Ok I've decided that I'm gonna make john not tell persephanie, and act as if everything is ok. But drama will follow him, don't worry hope you like it, continued from the phone call in the morning:

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Chapter 9

"Look sweets, before you say anything, I just..." Persephanie paused for a second, "I'm sorry. Ok. I'm sorry for not answering whenever you called."

Silence John didn't know what to say. He didn't wanna lie to her, but he knew she'd be pissed if she found out. He knew last night was a mistake, and it definitely would be an end to their relationship. John didn't want that, he loved her to death, and just wanted to be with her now. That way he can do whatever he can to make it up to her.

"Are you mad at me?" Persephanie broke in the silence.

"No, no I just missed you that's all." John said

"I'm sorry, I just thought maybe I shouldn't think about you for awhile. Coz every time I do, I end up swelling in tears and it just hurts not having you here." Persephanie's voice always seems to comfort John. But that made his heart sink even more. She was apologizing when it should be the other way around.

"No babygirl, don't worry about it I understand completely. It's ok." John felt his own tears coming up. He left a note to Reanna saying last night was a mistake and that she should leave him alone for a while.

"Ok, well I hope everything between us will be same as always." Persephanie said.

"Don't worry everything will be alright." John said. I hope he thought to himself. "I missed you so much, baby." John said very sincere.

"Aw, same here, watcha doing?" Persephanie asked.

"Oh nothing I'm just waiting up on the elevator right now." John said quietly, resting his head against the elevator wall. "What are you doing?"

"Thinking about you, as usual." Persephanie said sweetly.

John laughed missing her even more. I cant tell her. She'd be devastated if she found out. I guess I can just put last night behind me and try to make it up to her. I don't want to loose her, I cant, I just cant. "You know I care about you right?" John asked.

"Of course. How can I not know that, you have been the most perfect boyfriend imaginable." Persephanie replied.

John kept silent. He couldn't take it, Persephanie doesn't deserve any of this. I don't deserve her.

"Hello, baby, you still there?" Persephanie said after 20 seconds or so of silence.

"Oh yeah, yeah I was just caught up in my own little world, for a second there." John finally said.

"Oh, ok" Persephanie laughed. "Oh you want to talk to Daisy."

"Yea, I guess" John said unsure, he felt guilty talking to any of them.

"Johnny! I missed you so much, when are you coming?" Daisy's voice just made John's heart sink down even more.

"Um..well I don't know. I don't think I can take a day off anytime soon, because I just got back." John said not watching out for Md's feelings. He was definitely starting to loose his mind.

"No fair!" Md sounded like she was about to cry, so she handed the phone back to her sister.

"Don't worry about her, she'll be fine." Persephanie said.

"I'm so sorry for everything, last night, you know just everything." John said again not thinking.

"Last night?" Persephanie asked alarmed.

"Oh I mean last, last, last night. The time when you had to go so soon." John lied.

"Babe you don't have to be sorry about that, don't worry." Persephanie assured.

"Aite, but I have to go, I just have to do some thinking." John said.

"Ok." Persephanie said sounding disappointed.

"Bye." John said.

"Bye."

John just hung up, not saying anything else, not even I love you. What the hell have I gotten myself into? I love Persephanie with all my heart, that's something I know for sure. But I'm not sure if this relationship is going to work. She doesn't deserve someone who cheats on her the first week they get separated, there's just not excuses for that.

When John finally got to the front of his room, he searched his pockets for the keys. Shit it has to be here somewhere. Then he thought about it even more, and remembered that all he took with him, from Reanna's room was his cell phone.Meaning his keys probably was still at her hotel room. John cursed under his breath just thinking about Reanna and her room for that matter. He debated in his mind if he should go back, or just think somewhere else. But where else. He thought. I'm not use to being anywhere else except in Persephanie's arms. Well except for that fucking bar last night, I definitely didn't have any problems staying over there. He thought sarcastically.

His tears were building up inside him, so he decided to just let go. He stood against the wall and gradually slid lower and lower until he was resting his head in his knees. It was the first time he cried in public, but he didn't care. The first woman to actually care for him, him not his fame, not his looks, not his money, nothing but John Cena.

John's cell phone started to vibrate against's his pocket. He didn't want to answer it, but it said it was from Randy. The person who probably was gonna give him some advice since he does actually know Persephanie.

"Hey man, can you come over and talk to me for a while, it's something really important about Persephanie." John said right away. Not even waiting for Randy's voice.

"Oh, uh, no actually this is Randy's girlfriend!" Kimmy- Lee said so happy. "Randy just asked me to be his girlfriend and I wanted to tell Sephie but she wasn't answering her phone. So I thought maybe we should deliver the news to you first, instead. Wait what's this you talking about Sephie? Is she ok?"

"Yeah she's alright I just need some advice." John said.

"Ok, here he is."

"Huh, today has got to be the most happiest day of my life." Randy bragged.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah listen can I meet up with you somewhere, I really need to talk to you." John was starting to loose his patience. Today just isn't going well for him..

"Ok, but now I mean I finally get to have my way with Kimmy, over here." Randy said, winking over at his girlfriend.

"I cheated on Persephanie." John said knowing that was the only way he'd get his best friend's attention.

"YOU CHEATED ON PERSEPHANIE?" Randy was shocked.

John groaned thinking that Kimmy- Lee heard and that she was going to tell.

"Oh my bad man-" Randy started to say.

Kimmy- Lee had snatched the phone away, "YOU DID WHAT?"

John could tell Kimmy- Lee wasn't gonna be a big fan of him anymore. "I know I fucked up, an I'm going to make it up to her, I promise"

"Yeah, you damn right will, and you fucked up? Ok do you mean that literally or was it just a kiss?" Kimmy- Lee waited but no answer followed. "Oh my gosh."

