Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation

Warnings: Angst, language

AN: So sorry this is like incredibly short! But I was really bored one day and I was feeling a bit depressed (plus I was reading the gravitation novel) so I decided to write something like this. Originally it started off as an original story, but then I just felt that it'd be better as a Gravi fic so I rewrote some stuff and thus it was! I hope you enjoy and please comment!

Cold Response
By: Kitsuna Ri

I wonder why, day after day, why did he pick me? Lord knows I'm not worthy. I'm too cold, too distant. I won't say those words, those words he choses to say every day. 'I love you...'

What does it mean anyway? Can I even be capable of such a thing? Can any of us be capable of it? I know that he is. With his bright and shining eyes, looking up towards me, his smile gracing his features. He says those three words to me.

"Yuki! I love you!"

I don't even respond. I don't know how. Too many things haunt me, too many ghosts from my past. And even though he knows, he knows it all, he just smiles and says, "Don't worry Yuki. I love you anyway."

Why me damnit? I can't say it to him! I don't even know how I feel. I look at him and see annoyance, irritation. But, it's not him. No...no. It's me. It would be easier if he would just hate me. If he would just leave. This confusion, I hate it. I don't like not knowing what to do. I don't like being confused by my own feelings!

This pisses me off! Damnit Shuichi, can't you understand that Hiro would be a better choice? He would respond, he wouldn't be so cold towards you. Not like me...no. I just can't do it. I can't say it.

"Yuki? Yuki are you alright?"

I look up, my cold eyes meeting his warm, loving ones. I don't say anything, but it doesn't even phase him. He comes over and places a gentle kiss on my forehead and walks out, "Aishiteru Yuki!"

And still. I don't respond.

That's all that'll ever happen.

Nothing, but a cold response.

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Blarg, told ya it was short! Sorry ; as I said it was basically a bored drabble. But maybe it was still good? Not to get my hopes up oy XD