HL: Okay! I no longer have writers block so this is the fifth chapter.
Disclaimer: look at the last 4.
When Marco and Tori got back to her house they went in and back upstairs into her room, seeing as Jocelyn and Brian were making out on the couch in full view. Tori closed the door behind Marco as she heard the radio blast from Marissa's house, "Okay, explain, what was going on with you and Cass, before and after you made out in your car for all of us to see," Marco said as Tori looked at him then sat down next to him, "Cass and I used to go out, but that was before the incident with Spinner. I only acted like I didn't know Cass when I came to Degrassi, because she like hates me, because of this whole Spinner crap. Okay, kind of, not what you expected?" Tori asked as Marco raised an eyebrow at her as the sound from Marissa's house amplified at least ten times, the two of them looked at each other then went outside to see what it was. In the garage, Cass, Marissa, Ellie, Craig, and Jimmy were practicing, or if you could call the noise coming out of there, practice, after they finished, Cass went over to one of the amps and took her water off of it, "You call that getting better?" Marco asked smirking as Cass glared at him then threw her empty bottle at his head, "Shut up Marco! If Ellie kept up," "How can I keep up with you and Marissa's bass playing?" Ellie asked glaring at her as Cass stuck her tongue out at her, "Girls, girls, relax, Cass and Marissa are doing fine," Craig said, "HA!" both Marissa and Cass said at Ellie, "Ellie, you need to work on keeping up." Ellie glared at Craig, then at the two girls.
Marco shook his head as Cass began packing up, "Better get going, or I'll get chewed out by Spinner, or mom, most likely Spinner." She said closing her bass carrier then put it on her shoulder, "Smell you later, losers." Cass walked past Tori and Marco and she looked at Tori slightly from the corner of her eye as she looked at Marco, she walked into him, knocking him into Tori. Tori stepped back a bit as Marco put his arms on her waist, she looked over his shoulder to see the others staring, "Marco, not here," she said through gritted teeth as he let go the other four raised their eyebrows at them, "Hey, Ellie, aren't you having a party tonight?" Marissa asked as Ellie nodded, "Yeah, if you want, you can come," "Sweet!" The three boys said as Marissa and Tori rolled their eyes. Ellie gave them the details, then left, Craig, Jimmy, Tori, and Marco went back to their own houses to get ready as Marissa walked back into her house.
Tori got into her car wearing her white halter dress with a flower in the middle for the connector. Tori began driving to Marco's house when she saw Marissa in her very short tube dress that was a dark and light purple, and flowed behind her, Tori rolled her eyes as she honked, Marissa looked up and waved, and then got into her car. Tori turned on her radio then turned on her Hawthorne Heights CD as she drove she stopped at a red light listening to the music.
Right nowDissolve and decay there's nothing left for me
(sit back and let her die slowly, don't cry, she didn't love you anyway)
Dissolve and decay there's nothing left for me
(just try to make it out alive yeah, alive means your blood is flowing)
Tori kept driving as 'Niki FM' started playing and she pulled into Marco's driveway, got out of her car, and knocked on the door. Tori didn't have to wait for long, because Marco appeared in his black suit and his white tie, "Well, don't we look professional!" Tori said laughing as Marco shoved her arm playfully, "Stop it!" Marco said as Tori smiled at him, "Come on, let's get going, everyone's probably waiting for us." Tori said as Marco closed the door and the two of them went to Tori's car, Tori climbed into the driver's seat as Marco climbed into the passenger's side, and then Tori drove off. The two sat in silence, Hawthorne Heights now on low, "So, what do you think Ellie's party is going to be like?" Tori asked as Marco shrugged, "No idea, but knowing some of the people that are going, not to good," "Why? You think everyone's going to be making out in the corner?" Tori asked looking at him from the corner of her eye, "Well, yeah, I mean, Cass is going, so she obviously has access to the alcohol, it's not going to be good." Marco said as Tori sighed pulling into Ellie's driveway, hearing the music from the backyard, they both walked into the backyard seeing the others already there and dancing.
