day to cook, but looking at Quat boy here I guess I am in better luck than him! It was his day to clean! But the guys helped him since the whole house was covered in dust! Since it was not occupied for a long time.

"Ok guys, it's time for fun!"

We played basketball outside until sunset, and then each one of us took a shower and went out side for a BBQ dinner.

I noticed that Heero was spacing out the whole time.

"What's up buddy? You seem kinda worried. Would you like to share your burden?"

"Hn!"

"HEEEERRROOO! What's wrong?"

Now Quatre heard that and had that concerned look on his childish face.

"Yeah Heero. You know you weren't listening to a single word we were saying"

Said Trowa.

"It's nothing"

And he went inside the house.

"I'll go after him guys. Don't worry"

I ran inside the house but I couldn't find Heero in the living room, kitchen, the bathroom in the first floor.

I went upstairs to him bedroom. I knocked twice and didn't wait for an answer. I opened the door and saw Heero on the floor. His back to his bed. His knees bend and his hands are on his knees. He was looking at me.

"Heero, we have been through a lot. You know you can trust me. What is wrong?"

"Duo, I trust you. But this is a personnel matter"

"Heero!" I pouted and gave puppy eyes to die for.

He sighed

"Ok. I'll tell you put you have to promise me to keep it between us. Promise?"

"I cross my heart"

"I am in love"

Dtmp. Dtmp. Dtmp. Dtmp. My heart rate went ten folds higher.

I feel like crying. I could hear my heart is breaking into shatters.

I reminded my self of the promise.

Duo you should help him and stop thinking about your self.

My throat went dry and I tried to smile but couldn't, so I ended up smirking instead.

"Ok. That's good news. Who?"

"A close friend"

"Heero you can do better than that. I need a name"

"But he is not in love with me"

"HE! You mean a guy?"

"Yeah, Duo does that make me gay?"

"No not necessary. You could be bi"

"BI?"

"Yes, that means you like both sexes the same"

"Oh I see"

""Heero, did you tell him how you feel?"

"No"

"Then, why are you saying that he is does not love you?"

"Because I can see it in his eyes it does not sparkle when he looks at me the way it does when he is looking at him"

"Wait a minute! You mean he likes another guy?"

"Yes"

The way he said it broke my heart again!

Please don't look at me with these sad eyes. It shots pain in my chest.

I can feel the pain pumping across my body with every heart beat.

"Who is he?"

"……"

"Come on Heero. You told me all this and you refuse to tell me who are you in love with?"

"Ok, I'll tell you"

"So?"

"It's….."

TBC

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