"I'm sorry ok, it was an accident, a mistake." John said.

"A mistake yes it was, but an accident? What did she happen to trip over in bed, and you just happened to break her fall, with your mouth or something?" Kimmy- Lee was pissed off, maybe even more pissed than Persephanie would be, if she found out. Which we can see wont happen, at least not anytime soon.

Randy had over heard what his girlfriend was saying, and he was starting to get impatient, "sweetie, can you just go now, I mean..." Kimmy- Lee glared at him. "Ok never mind I'll wait." Randy said politely, moving her onto his lap.

"John..." she said calmly, "how are you going to tell Sephie this?"

"I don't want to lie to her, but I don't want to hurt her either." John said.

"Yeah but the damage has been done, what were you thinking anyways?" Kimmy- Lee was talking her normal now, Randy had got her to calm down. (A/N: Yes he is, if that's what your thinking.)

"I was at a bar and I got really drunk. I blacked out completely, I couldn't even remember what happened." John explained.

"Uh-huh." Randy had gotten her distracted now. "Ok you know what, why don't we just talk about this, like I don't know in and hour or so. But I'm glad that it was drunk you that cheated. Wait I never knew there was a drunk you?"

"Me either." John said quietly.

"I gotta go, we'll just meet up with you at your hotel ok?" Kimmy- Lee, went out travel with Randy for the weekend, and she was staying at a hotel, near from where John was.

"Aite, bye." John hung up. He brought his thoughts back to wether or not he should go back and get his keys...tick tock tick tock. He heard. He looked up, nothing. He put his head back down in his knees to think. Then he ended up getting flashbacks. (A/N: you can just zim through the flashbacks you don't have to read them completely, coz you probably already have. I just wanted to make them specific. It brings more sadness.)

"Ok, so would you be my girlfriend?" John really couldn't contain himself any longer he just, was excited to finally be able to call Persephanie his. His own girlfriend.

"Wow, I definitely didn't see THAT coming, well at least not this early in the date. I mean...geez how long have I known you? What about 4, 5 days?"

"Is that a no?" John said quietly. Desperately hoping it wasn't it.

"Yes..." Persephanie wanted to tease him again. "And no. No to me saying no to question , meaning yes to being your girlfriend. Do you get it?"

Tears started to flow down his eyes. The flashbacks kept coming to him.

"You like doing that don't you. Smiling's like your forte or something." Persephanie said.

"That's what you do to me. I mean, my life's so different when I'm with'chu. It's like you take all my problems away. Your all I can really think about now."

Persephanie turned red hearing all of the sweet things.

"Yeah and blushing seems to YOUR forte." John joked.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah." Persephanie said trying to hide her flushed face.

John's cheeks was now covered with his tears. But the flashbacks wouldn't stop.

"I can seriously watch you all day. Same with Daisy. You guys both just make the cutest little expressions." John chuckled.

"Same with you. I just love your dimples they're so cute!" Persephanie reminisced the first time she saw him.

John smiled loving her reactions. He was glad he can get her to smile with out even saying anything. He can see he had a good effect on her, and he wanted it to stay that way. "You are something special you know that?"

"Of course I am, everyone knows that!" Persephanie joked.

John thought about that day, the day at the beach, he thought about it throughly, and he remembered what he had said.

"Well, we don't want other people to make any cracks in our relationship. Because if there's too much then everything might fall to pieces and we wouldn't want that now would we?"

"No of course not." Persephanie answered.

The flashbacks stopped coming but his tears definitely wouldn't. He broke his promise to her. He made two cracks in their relationship. One was him being out on the road, even though that isn't exactly his fault. But it's still a crack and, there's no way its Persephanie's fault for that. So it had to be John's.

The second one was that he cheated on her. There's no excuse for that. Even though he was drunk, it was still his fault. He shouldn't have been drunk in the first place, heck he shouldn't have been at the bar in the first place.

John cried and cried, just missing Persephanie like crazy. He need her there, to comfort him. But how was she going to do that. I need her, I want her, I love her. Was all he was thinking, he said it over and over and over until he convinced himself. He was going to go back to her, now.

John wiped his tears away, and started walking over to the elevator. He was going back up to Reanna's room to get his keys. Once he did, he knocked and knocked. No one was answering. So he pounded on the door even harder. Then Reanna opened the door, "oh hey." She said still in her night gown.

John looked over, WOW he thought. What am I thinking? He snapped out of it, "Look I just came over to get my stuff." He walked passed her and searched for his keys. "Got it." He started to walk over to the door, but Reanna stopped him.

"Where do you think your going?" she asked.

"Back to my girlfriend." John said.

"You can't go over to your stupid girlfriend. The homecoming's tonight. And besides we're all the way over at Dallas, while that bitch-" Reanna started to say.

John cut her off, "No one calls her a bitch."

"Ok but you cant go over to her, now can you?" Reanna was happy to convince him he had to stay.

John groaned, "Fine." Then he stormed out the room and left Reanna just standing there. But she sure wasn't going to let him go that fast.

"Wait." she said, but he kept on walking. So she walked faster and blocked his way.

"Move." John said, with so much sadness in his eye.

"NO!" Reanna said. "Not after how hard I've been trying to get you. What is it do you not like about me so much?"

John thought for a second. "After you knew I had a girlfriend you still wont stop."

"Before you had a girlfriend?"

John thought again, he couldn't think of anything.

"Exactly."

"Yeah but I have a girlfriend now." John walked away.

Reanna groaned. Oh that boy better know what his doing. I'm not going to quit anytime soon. I got something up my sleeve. Well no literally coz the shirt I'm wearing is sleeveless so... Reanna joked in her mind. (A/N: Stupid joke I know, I just got it out of the show Charmed.)