Miscarry chapter four:

A/N: I start university back tomorrow so I probably wont be able to update until Sunday providing this first weeks goes all right. I'm studying law so you never know. Hope you like this chapter and let me know what you think.

Inside the hospital Alex quickly spoke to the nurse and followed her directions to his sister's room. He opened the door softly so not to scare her or anyone else inside the room. Once he was inside the room Alex took a second to take in the sight in front of him.

Letty was lying in the only bed that occupied the room. Letty had curled herself into a ball with her arms wrapped tightly around her waist. Alex's heart dropped at the sight of her face, her expression was one of pain and unease.

Letty woke up when Alex sat down in the chair beside her bed.

"Hey" Letty said softly. Alex smiled at his sister.

"Hey how are you feeling?" he asked leaning against the bed.

"I've been better. Actually the medication that the doctor gave me has taken away all the pain except for the pain in my heart" Letty said honestly.

"I'm sorry about that little one. Is there anything that I can get for you?" Alex asked.

"You could get Brian in here. That would make me feel better" Letty told him sniffling back more tears. Letty had thought that she had cried out all on her tears but they just kept coming as she thought of what had happened.

"I'm sorry little one but he's not allowed in until tomorrow morning. But wait a second" Alex said drifting off as he spotted the phone on the bedside table. Just then a nurse came into the room to check on Letty. As soon as she had checked Letty over Alex stood up.

"Excuse me I was just curious about using that phone. You see my sisters boyfriend got himself kicked out but she really wants to talk to him, it was his baby. You think you could work something out for us?" Alex asked giving the nurse one of his most charming smiles. The nurse looked from Letty to Alex and back again.

"Ok pick the handset up and dial Zero, wait till you hear the dial tone and then dial the phone number you want" The nurse said putting the clipboard back onto the end of the bed. Alex thanked the nurse as she walked out of the room.

"Alex what are you doing? Are you ringing Brian?" Letty asked hopefully.

"Yeah baby girl I'm ringing him. I might be pissed at him for not telling me about the two of you but I know it's killing him not being able to see you" Alex said as he dialed Brian's cell phone number.

Outside

Brian jumped when his phone started to ring. Looking at the caller ID, frowning when he didn't recognize the number.

"Hello?" He asked.

"Brian, I got someone here that wants to talk to you" Alex's voice said through the phone. Brian's heart leapt when he heard that, he knew that his best friend was inside the hospital visiting Letty.

"Brian?" Letty said after she took the phone from her brother.

"Letty baby are you okay?" Brian asked quickly, relief flooding through him at the sound of her voice. Brian turned around and walked away from the group so that he could talk to her without being overheard.

"Oh my god Brian, I wish you were here with me" Letty said, her voice thick with emotion.

"Baby if I could be there with you I would. Letty I love you so much and don't you dare forget that, I will not leave you okay" Brian told her firmly.

"Brian I know, I know. I love you to. I want you here with me Brian, I want you to hold me Brian" Letty cried.

Brian didn't reply to that, he didn't know how to nor did he trust his voice to work without revealing that he too was close to tears.

"Brian?" Letty asked fearing that he was about to hang up on her.

"Let I'm hear baby. I will be there first thing in the morning all right? What ever you want baby I will bring it for you" Brian told her.

"The only thing I want is you Brian" Letty said through her tears.

"I lost our baby Brian" Letty told him softly.

"I know, Tanner told me"

"I wanted to have your baby Brian" Letty announced. Brian didn't know what to say to that, they had never discussed kids or marriage. Brian knew he couldn't imagine life with out Letty. But the idea of children scared the hell out of Brian more because of the fact that he didn't want to repeat what his father did with him and his brothers with his own children. Both his mother and stepfather had told Brian that he acted just like his father did.

"I know what you're thinking Bri, but you're not your dad you won't make the same mistakes he did. I won't let you Brian, and I know you love me to much to do what your dad did to your mum" Letty said guessing what Brian had been thinking. Brian had told her weeks ago about his childhood. Brian smiled at her words; he was still getting used to her being able to read him like that.

"I know Let and I love that about you. I seriously wish I could be there to hold you and just be there with you Let" Brian finished softly.

"I know Bri. I'm tired B these drugs they've got me on are putting me to sleep" Letty told him.

"Ok baby, you wanna talk to Mia or someone before you go to sleep?" Brian asked turning around and spotting the team watching him.

