-sigh- hello.
I'm sorry about the greeting, but I have a little problem. You see, I don't find writing this fic so fun anymore. I try to write as much as I can anyway, but it's not... well, fun! I'm not very inspired. Most of you seem to like it, but some of you... well, seem to...
Speaking clearly, think it sucks.
So, I'm going to put this on hold for a while after this chapter, and then I'll see what to do. But for the moment, you can consider this chapter the last for a while. I don't mean that this is the last chapter, no this fic owe to be longer, but I'm going to stop writing on it for a while.
I want to thank everyone that reviewed for the last chapter, your reviews made it even harder for me to say that I'll put this fic on hold, I just feel so awful about it! I'm sorry!
Okay, let's move on with the chapter.
Disclaimer: Own nothing, please don't sue!
Pairings: Same as always, main Yami/Yugi.
Warnings: Well, if you read the last chapters you know it. Boy/boy love, OOC and Anzu bashing. And some MAJOR fluff!
/Joodelehi/ Yami talking to Yugi in the mind link
((Joodelehi!)) Yugi talking to Yami in the mind link
That's it. The fic starts now, and please review, telling me how it was. Hugs and kisses!
Chapter 4
19:52/Saturday
Yugi's home
Yugi's POV
Life is shit.
I stare out the window, watching the rain fall. But it really isn't the soft pitter-patter of the rain that makes me claim that life sucks. No, it's because I wanted to go and see my friends, but they were all busy. Not even Yami or Grandpa is home. They went grocery-shopping.
Witch is very strange, seeing that the refrigerator already is full.
I sigh, and pick up my math-book. They are probably planning my birthday bash. But I'm not really in the mood for a party, even though my birthday is only three days away. All I want is for Yami to love me in that way, and that's clearly not gonna happen...
I sob softly, thinking about Yami's soft smiles and caring eyes, that will never be mine. Why does he have to be so perfect, even when he's not trying! No wonder that Anzu wants him too. But I can't let her have him, I love him!
...okay, now I sound selfish. But...
-sigh-
All I want is for Yami to be happy, and if Anzu really loved him, I would let him go. But she doesn't. She just wants to have sex with him and then brag, then probably date him for a year. Only to show off, of course. Then brake up with him, claiming that he wasn't perfect enough for her.
I don't want Yami to be so humiliated. To be a toy, only to be thrown away when it's owner grow tired of it. I just can't let that happen to Yami!
The math book is still unopened in my lap. Wanting something else to think about, I open the book and start to do my homework.
To bad it only takes me fifteen minutes to finish it, and I have nothing to do. Sighing, I get up from my desk and walk down to the kitchen, hoping to find something entertaining there.
Well, if you find some old broccoli entertaining, then you'll be dazed with funniness. Oh, feel the sarcasm...
Then, the phone rings. Quickly, I jump to it and pick up the receiver.
"Mouto residence, Yugi speaking." I say, and lean myself against the wall behind me.
"Yugi! Just the person I needed to speak to!" My heart go cold. That voice is unmistakable. High-pitched, too sweet and totally false.
Anzu.
"Err, hi, Anzu." I say, my voice shaking slightly. "What do you want?" The sweet voice changes in the blink of an eye. Now it's deadly and evil.
"Don't play sweet and innocent with me, squirt. I know you heard me speaking with Janice, I know that you heard every word I said. And if any of it passes on to Yami or anyone else, you are dead. Do you understand, Yugi? I will beat you up so bad that you'll not even know what day of the week it is! Do you understand!"
I swallow hard. I must admit, I am quite frightened by now. Anzu's voice tells me that she's not joking. And I'm certainly not capable to stop her, seeing she's almost twice as tall as me.
"Y-Yes, I understand." I stutter and swallow again. Anzu's voice goes to that fake sweet tone again.
"Good boy. And one more thing Yugi." Her voice goes down to a hiss. "Yami is mine, don't you even try to have him. He'll love me, and no one else." And she hangs up. I stare at the phone, seeing that my hand is shaking, along with the rest of my body.
Now I had two reasons of not telling Yami how I felt. But I don't want him to end up with Anzu! How could I prevent it from happening?
The door opens with a happy jingle from the bell above the door. I jump high and turn in one motion. In the door, is Yami. He's smiling slightly, and puts down a bag with groceries.
"Hi, aibou! How are you?"
"Oh fine, I just received sort of a death threat from Anzu over the phone. And how was your day?".
Of course that would be the truthful answer, but I can't say that. Instead, I go with a more nice answer.
"I'm fine. Where's Grandpa?" Yami pulls off the black coat he's wearing and hung it up on the wall, smiling warmly.
"Well, he said he was going to be away for the weekend. So, it's just you and me!" That statement make me blush, and I turn away. "I guess so..."
Silence falls over us for a few awkward moments, but then I hear Yami's voice again, bright and cheery. "So, who wants ice-cream?"
Normal POV 5 minutes laterThe two look-alikes sat in the sofa, munching on some chocolate ice-cream. Yugi had added lots and lots of chocolate sauce and sprinkles, and Yami had, after Yugi's pleading, taken some chocolate sauce.
They were watching Die Hard (1), and both threw small comments as 'man, that was so faked', and 'think he's really German?'. The movie was great, totally worth seeing again. And Yugi had seen it twice before.
