I entered the room, slowly opening the door.
Here she is, she was sleeping on her stomach.
I approached slowly, trying not to make a noise with my claws against the wood on the floor.
I was standing next to the bed, right where she was sleeping so peacefully with her dreams.
I had to refrain from kissing her.
I couldn't take advantage of such a woman, much less her.
I don't mean to be rude and insulting to a woman of Zuma caliber.
I just can't and shouldn't be.
- Sorry to walk in without your permission ... I said softly ... I mean, talk to you. I just wanted to tell you about a few things.
I reached out to stroke her fur.
- I still remember when we met. And I still remember when you helped me face my fears, face them and see that everything in life makes sense. I owe you thousands of thanks for that.
She turned her head and I immediately withdrew my paw.
I didn't want her to wake up and see me there.
I wouldn't have time to leave.
If you only knew that I watch your dreams every night.
Guardian angel of your nights.
Someone who deals with monsters who try to catch her and distract her from her dream utopias.
- Now enjoy your life. Do things you've never done because if you don't, you'll regret it when you're old. For example, when you reach my age you won't have a story to tell or anything exciting to tell. Me, the only thing I regret was your loss. I was crying, I was devastated, and I saw myself slowly falling apart. I didn't want to be like that, but the situation forced me.
I moved a little closer to look at her.
- I don't know if you knew, but I always thought we could be together. I thought we would be for ourselves. I have always loved you. More than I imagined, that I can love someone. Whatever happens, I will silently love only you. My impossible wish. The object of all my feelings, the one I had the opportunity to love once, but the fear of rejection made it impossible. I was terrified, but I had the idea that we could create our own world together. Where we could spend each night cuddling in bed or have the luxury of invading privacy with a huge arsenal of caresses. Although now you have a man who knows how to value you and care for you even though he has not been with you that long. I swear I would give you all my time. I'd give anything to spend five minutes with you.
I missed my chance and now life has passed and I will never have another one.
When I had it, I didn't know what to do, or I became a stupid coward without the courage to approach a female dog who drives him mad, just out of shyness. For not having the courage to tell her he was crazy about her.
That I was dying of jealousy. That's because I thought I wasn't for her. I don't deserve a gem.
I leaned in moderately and placed a soft, cold kiss on her forehead.
- I also have to tell you that you are the perfect female dog.
Footsteps were heard in the corridor.
I looked over my shoulder and saw a shadow approaching.
I broke away from everything to become one of those dead I dealt with.
I went back to zuma and went to her cheek to say goodbye to her one last time.
- You know I will look after you and that you can count on me for whatever it is. As long as I can do something ... I whispered close to her ear ... But I miss you when you're here. I'm going to take time to visit you from time to time, but now heaven is calling me. I have to go back. I admit that it's not that bad there. Eventually, I got used to seeing you from my cloud. this figure entered the room and I stood up, clenching my paws helplessly.
Taking advantage of the fact that he can have it for himself and I torture myself with this scene.
Slowly my silhouette faded into a cloud of smoke that dimmed the light.
I slowly climbed the ceiling until I crashed into it and exploded everywhere I was about to disappear.
She opened her eyes and looked around as if she was looking for someone and couldn't find him.
She put a paw on her cheek and smiled broadly.
She lies down again, pretending to be asleep, and I look at her from the window, afraid she has heard my confession.
- At least she would have known I loved her, even after died ... I looked at the male ... Take care of her, Rocky. And if you hurt her, you will what wrath of dead
And with that I disappeared in eternity.
