Chapter 20
"Walking Out?"
A/N: OMG I am SO, SO SORRY that the update took longer than usual! But here it is. Enjoy:
Memory reMinder: Last Chapter was about, Reanna telling John the lie! Yeah i thought to just type that in for anyone who forgot since i usually do when ppl take forever to update! Sorry it wont happen again.
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John took a deep breath just before opening the door to their hotel room. Walking in, he found his girlfriend sleeping comfortably on the bed. "Guess I'll have to wait and just tell you tomorrow." John softly said giving her forehead a kiss. Shortly after, he changed into something more comfortable, then occupied the empty side of the bed, not wanting to wake Persephanie. Though he couldn't stop looking over, just wondering how he would even start to tell her.
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Hours past and John still couldn't sleep. Thoughts of Reanna, the baby, and Persephanie poured into his mind. He was getting so frustrated so he decided to go out to the balcony of their hotel room. He stood there looking up at the sky, muttering something to himself, "How can things just get any worse?" He then felt a warm hand tap his shoulder. Looking back, he saw Persephanie standing there, "Oh babe hey..." John slowly said. He didn't know what to say, a fresh new batch of tears slowly ran down his cheeks.
"Awe sweets what's wrong?" She asked moving closer to him, arms crossed from the cold environment they were in.
He stood there struggling to find his start to explanation, the tears just continued to stream over his cheeks.
"Babe what's wrong?" Persephanie ran her hand down his cheeks barely touching it, then rested them comfortably on his waist. "Is this what happened you and Reanna?"
John's answer was a short, "Yes," He didn't quiet have enough courage yet, to actually tell her everything. A part of him wanted to tell her now and just get it over with. But the other half wanted to just save it, and tell her later. He figured, he'd already caused her enough pain, but then again lying would just add to the list, in the long run.
"Well what happened?" Persephanie asked hesitant. Seeing John actually cry, right there in front of her, made it even more nerve wracking. 'What could have possibly happened to make him in so much tears?'
John took a deep breath but he still didn't know how he'd approach her about it. So he just did right then and there, "I got Reanna pregnant."
Persephanie's mouth dropped, along with a soft gasp, "No...y-you...cant..uh-" Her voice was getting shaky. She slowly pulled her hand away from John, taking a couple steps back. She was in disbelief, not wanting it to be true. She backed up even more, locking her eyes with the ground. She couldn't look at John.
"Sweetie, listen we can talk this out, ok?" John tried to hold her hand but she lightly pushed it away.
"No...uh...listen I think, maybe that," She gulped, "John let me just cool off. I need to be calm with the situation and I just want some time to myself."
"But-" John started to say but Persephanie didn't let him continue, "Please after all the drama that I've gone through since the start of this- of us! I really just need some me time right about now. "I deserve at least that, don't i?"There was a train of silence. John didn't want her to leave his side, he needed her comfort after what he just found out.
"I'll be back to you before you even know it," Persephanie held John's hands and gave him a kiss on the cheek. She stood there waiting for him to say something but he didn't. "John?"
He sighed and gave her a weak smile trying not cry he said, "Ok I'll be waiting."
She nodded shortly leaving John all alone in their balcony of the hotel room. Persephanie walked out of the room, not knowing if that's what she'd do about their actually relationship, too. She kept on walking and walking hoping all the pain would walk away with her. Just thinking about how things have been being with John made her happy but depressed as well. There's been so much that already happened! She wasn't sure if being with someone was worth all this pain, 'What have I done to deserve all this?" Tears rapidly began to burn in her eyes. She had to stand against the wall to hold herself up, she felt like having an emotional break down with all the things going on.
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John pulled on his hair, in great frustration. He was wondering what was going on with Persephanie. He hated this, he couldn't afford to loose her now, not when things with Reanna got tighter. Coz then, not only would he have to deal with a new born child, but to loose his love? That wouldn't be something that he'd be able to get through. He calmly sat down looking up at the sky. It was a perfect reflection of what he was feeling. Dark and lonely. John leaned back in the chair making himself comfortable, knowing his wait for Persephanie could potentially be long. Minutes past, hours past, John's eyes slowly started to close, in tears...
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Persephanie walked in the room, with John no where to find. She checked in the bathroom, no one. She looked around the room, no where there. Then she looked out the sliding doors seeing him crept up in the folding lawn chairs. She stared at him watching him sleep, then walking over and waking him up from the deep sleep he was in. "Hey." She gave him a warm glowing smile.
