Chapter One
I had a dream that made me sad and made me want to write a fanfic about it. It's going to switch point of views because in at least my dream I don't stay in one person's point of view.
Disclaimer: How could you ever think my writings could ever compare to Rumiko Takahashi. So how could I ever own the master piece that is Inuyasha?
Kagome's POV
We've known each other for awhile, me and that half-demon. We've shared good times, bad times, and even awkward times. I have even admitted to him that I loved him, but my love doesn't matter to him. All he loves is Kikyo. How can I ever compare? I guess I will have to admire from afar…
It was a cold, rainy night when it happened. I was sitting at my desk, shifting my chair around my room to please my ability of finding something to do. Man it's boring… I thought to myself as I heard the harsh pitter patter of rain hitting my window. I tapped my pencil on my lightly written essay that I had to finish for school. I sighed as I turned to look out the window. How can he keep doing this to me, after he knows how I feel about him?
Earlier that day, in the feudal era, Inuyasha and I were just having a nice conversation. I finally told him, I told him all my feelings for him. He gazed shocked into my eyes. "Is that really true Kagome?"
"Yes," said the voice in my head, echoing from the memory of this event. "I've loved you since the first time we met." He said nothing; he just stared at me lovingly with those brilliant amber eyes of his. He tilted his head and drew a little closer. My heart beat was racing. I tilted my head and scooted closer. Our lips were almost touching when he opened his eyes. "What's the matter Inuyasha?" I asked him.
He didn't answer. He stuck his nose into the air to catch a whiff of something. Under his breath, barely even a whisper, I hear him mutter "Kikyo…" I sighed and looked away from him. I knew what he was about to do. Why didn't I make him stay? "Kagome, I have to go. You understand right?"
"Huh…Oh yeah, I understand…"I hadn't even finished my sentence before I watched the half-demon hop away.
I understand, Inuyasha, but that didn't mean I wanted you to go. How could you leave me there like that, after what I just told you? I didn't even wait for him to come back; I just got up and jumped down the well. I was hoping to spend some time with my family, but they're not home. They went to go visit an aunt or something; I didn't really read the note before I crushed it in my hands from frustration. I hate being alone, it always makes me even more depressed. Now here I was, alone, in my room, sitting at my desk and only half attempting to finish my essay. Why do I even bother? If by some chance I do manage to get an A+ on this it wouldn't make much of a difference.
I'm so far behind that there is a one to a million chances that I will pass Junior High. Maybe I should just give up going to school all together, just stay in feudal Japan, and only come to visit to see my family and friends on holidays. I took my essay and crumpled it. I threw it at the little trash can next to my desk and it sadly missed. "I'm going to take a bath." I muttered to myself.
I drew the bath and poured some bubbles. Once it had reached as much it can without over flowing, I dipped one toe in. I drew it back out of reflexives and then put my whole leg into it. I slowly dropped my body into the bathtub. I sighed as a rush of warmth takes over my body. I laid there thinking and rethinking about the last time I saw Inuyasha. Stupid Inuyasha, how can you treat me like this?
I turned to the other side of the tub. I folded my arms on the edge of the bathtub and sighed. God, how can he keep treating me like this and yet I'm still head over heals in love with him. I guess once you've fallen in love you can never really fall out of love. Then I can't blame him for going back to Kikyo. After all she is his first love.
I move to the middle of the tub and looked up at the ceiling. Why am I so restless? I can't stay in one spot. It's all Inuyasha fault. Maybe I should stop acting so jealous. Inuyasha can't control his feelings over Kikyo. But still, I wish he loved me like that. I looked out the bathroom window. Will this rain every stop? It's been raining since I've gotten here. I still stared at the window. I wonder how Inuyasha and the others are doing. I'm so alone and bored by myself. I wish Inuyasha were here.
Suddenly I saw a flash of red pass by the window. I got up very quickly. Did I just see…No it couldn't have been? It's because I was just thinking about him. I rolled on my other side. I didn't think it was safe looking out at the window anymore, not if I'm delusional at least.
But it was not long before I thought I heard little tapping noises from my room. Now I was beginning to get a little afraid. Then I heard a loud thud noise coming from my room. My eyes widen. I quickly got out of the bathtub and locked the door. I breathed heavily as the adrenalin rush flows through my body. It could be a robber or even worse a rapist!
My heart beat stopped. I heard sounds coming from my rooms and foot steps coming closer. Each step that came closer left an eerie squeak from the floor board. "OH GREAT, THIS IS JUST LIKE FROM ON OF THOSE HORROR MOVIES! NEXT THE MURDERER IS GOING TO WHISPER MY NAME!
"Kagome…" whispered some one on the other side. I screamed with all my might.
"OH GREAT, NOW I GAVE HIM AWAY FROM MY POSISTION! NOW HE'S GUNNA KNOCK DOWN THE DOOR AND COME KILL ME!" The person on the other side started banging on the bathroom door. I screamed again. "I DON'T WANNA DIE! I DON'T WANNA DIE!" Then the door was knocked off its hinges and I screamed louder than before. I coughed and looked at the figure coming towards me. I threw my arms over my head and quiver in fear.
"Kagome?" Hey wait a minute, I knew that voice.
"Inu…yasha?" I looked up at the half-demon that had been giving me trouble all day…