Cass was in the corner, wearing a dress similar to Marissa's, only it was light green and dark green, plus it looked like she was wearing a tie, "Being a cross-dresser Cass?" Marco asked as she looked at him then flipped him off, "No, for you information, I'm not! Most of the girls are wearing their 'dates' ties." Cass snapped taking a sip of punch, Tori and Marco shook their heads and went on the dance floor. Marco took Tori's waist as they began to slow dance, Tori rested her head on his shoulder, looking over at Marissa, seeing her dance with Craig, Marissa smiled at Tori as Tori smiled back. Tori lifted her head to look at Marco as he looked at her, she smiled slightly as he brought his lips to hers, and she hesitated slightly, but went the other ten percent of the way and kissed him softly on the lips, "Ow!" Marissa said making Tori look at her, she was on the ground, holding her knee, "Marissa, you alright?" Craig asked getting down next to her, "Yeah, I'm fine, my knee just gave out a little, that's all," she said standing with the help of Craig, "Maybe we should rest," "No, no, I'm fine Craig, honestly." Marissa said putting her arms back around Craig's neck as he put his arms around her waist again. Tori looked back at Marco as he looked at her, "What do you think that was?" Marco asked as Tori shrugged slightly, "I don't know," she said as a fast song came on, Tori looked over at Marissa and Craig again watching them grinding.
Tori let go of Marco, then walked away from the scene, leaving Marco confused, he went after her as she leant against the drink table, getting some punch, Cass still standing there, "Hurts eh?" Cass asked as Tori looked at her, Cass tilted her head back and swigged what was left of her punch into her mouth, "Seeing someone you want, but you can't have them, because of them being themselves, dancing with someone that they like," Cass said looking at Tori as she looked away. Tori watched as Cass took more punch, then poured something else in it, then swirled it around, tilted her head, and then did the same motion she had done before, "What the hell are you talking about?" Tori asked as Cass looked at her, "Marissa." Was all she needed to say taking another swig as Tori rose an eyebrow at her, "I don't like Marissa," "sure you don't, you sure as hell don't like Marco," "now you REALLY don't know what your talking about. Are you drunk?" Tori asked raising another eyebrow at her as Cass looked at her, "Does it look like I am?" she asked looking at Tori, straight in the eye, "No," Tori said as Cass smirked, "Good, I'm not," Cass said taking another swig, "I like Marco, what the hell are you talking about?" Tori asked, changing the subject. Cass chuckled, shaking her head as she looked at Marissa and Craig again, then at Marco, who was currently grinding with Ellie, "Tori, Tori, Tori, I've known you my whole life, we lived in Massachusetts, we live in Canada now, we got to the same school, I pretty much know you better than most people. I also know that your bisexual, of course, you don't need a genius to figure that out, I also know your looking at me like I'm nuts, but maybe I am, maybe I'm not, I think you should go and steal Marco from Ellie before she enjoys herself a little too much." Cass said pointing with a finger towards Ellie and Marco.
Tori gritted her teeth, put her punch down, then made her way towards Ellie and Marco. Cass took Tori's cup, then poured some of the alcohol she was putting in hers, into Tori's cup and then put it back on the table, smirking as Marissa walked over, "What did you do to Tori's punch?" she asked seeing the look on Cass's face, "Spiked it." "CASS!" "What? Relax Marissa, god your such a tightwad." Cass said as Marissa shook her head and took some punch of her own. Tori walked over to Marco and Ellie as Ellie looked at her, "May I have my dance partner back?" Tori asked as Ellie looked at Marco then rolled her eyes then walked away as Tori got in front of Marco as he smiled taking her waist as they began grinding, "YEAH TORI!" Marissa, Cass, and Craig yelled from the punch table, Tori couldn't help but laugh as she smiled turning to face Marco, put her arms around his neck as they still grinded. Marco put his head on her shoulder as she put her head on his shoulder, Marco's hands "accidentally" slipped and they went under her dress, right to her ass, Tori jumped a bit, grabbed his wrists, and pulled them off of her ass, and then back to her waist. Marco looked at her, as she looked at him, "Marco, don't," Tori said, clearly out of breath as a slow song came on, she put her arms back around his neck as his hands went back to her ass, she let go, pulling away, "What's wrong Tori?" Marco asked as Tori shook her head and walked away to the punch table.
