Chapter 22

"I Cant!"

A/N: This chapter might be shorter than the others, just because New Year's Revolution is on right now and i might get distracted! But this is an expiriment also...sorta...i mean just tell me if you guys like my shorter updates! Coz for me...i have a confession to make...well when ppl update and it's like SOOO LOOONG and i get so lazy so i skip around! But thats only for SOME stories NOT all! hehe hey i'm too lazy to read everything! But yeah short updates will keep you guys from doing that, since i know it does to me, so yeah just tell me long, short or doesnt matter updates on my side! Thanks. Enjoy:

Persephanie walked into their hotel room, seeing no one there. She checked in the balcony, in the bathroom, even in the closets! But by the end of searching, she was convinced John really wasn't there.

"No! Dammit! Why is he never here when I need his comfort?" Persephanie cried. She calmly sat down on the bed, resting one hand on her stomach and the other on her forehead. "Oh god what am I going to do now?" she whispered to herself.

After what she had just found out, she was in no mood to search for John. So she decided to just go to the next person for comfort. Which was of course Kimmy- Lee.

She took a deep breath just before walking in.

"Oh hey sweetie!" Kimmy gave her the usual hug, then letting her walk into the room. Studying her best friend's face she said, "Awe are you and John having problems?"

Persephanie took a seat lamely blowing on her hair that lay freely over her face.

"Sephie?" Kimmy laughed, seeing her best friend act this way.

"Wha- oh sorry. I'm just distracted by a lot of things."

"Oh like what?" She sat comfortably next to her best friend.

"I don't know, there's just too much with John and stuff."

"Well spill! Girl that's what you have me for! Talk all you want, I can even kick someone's ass for you!"

Persephanie laughed. "Well I just don't know what I'm going to do! Everything is all messed up and weird! Like yesterday when John left during the movies, and he was acting so cold towards me this morning, when he woke up. Not to mention he said he spent his night talking to Reanna!"

Kimmy gasped, "NO!"

"Uh-huh. And to top all of it off, he didn't go with me to doctors, and I really needed him there!"

Kimmy jumped, "Oh my god! Why what'd doctor say?"

Persephanie took a deep breath, "Well he said that-"

A sudden knock was made at the door, making Kimmy groan in anticipation. "Uh dammit! Hold on let me get the freaking door!"

Persephanie nodded, once again resting one hand on her stomach. Looking up, she saw Randy walk into the room. "Oh hey how are you?"

He smiled, "I'm alright, I just got back from the gym with John and uh…" Randy was just about to say something but Kimmy hated the suspense so she just cut him off. "Girl common you're killing me with the suspense!"

Persephanie sighed, "Well uh…" She sat straight up putting one hand on her forehead. She opened up her mouth to speak but didn't say anything…

"Girl come on!" Kimmy wasn't really good with waiting.

"Sorry…. gosh it's just…" Tears once again began to swell up in her eyes, soon completely covering them.

"No sweetie I didn't mean to…" Kimmy ran to her best friend and hugged her. Randy came and sat next to her as well, patting her back.

She pulled away from the hug brushing off the tears. Still a little shaky she finally opened up, "Well the doctor told me that…" She took a slight paused but then continued on, "I'm pregnant."

Kimmy gasped, but Randy groaned, "No Dammit John!"

Kimmy turned around and looked him in the eye with the, 'Now not the time' glare.

"No, I mean…I told you I was just in the gym with John and he was also with Reanna there…" He was stopped by a sudden slap on the arm by his girlfriend.

"Uh-huh, if you didn't get my memo earlier, well get it now, Randy! NOW IS NOT THE TIME! Do you get it?" Kimmy asked sharply. He nodded and quickly shut his mouth and just listened to what else Persephanie had to say.

"Oh my god, sweetie I am so sorry," Kimmy put both hands on her cheek in disbelief. Though she probably was taking this harder than Persephanie…like always.

"It's just great!" Persephanie got up but Kimmy stopped her.

"Where do you think you're going?" she asked.

"Just going to take care of business." Persephanie plainly said. She began to start walking again.

But this time Randy stopped her, "Wait, no don't tell me you're going to the gym!"

Persephanie sighed, "Look I seriously cant just sit back and watch that slut take over my man." She nudged her arm away from Randy and walked out the door.

Randy sighed, "No dammit, I can't let her go to the gym."

Reanna got up, "Why not?"

Randy was a little hesitant, "Well nothing really, it's just I don't want any little problems come across those two since they already have enough. And I just think Persephanie seeing John and Reanna hanging out having fun would just add on."

Kimmy sighed, "I know, but I can tell that she's just going to brush off the fact she's pregnant for now. She wasn't so broken up about it."

"I know, the problem with John probably matters to her more since she's so in love." Randy took a seat resting his head on his hands.

"Boy do I feel sorry for her." Kimmy rested her chin on Randy's shoulder, awaiting till Sephie came back since she knew she would…sooner or later…

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Persephanie went into the gym, but it took her awhile to find what she was looking for. Unfortunately she didn't find what she was looking for. Which was to find John all alone, working out.

But she did find John having a bit too much fun with Reanna. He was sitting right next to her, VERY close. With her hand circled around his shoulder. They were laughing and joking and actually hadn't noticed Persephanie was in the room. But once John did notice, Persephanie just stood there for a while and eventually ran out... in tears, almost.

He groaned and ran after her. He obviously caught up, "Persephanie wait!"

"No John stay away from me, don't touch me…" She pushed him away.