"Hmm..." John tried to sit up straight, rubbing is eyes, "Hey baby."
Persephanie smiled, taking a seat next to him, wrapping her arms around him affectionately. "How was your sleep?"
John chuckled, "Mmm...I've had better ones." he looked her in the eye. "How was your me time?"
She fidgeted with John's hands playing with it, "Well...I love you, and I know you love me right?"
"Yeah of course, what kind of question is that? Babe you know you're everything to me," John kissed her.
"Mmm well that's most important. I mean...honestly I was having second thoughts about us- you know us being together, but you know, I think not being with you would just make it even worse." Persephanie explained.
"Ok, so what are you going to do with-" John was cut off with a kiss. "Mmm don't worry about her, all I'm going to really pay attention to is that child. See I thought about it, and since you said you loved me, then that must mean that you'd let me take care of that child, right?"
John nodded smiling where this was going, "Yeah and?"
"Well its actually a good thing, sort of. I mean we can have it be like us as a family. You me and the baby you know? I can treat it like my own. I tried to look up at the positive and that's what I came up with. Reanna shouldn't have a problem with me, and if she does...well...pfft, too bad it's you're child too." Persephanie smiled, tugging on John's arm more.
"Oh, yeah I guess." He smiled. He held on to her hand tighter, "I love you." he kissed her forehead.
"I love you too." Persephanie smiled. "Uh...wait but John?"
"Yeah?" he pulled her closer, letting her head rest at his chest.
"Uh...listen I haven't been feeling very well, so I was um..." She trailed off, somewhat nervous.
"Whoa is something wrong?" John asked worried.
"I don't know, that's why I was going to ask if maybe you can take me to the doctors today." Persephanie softly said.
"Oh yeah of course, yeah-" John was worried, "Shit nothing better be wrong, I couldn't possibly be able to survive this if something happens to her, not now, not when things are getting to it's worst."
"Mmm..good, I feel so weak..." Persephanie closed her eyes.
"Yeah, I wonder why, what's been happening?" John asked trying to figure out what it could be.
"Uh...well I've thrown a couple times today already not counting yesterday." Persephanie softly said.
"You threw up again?" John asked alarmed more than ever.
"Yeah and my stomach feels so weak" Persephanie whined.
"Whoa really?" John asked. Persephanie nodded, "You don't think..." John started to say.
Persephanie spaced out, tired. Her body was once again weakening out on her.
"Sephie?" Jon tugged on her arm but he just got a soft moan from her, "Are you alright?"
Her eyes slowly opened up, "Yeah I'm just tired, I haven't gotten very good sleep lately."
"Are you sure that's it? Babe?" John tugged on her arm, he sighed getting nothing.
"Mmm...yeah I'm sure that's it. I just need to get some good sleep." Persephanie softly said.
"Ok." John nodded carrying her inside the room and laying her carefully down at the bed
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"Randy stop! Honey please...ouch! Mmm, that hurts!" Kimmy squealed trying desperately to move away from the self pro-claimed legend killer. The couple had been on a nice playful wrestling match. Well more like a game, "Mmm, no fair, you're suppose to give me chancies."
"What! I am giving you chancies! Shoot, you'd be down on the ground unconscious by now if I wasn't!" Randy smiled, "Come on you know I just like to take in control! I cant help myself." He winked at her, keeping that charming yet seductive grin of his, spread across his face. He took a couple steps forward, moving closer to Kimmy. But she backed up, "No you stay away from me."
Randy's smile just grew bigger running after her. She tried to run faster but he obviously caught up, having both hands fully circled around her. Bringing his hand down lower to her waist, he dragged them against the wall, giving her something sweet. Though Randy had pushed her so hard to the wall, there was no even an inch of space left for her. "Mmm... Randy..." She was given the upmost pleasure but it slowly but surely turned to pain. "Whoa...stop, um...Randy." She pushed him off lightly, making him more confused than ever.
Letting himself breathe he whispered, "Huh? What's wrong now?
"Uh-" she pushed him a little further away, giving herself room to breathe. Randy lowered his face to perfectly match her eyes, giving it some warmth and questioning look.
Kimmy sighed, "Sorry honey, it's just...I'm not in the mood."