Halfway through the movie, Yugi put the last of his ice-cream in his mouth, and put the bowl back on the table with a content sigh. Yami smiled softly, seeing the look of pure bliss on Yugi's face when he swallowed.
But then, he winced and grabbed his head. "Oh, man..." He groaned and closed his eyes tightly. Yami immediately got worried, and put his bowl of half eaten ice-cream on the table.
"Hikari, are you alright?" He asked and scotched closer to Yugi.
The small teen nodded, but still looked like he was in deep pain. "It's okay, I just got ice-cream headache..." Yami blinked, very confused.
"Ice-cream headache?" He asked, and scratched the back of his head. He knew what ice-cream was, and headache to (obviously). But he had never heard of ice-cream headache.
Yugi giggled, and let go of his head. "Well, sometimes when you eat ice-cream too fast, in too big bites, that happens. The brain sort of...freeze." Yami blinked and looked at the ice-cream. Such an innocent thing... could bring such pain?
Yami moved away from the ice-cream, looking a little frightened. Yugi laughed at the look of fright on Yami's face, and shook his head. "The ice-cream only do that when you eat it, Yami. And don't worry, I'll protect you!" Yugi hugged Yami, still giggling softly.
A few inches over Yugi's head, Yami blushed faintly. Yugi's breath on his chest felt...too good. But Yami decided to hide his embarrassment by chuckling and hug Yugi back.
Both boys continued looking at the movie. Yugi started to feel tired, so he leaned his head on Yami's shoulder, and sighed softly. Yami stole a glance at the other boy, but didn't say anything. Hey, why would he, with the boy of his dream leaning on him...
No, bad thoughts! Not the boy of his dreams, Yugi was only his friend, that was all!
...wasn't it?
Yugi could feel the inner turmoil from the other side of the mind link, and got worried.
((Yami, what's the matter? Is anything wrong?)) Yami blushed and kept his gaze sternly at the screen, pretending to watch the main character make an unbelievable stunt.
/N-No, of course not, aibou. Don't worry./ Yugi was too tired to ask anything more, so he guided his attention to the screen again.
((Okay...)) He yawned adorably and his eyes slid shut. Soon, he was fast asleep, still leaning against Yami's shoulder.
Yami looked down at Yugi and smiled softly. The boy looked so peaceful and cute, snuggling into his shoulder in his sleep. But he'd get a sore back if he laid like that...
So, only because of his worry of Yugi being in pain later, Yami lifted him up and put him in his lap, head leaning on his chest. The warmth that Yugi provided was heavenly, and made Yami felt quite drowsy. He leaned his head on Yugi's finding that position very comfy.
He wasn't really watching the movie anymore. Instead, he studied Yugi's face while he slept, and smiled at the peaceful and relaxed look on his face.
Unbeknownst to Yami, two blue eyes were watching them through the window to their left. The eyes burned when they saw the loving position the two were in, and a low snort was heard outside.
"Just wait, Yugi. You will pay for this..." And the eyes disappeared.
Soon, far to soon, the movie was over, and Yami turned off the TV. The room fell to complete silence. The only thing that was heard was Yami's slightly hitched breathing, and Yugi's calm and even one.
Yami watched the serene boy and sighed quietly. Looking at his watch, he found that it was past ten, and Yugi should get to bed. So, being the caring person he was, Yami lifted up the sleeping boy and carried him towards his bedroom.
Opening the door with one hand, Yami entered the childish room and put down Yugi on the bed carefully. He watched the boy and swallowed. He was still wearing his clothes. Maybe he should change his clothes...
Yami shook his head, as very naughty thought entered his mind, and growled. "I can't thinks such things! Yugi would kill me if he knew..." So, Yami took the covers and pulled them up Yugi's sleeping form, tucking the boy in. Then he watched him once again.
Moonlight shone upon Yugi's face, giving his face a angelic glow. He sighed and curled up against his pillows, and a very cute smile on his lips. His hands gripped the sheets and snuggled his nose into them.
Smiling softly, Yami sat down on his knees and brushed away a few strands of Yugi's hair out of his face. Then he caressed Yugi's cheek with the tips of his fingers, musing on how soft and smooth the skin was.
Yami removed his hand, and was going to rise, when a sudden impulse hit him. Slowly, Yami bent down and pressed his lips against Yugi's cheek in one soft kiss. It was only for a second, and barely nothing more then a brush of feathers. But still, Yami felt very light headed.
Then he rose quickly and walked out of the room, closing the door quietly behind him.
Yugi's eyes opened a little, and he blushed faintly. "Yami..." That was his last though before he floated away on the sweet waves of sleep.
End chapter!
(1) Die Hard (The first one) is one of the best movies ever! If you haven's seen it, rent it and see it. I highly recommend it.
Okay... this was short, I know that damnit! But I have a writers block and lack of inspiration.
Well, as I said, I'm not going to update this for quite a long time. Sorry! I'll try to write, I will! But the update won't come soon. (and this one took some time also...)
Hugs to all of you that reviewed, I just hate myself for doing this! Please review, even though I'm so very evil.
Until I update...
Sayonara, hej då, adios, au revoir, see ya and good buy!
