Miscarry chapter two

A/N: I hope I made some sense with this chapter. I tried to get the message across that Letty is upset about losing the baby and that Brian brings out a different side to her. So if I somehow didn't get that to work please let me know where and how I got it wrong.

Also just thought I'd let you know Mario is Letty's father and Alex (or X) is her brother.

Letty turned onto her side and wrapped her arms around her middle, trying to hold back tears as the doctor left the room. The doctor had just confirmed what she had feared; she had lost her baby. Tears seemed to overcome Letty as the realization of what had happened. The door opened and Letty hoped that it was Brian coming to see her but her hopes were dashed when a younger man entered the room cautiously.

"Letty hey, how are you feeling?" Jase asked quietly stepping up to the bed. "I'm Jase by the way, Brian's younger brother. Brian wants you to know that he loves you and that he'd be in here but he and Dom got into a little fight and they both got kicked out" Jase continued answering her unasked question.

"I feel like shit and I wanted Brian in here. Tell him I'm going to kick his ass when I get out of here" Letty growled through her tears.

"I know and he is probably beating himself up for letting his emotions get the better of him and getting in Torreto's face. So what exactly did the doctor say?" Jase asked

"I lost the baby, you'd better go tell Brian that and make sure that he doesn't get into anymore fights. Tell him for me that I love him and can you ask him to get hold of my dad for me please" Letty said softly. Jase was amazed at how different that she sounded, a second ago she sounded as though she was the toughest woman around and now she sounded almost as though she was a sick little girl calling for her dad.

"Sorry, I'll pass that on to him right away. As for your dad I think he's already got someone trying to get hold of him and your brother. I'll let you get some rest, take care," Jase said before leaving the room to relay the messages to Brian.

Letty watched the door shut and started to think about how things were going to change. Letty knew that the team would be shocked by this, they didn't even know that Letty had been unfaithful in any sense. Truth be told, Letty and Dominic's relationship had ended long before Letty had started seeing Brian. The closeness and love that they had once shared had disappeared and in its place all that was left was a friendship. Letty was surprised that the team hadn't actually picked up on the difference in the relationship. Although she doubted that even if they did notice the difference they probably wouldn't have said anything in hope that it was just them. Letty and Dominic had been together so long that them separating would effect the entire team in the same way that parents' divorcing has on children. But it had to happen; neither were going to be happy if they stayed together.

Letty turned over on to her other side and thought about how special Brian made her feel. Brian had told her numerous times how different she acted when it was just the two of them. Letty's only explanation for this was the team had always known her and expected her to act like the tough tomboy that she usually was. Whenever Letty showed a different side to herself the team either thought she was joking with them or that she was sick. Where when she was with Brian, he didn't expect her to act any specific way and that was what she had come to love about him. Brian treated her with respect and paid attention to her. He didn't complain when she cuddled up to him, Brian told her he loved it when she was in a cuddly mood. With him Letty was not afraid to act girly or silly or to just act however she felt like.

A wave of sadness washed over her again as she began to think about how happy she and Brian would have. Letty didn't doubt that Brian that would have wanted the baby; he had told her that he wanted a family one-day in the future. Letty couldn't deny that a part of her had actually been excited about the baby. But now that she had lost the baby all Letty could feel was an emptiness and sadness. She just hoped that Brian wouldn't be to upset or angry with her.

Letty heard the door open and ignored it, thinking that it was just a nurse coming to check on her.

Sergeant Tanner entered the room silently not sure if the young woman had fallen asleep yet or not. He knew Brian cared about this young woman, he himself couldn't understand exactly why. But then he had never understood why his godson's choice of women.

"Can't you nurses just leave me alone" Letty growled between sniffling back tears.

"Lucky for me I'm not a nurse" Tanner said moving around to the side of Letty's bed. Letty shifted to look up at Tanner.

"Who are you?" Letty asked softly.

"Sergeant Tanner of the LAPD, Brian's boss. His also my godson. I'm sure that Jase told you before that Brian loves you and it's true. I had a word to the hospital security and they won't let Brian in until the morning to see you, I'm sure he'll be here as soon as visiting hours open in the morning." Tanner told her.

"Do you know if any one got hold of my dad?" Letty asked nervously.

"Your dad, Mario, was in Barstow so it'll be a few hours before he can get here. I believe your brother Alex will be here soon; one of the guys rang him I think" Tanner answered her.

"I saw your doctor on my way in. He said that you would be allowed to leave tomorrow afternoon, he wants to keep you in for observation to make sure that there isn't any infection or problems. Did you want me to pass that on to Brian?" Tanner asked uncertainty.

"Yeah thanks, could you also ask him to bring me some normal clothes. Mine kinda got cut up," Letty said shifting slightly so that she could get more comfortable.

"Alright then, I'll let you get some rest. I'll let the boys know to send your Mario and Alex straight in when they arrive. And Letty I am sorry for yours and Brian's loss" Tanner said before turning and walking from the room.

Letty looked at the door for a long moment before turning away and letting the tears flow onto the hospital pillow. After half an hour Letty fell into a fitful dreamless sleep.