Tori ran a hand through her hair as she took a sip of her punch, it tasted a bit strange, but she didn't care, she took another sip as Marissa and Craig headed back to the dance floor, Cass went back on with Peter. Tori stayed by the punch table as Marco walked over to her, she went to splash the punch at him, but he caught her wrist, then put it down, and held her arms at her sides looking at her in her eyes. Tori looked at him, leant foreword, then pulled back, ripping her arms away, then stormed off, Cass, Marissa, Peter, and Craig watched as Marco followed after her. Tori walked as quickly as she could out to her car but as she went to get into the car, Marco caught up with her, and pinned her against it, kissing her passionately, tongue action involved. Tori wrapped her arms around his neck as they kept their make-out session going, Marco's hands slid up and down her back as she jumped up, wrapping her legs around his waist, he kept his hands under her ass, and pressed her up against the car even more.
Tori finally broke the kiss as they both attempted to catch their breaths, Tori rested her forehead on his head as he kissed her collarbone, "Marco," Tori said softly as he looked at her, "I love you," she whispered in his ear as he smiled, kissing her on the lips softly, smelling the alcohol on her breath, he knew she didn't mean it, but he wanted her to mean it, "I love you too, Tori." He said as she kissed him again, only I mean it, you don't mean it. They broke again and he put Tori in the passenger's seat as he got into the driver's seat and they both took off, Tori looked at him, put her hand on his as he looked at her slightly, and then smiled at him as they drove back to his place, "You can stay here the night, my parents aren't home, and your in no condition to be driving." Marco said getting out of the car, Tori opened her door and stumbled a bit, but Marco rushed over and caught her, "Oops," she said giggling, "must of tripped." "Yeah, you must of." Marco helped her into the house, then up the stairs into his room, and then sat her down on his bed as he took off his suit, he heard her get up, and when he went to turn he met her lips instead, Tori wrapped her arms around his neck again and pulled him down onto the bed.
Marco grabbed her legs, took off her heels, then swung them onto the bed as he crawled onto the bed, laying on top of her as she wrapped her legs around his waist, they began to make-out again. Tori unwrapped her arms and flipped Marco onto his back as she sat on his legs, she pulled his undershirt off, and then stopped, finally realizing what she was doing, "What am I doing?" She asked herself getting off of Marco's legs and sat on the end of the bed. Marco frowned and crawled on his hands and knees towards the end, he really didn't want it to end, "Tori, it's okay, really, it is." He said going to kiss her neck, but she stood up, giving him a face full of sheets, "No, no, it's not! I-I-I can't, Marco, no offence to you or anything, but, I don't really like you that much. Well, I mean, I do like you, just, as a like best friend, you know, and I…what I did it just wasn't right I mean, I'm like, I don't know! I just want to go home!" Tori said grabbing her heels and ran out of Marco's room, Marco behind her, "Tori!" Tori didn't stop, she kept going, "Tori, wait!" He said grabbing her arm as Tori ripped it away, and turned inches away from his face, "Get away from me!" She said as tears filled her eyes, "Just, leave me alone Marco!" Tori ran the rest of the way to her car, tears falling down her face, leaving Marco standing there, stunned, and hurt.
Tori got to her car, crying, and sniffling, fumbled with her keys, then got her door open, put the keys in the ignition, then slammed her hand against the dashboard, screaming, then covered her face, now bawling. Tori cried as she reached into her compartment, saw her spare compact knife, then flipped it open as the blade reflected in her eyes, she started having a mental battle with herself.
Do it….
"No."
Oh, but Tori, you know you want to do it….it'll make the pain go away"No! No it won't! It'll give me even more pain!" She said out loud as the voice in her head, literally screamed.
DO IT!Before Tori had the time to fight against it, there was blood on the blade, on her dress, and on her wrist. Tori stared, started her car, and then drove home, tears still falling fast and furious, Marco…I'm sorry. She thought to herself as even more tears fell, splashing onto the seat and onto her dress.
HL: oO well…that was…um…interesting? Oh and by the way, thanks for the reviews!
TBC…