Disclaimer: Red Eye is was not mine, is not mine, and, in all probability, will never be mine. So please don't sue…

A/N: wowow.. So it's been awhile. I could make excuses but really, I have just been rather lazy. Summer does that to me. But, now I am back. This little drabble/thing is set after the Red Eye flight but its kind of AU. The back story is that Jackson didn't get sent to jail and he and Lisa have kept in touch and have possibly started to work side by side. You can use your imagination to fill in the space however you like. I promise to update sooner in the future- in fact, I already have a couple things sketched out. And now I give you…

..All She Never Wanted..

He is everything she never wanted

With his devilish smirk

His quietly sarcastic voice

And sweet temptation hanging from his lips

No, she never wanted him

He knows she watches him watching her

Though she might pretend she doesn't notice

And they both know that whatever it is

That silent longing that hangs between them

An invisible string that attaches them

Might never be acknowledged

His eyes still follow her and she knows

But does not comment

No, she never wanted him

She plays the Ice Queen

Untouchable and yet maddeningly with in the distance

Of his caress

And sometimes she brushes against him

The lightest touch they both know isn't an accident

And she continues on, knowing his dark, hungering eyes are upon her

But he does nothing

After all, no one touches the Ice Queen

No, she never wanted him

But when the half light of the morn finds them

Their lips touch

And the ice melts more than just a little bit

And he knows he's gotten to her

And she knows it too

And until the sunrises they stay like that

Just holding each other

Knowing that when the sun slips above the horizon

The moment will be gone

And they will place their masks back on

So they stay like that

In their moment of grey

In an otherwise black and white world

And she thinks that lying to herself is a bit tiresome

So for that moment she stops telling herself she never wanted him

And let's herself love him

And he knows and holds her closer

Drinking her up

And the ice melts a but more

When the sun rises he slips away

But she knows it won't be forever

So they go about their own lives

And she realizes the enormity of what exactly has happened

And she realizes she's gone and fallen in love with

Everything she never wanted

And though her mind tells her heart to stop

Fluttering so fast when he is near

For once her heart does not obey

And it continues to flutter

Though she'd be damned before anyone would know this

But she knows he knows when he throws her a smile

Different from his trademark smirks

And for a second she forgets that the sky in not grey

And takes a step towards him

But then she remembers that she was

Never suppose to want him

In the night he comes to her

But her mind is quite outspoken, beating down the emotions

Of the heart

He silences it with a kiss

They slip away from the world

To their land of grey

And she knows she can't deny wanting him

So she doesn't even try

And for that moment

And the moments that follow

She realizes with an amazing amount of certainty

That he is, in fact,

All she ever wanted