"Sweetie come on, cant you just-" Randy's voice showed some frustration. "You're never in the mood anymore!"
"I know. It's just...dare I might say this but, it's uncomfortable for me." Kimmy sighed.
"How? You know I can be rough sometimes but," This made Kimmy crack a smile, he continued on, "You can always tell me to slow down...or-or I don't know be more gentle or something."
"No hun, it's not you. Trust me. It's a bit... painful for me, I guess you can say." Kimmy looked down. But Randy lifted her chin up by the side of his forefinger.
"Is this whole thing just painful for you in general? Coz I need to know how to be with you, if you know what I mean." Randy smirked.
"Well yeah...it is just pain for me all through out in general." Kimmy softly answered.
"Mmm..." Randy seemed to be in deep thought. "Do you know why?"
Kimmy bit the lower left side of her lip, and shrugged.
"You're hiding something." he said in a very calm and low voice. "Look I know that you've been trying to avoid talking about certain things with me. Including you're past, and I'm starting to think that this 'pain' is part of it. And I think that we really need to tal-" Kimmy suddenly crossed her arms and slammed her back to the wall again. She looked down hiding her face.
Randy sighed. Putting both hands on her waist he said, " honey listen, I am not trying to make you sad or anything by making you think about it all. I just think that this is the perfect time in our relationship to finally open up." Randy once again lifted her chin up. Though tears slowly began to streak down her face.
"I know but... I'm not strong enough! I honestly have not been able to mend my heart at all. I'm not like Sephie. I cant do what she did."
Randy smiled at the character that his girlfriend was portraying, "Well what did she do exactly?"
"A lot! After all she's gone through, not even counting all the shit with Reanna and the problems with John. She still manages to get up every morning and stand up on her own two feet," Randy trailed her off.
"And you haven't?" he asked smiling.
"Well no, not really. I still haven't gotten over what happened. She hasn't quite yet either but unlike me she doesn't drag herself to misery. Sephie is able to pull through from it."
"I know baby I know." Randy looked in her eyes, wiping his thumb over her lips, he kissed it. Inching away just a little bit he said, "That's exactly why you have me."
Once last tear escaped her eye, "And I' glad, though just give me some time to re-cooperate and I'll open up soon."
"Ok, I can wait a little longer but you know just don't make it forever because I'd hate to see you in any more misery, you claim to be in. I want to finally be able to mend that heart of yours." Randy smiled and winked at her.
"Yea but..." Kimmy thought for a moment, "You know what, I think I'll tell you just a hint of it."
Randy smiled and nodded trying to make her comfortable to talking.
"Ok well, lets just say Persephanie isn't the only one to getting..." She trailed off, with Randy picking right up, "Raped?"
Looking into his eyes, she slowly nodded, "But see the difference is that he was actually my boyfriend and that well... it was long term abusing."
Randy started to breathe harder hearing this, "Whoa, who the hell is this guy?"
"Calm down honey, it's alright, he's gone now. Besides it doesn't really matter." Kimmy said.
"How can it not matter? No man can put their hand on you like that. Not even once, and this guy did it multi times so who knows what I'ma do to him when I see him. Besides, you said so yourself, you still feel the pain don't you?" Randy smiled, knowing he'd won the short argument.
"Whatever," Kimmy muttered.
Randy smiled, "Sore loser."
Kimmy punched him playfully, "Shut up, as if you aren't."
"I'm not, trust me." Randy smiled, "Yeah but on a much serious note," he shot Kimmy a sympathetic look in his eyes, "We really need to talk about your past, I'm not going to pull it over you all at once. I can take little by little, so you really need to just trust me, is that alright with you?"
"Yeah," Kimmy smiled back.
"Ok that's good," Randy ran finger lightly over her cheekbone, "I'll say this right now, I know it may sound cheesy or whatever but it's just how I feel. Ok...I, Randy Orton-" He was cut off with her laughter.
"Wow this is cheesy," Kimmy tried to contain herself, after seeing a flat look on his face, "No I'm just kidding, ok go on Mr. Randy Orton."
He cracked a chuckle, "Promise you, Kimmy- Lee that I would never walk out on you." He held on to her hands and kissed it.
"Awe," Kimmy laughed. "Thanks honey, same here," She smiled. Both of them peeling off the wall, they cuddled up in bed finally being able to rest.