John tried to catch a tight hold on her but she kept moving away, making the job really hard. "Persephanie! Hold on let me explain."

"No John I don't want to hear it!" Persephanie took a last hit out of John and it worked. The two stood in front of each other, just looking into their eyes. "I can't do this anymore…" Persephanie was out of breath for some reason, her voice was shaky and barely there.

"No baby yes you can, yes you can, just hold on there a little bit longer. Everything will be alright sooner or later." John once again attempted to hold her, and this time it worked. He held her tight, letting her just cry her heart out on his shoulders.

"I can't hold on to thisrelationship any longer." Persephanie was swelling in tears.

"No baby…" John felt tears run up his own eyes as well, but he had to stay strong for Persephanie.

She pulled out of his grip looking into his eyes.

John spoke up, to his explanation, "Look baby, what happened with me and Reanna was nothing. Ok, I was just hanging out with her, and nothing more."

Persephanie glared at him, "Just hanging out? Damn I 'hang' out with Randy a lot but you don't see me have my arms around him!"

John sighed, "Her arm was just around my shoulders, it's not like it was around me, all the way!"

Persephanie just sighed and crossed her arms, leaning on the wall. "I don't care…about any of this shit. I'll be careless from now on and just let you do whatever you want. I wont enforce anything."

John gulped, "Baby…"

She looked up at him, and said nothing, but just walked away….

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"I can't tell him," Persephanie said at dinner with the trio. John and Sephie hadn't made contact since their incident at the gym. The two just stayed separate for a couple hours letting each other just cool off.

"Can't tell him what?" Md asked. She didn't know about her sister's pregnancy… yet.

"Oh it's nothing important," Persephanie wanted a chance to talk about it with Kimmy and Randy so she tried to excuse her sister out the table, "Daisy are you finished? Ok well if you are, why don't you use the computer and e-mail Deedee and Dave."

Md nodded and left the table.

"Well why wont you tell John? He has to know! I mean it can be an excuse for him to isolate Reanna. You know even if it's just for a while. I mean you need him more, since you're only eighteen and having a child for God's sakes!" Kimmy said.

Persephanie sighed, "Because…I don't know…I care about him, obviously. And he's just going to take it harder on himself, so I just want to pull through from it myself."

Randy laughed. "Yeah but you're like a really, really fit girl. Isn't he going to notice when you stomach suddenly turns to a watermelon?"

"No! I mean it's not like I'm going to keep this from him till the child it 18 or whatever. I guess I'll just tell him when he asks what happened at the doctors. I wont even bring it up."

"Ok fine whatever you say…."

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Persephanie was already in bed by the time John got in. "Baby are you still awake?"

"Yeah…" She answered softly.

John smiled and hugged her, "Sorry."

"Sorry for what?" She looked up.

"For everything…the pain...the cold attitude I gave you this morning." John gave her a kiss on the lips, "I loved you no matter what happens."

Persephanie shot him a questioning look, "Loved? Loved with a d?"

John sighed, "No I will always love you."

Persephanie took a deep breath, "Yeah ok…well everything is fine between us."

"No it isn't!" John sat up so she could sit on his lap. "Baby there is something wrong, I can just feel it."

Persephanie shook her head, "No, are you sure it's not just what you're feeling that's wrong?"

John gulped, thinking it was so weird how she was always able to read his mind, "No it's just…nah I don't know anymore!"

Persephanie shrugged, "If it was really meant to be we'll get through everything, but if it wasn't then I guess that's why there's so much problems going on."

John's heart sank hearing this. It felt like Persephanie was ready to give up on their love. "Well yeah but that's why we're trying to save this…us…"

"I know, baby trust me I'm trying my best. But lets just hope it doesn't get too far where I can't take it."

John kissed the side of her neck, "It wont, I'm right here now to catch your falls."

"Uh-huh…" Persephanie didn't know what else to say.

"Oh wait what happened at the doctors?" John asked.

Persephanie froze up. She wasn't nearly even ready to take up on that subject. "Uh…"

A/N: OMG believe me that wasn't a purpose cliffhanger. Trust me, I'm just crying right now after what happened at New Years Revolution! I'm watching it right now seeing Mr. Dorko-Money in the Bank! OMG I'm so mad! AHHH! I can't believe Cena won but then lost! You guys know what happened right? I'm so mad! Well next chapter will be more drama…this one was suppose to be it, sorry but I decided to just end it sooner coz stupid Edge made me mad as can be! So yeahs just watch out for it. I appreciate the supporters! R&R!

Pianogal - Smartass! Yes you guessed it right! She's pregnant! But I'm not so sure yet, if it's going to play a BIG part in the story...you'll just have to wait and see! HAHA, suspense isnt that bad is it? Common now! hehe i feel so good...wait no notreally after what Edge did:'O

Super G - hehe another suspense! Boy am i so nice for updating with a suspence huh? hehe evil me! Oh well not my fault i'm in a BAD mood after what happened with John's Match so blame Edge!

Bettina - Mmm I so totally HATE Edge now! (well i always have since his heel turn, but girl you know why i give him EXTRA hate for wut he did to my baby! No one messed with MY man without having to deal with me first..or after since edge already did it! EWW, not THAT kinda DID IT! You know what i mean! hehe i crack myself up too!) Wellz sorrie this chapter wuz ok,...it would've been better if i didnt watch New Year's revolution since i was so distracted...well yeah i'll just talk ta ya at skool ma lady! Love ya pretti amiga!

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