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Waking up Persephanie heard the chit chattering of John and Md. Smiling, she got up and walked over to them, "Hey my two favorite people in the whole world!"
"Oh hey," John got up and hugged her. Whispering in her ear, "I hope you don't mind, I just wanted to take this off your shoulders so I told Daisy about Reanna."
Whispering back, "Wow really? Well I actually want to talk to her more about it later."
"Oh yeah, of course. But she's calm with it for now, but I still don't know how she's going to take it when the actual baby is up here with us," John said looking over to her.
"Yeah well then that makes three of us." Persephanie smiled and winked at him. Leading herself and John to the couch, she patted her sister's hair. "Hey little one."
Md looked up smiling though it wasn't so convincing.
"You alright Daisy?" John asked looking over, since Persephanie was sitting between them.
She shrugged. "Doesn't matter."
John laughed, "Honey of course it matters, listen I know I haven't been able to spend some time with you, so how about I make it up to you? Huh, after I take your sister to the doctors, we can come back and pick you up."
D-Marie's face lit up, "Oh ok! I just want to go out to a simple dinner, and then go home to watch a movie with everyone."
John laughed, "Ok, ok then it's a date."
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"What happened at the doctors?" Md asked on their way to the restaurant.
"Nothing much, they just ran some tests and said they'd have the results back in a couple days." Persephanie answered.
"Oh ok, what were the tests for?" Md asked.
"Lots of things," Persephanie wasn't too good with answering medical questions.
"Did it hurt?" Md asked fidgeting with the seats.
"Nope not really." Persephanie plainly answered.
"Ok...what could the results be?" Md couldn't stop.
"Daisy." Persephanie's voice sharpened, in a playful tone.
John couldn't help but laugh, "Yeah speaking of results, the doctor said that there's a possibility of pregnancy, with the symptoms you are having."
Persephanie shot him a glaring look.
"What? Baby I'm just saying." John reasoned.
"I highly doubt it, besides we used protection." Persephanie shrugged it off.
"What's protection?" Md asked laughing. "I think I know, because Randy and Kimmy-"
"WHAT!" Persephanie bursted out, "What did those two studges do now?"
"Nothing," Md laughed, "They just said that it looks like a balloon and that Randy carries it everywhere. And- and that his is extra large and John's is small or something iunno."
John laughed, "What? He's just jealous. Man I told you he hasn't been getting laid in a while! Small? Who you talking, I ain't small, besides you should know Sephie" John flashed her a charming smile.
"Shut!" Persephanie nudged his arm, changing th subject just a tweak ,"Yeah well, drama stacking up on those two love birds," Persephanie sadly stated, "Her past is coming back to haunt her, since it is the anniversary."
"Anniversary of what?" John asked curious.
"I'll tell him!" Daisy said, slouching forward to the front seats of the car. She sat in the middle back seat and told him everything...
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"Pizza, I want pizza!" Md squirmed, "I love pizza."
"Yep so do I," John smiled, "It was the food I ate straight after I first saw you two." He winked at both of them.
"Awe, well it was the last food I ate the first time I saw you." Persephanie laughed.
"Ha that's—" John suddenly stopped at his mid sentence after seeing someone walk into the restaurant. "Oh great, out of all the places she goes here, at this time!" he muttered to himself.
"Huh?" Persephanie looked up from the menu, then to John. Looking at the direction he was looking she saw the, what she thought, 'up and coming mother of John's child.'
"Baby I am so sorry, I didn't want this to be like this. Sorry. uh-" John started to say sympathetically.
"No it's fine, baby I know you didn't mean to, it's not your fault." Persephanie smiled.
"We can go out somewhere else if you want." John suggested.
"No don't be silly, we cant just run away all the time we see her. It's ok, we don't want to let everything ruin our time. Come on nothing happened yet anyways." Persephanie said.
"I know and I want it too stay that way, so I think we should just head out somewhere-" John started to say. But too late Reanna had already saw a glimpse of them there and unfortunately started to walk over to them...
A/N: Well that was my chapter, hope you liked it! I tried to make it long to make it up to you guys by the long wait, I promise that it wont happen again. I hope you all forgive me. Haha lol, that line sounded kinda dumb to me for some weird reason... Oh well I will hopefully make up another update this weekend since school is out! Haha biatches, I hate skool don't you? Well enjoy the next chapter that'll be up soon, coz there's a million more...R&R :D
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