"Can I talk to Mia please Bri?" Letty asked.

"Of course you can baby. I love you Let and I'll see you in the morning. Here she is" Brian told her as he walked towards Mia.

"I love you to Brian" Letty said before Brian handed the phone off to Mia.

"Letty wants to talk to you" Brian said to Mia as he handed her the phone.

Mia took the phone off of Brian cautiously. As she did so she started to feel guilty about not going actually going into visit her best friend. Brian stepped back to where Adam was standing a few feet away from the rest of the team.

"You okay?" Adam asked softly.

"Yes and No. I just feel so helpless ya know" Brian said frustratedly.

"You love her?" Vince asked shocking Adam and Brian, neither had heard him approach them. Brian looked Vince in the eye for a moment before looking to where the rest of the team was standing. Dominic was watching Mia talk to Letty while Leon and Jesse were standing directly behind Vince.

"Yeah I do love her. I know you're probably pissed about all this but Letty didn't want to say anything just yet because she was wanted to tell Dominic first. And about me being a cop well rest assured I had no intention of sending any of you to jail" Brian told Vince looking him directly in the eye.

"You even consider cheating on her and I will kill you" Vince growled.

"I won't cheat, Letty is all I want and I all I need. I don't need to go elsewhere for anything," Brian said firmly, loud enough that Dominic could hear him.

"You'd better stick to that," Leon said threateningly.

"You got nothing to worry about, I'll treat her right" Brian told them. Vince didn't look that convinced.

"I'll believe that when I see it" Vince told him.

"All right then" Brian told him.

Mia walked over and handed Brian his phone back.

"She really loves you Brian, you'd better not hurt her" Mia told him.

"I won't" Brian told her. He was about to add more to that when he got a strange comforting feeling, Brian knew this usually meant that his twin brother was near. Brian turned away from the group, searching the car park for any sign of his brother or his brother's car but could see neither.

"Brian what's going on?" Adam said noticing his friend's distant look.

"Who rang Donny?" Brian asked ignoring everything else as he still looked for his brother.

"I did, why?" Jase asked, confusion written on his face.

"Cause he's here, somewhere" Brian told them.

"Who's Donny and how do you know his here?" Leon asked.

"Donny is Brandon O'Connor, Brian's twin brother. They can sense when the other is near" Adam explained.

"There, his pulling in now" Brian said spotting his brother's Nissan Skyline as it pulled into the hospital car park.

"How'd you know he was here?" Leon asked, completely confused as to how Brian could know his brother was near by.

"It's a twin thing," Brian said distractedly.

"It only happens when the bond between the twins is strong, not all twins share that sort of bond. Brian and Brandon have an extremely strong bond" Adam explained.

"You and Johnny aren't like that?" Jesse asked nervously looking at Adam.

"No, no where near it, his to much of a self centered asshole to have that sort of bond" Adam answered.

"Sounds like you don't like your own brother" Vince stated.

"And I thought you were the dumb follower" Adam said sarcastically, earning himself a glare from Vince.

" Your right though, I don't nor do any of my friends, Johnny could never keep up with us and the shit we pulled" Adam added.

Brian watched anxiously as his brother's car pulled into the car space beside Adam's Skyline. Brian continued to ignore everything else around him as he brother approached them. Brandon's presence always managed to calm Brian down and gave him a sense of security. Brian walked over to meet his brother half way. Brandon and Brian embraced.

"You okay?" Brandon asked softly.

"Yeah I'm better now, I talked to her a few minutes ago on the phone" Brian answered.

"Let me guess you and Torreto got into a fight and got yourself kicked out of the hospital" Brandon guessed. Brian smiled and told his brother everything that had happened that day.

"That Adam and Alex up there?" Brandon asked spotting their friends.

"Yeah, surprisingly there's been no punch ups yet" Brian told him.

"Is that Mia?" Brandon asked. Brian heard the nervous tone in his brother's voice. It dawned on Brian that Mia hadn't accused him of cheating on her with Letty at all yet. Which made Brian realise that Mia knew it wasn't Brian she had been having a relationship. When Brian had been given the case, he had taken Brandon with him to get a first look at the team and how they interacted. From that first look Brandon had been interested in Mia. When Brian had gotten to know Mia he had quickly came to the conclusion that she was exactly the type of woman that his brother would date. With that in mind Brian had suggested to his brother that they swap places so that Brandon could get to know Mia better.

"Mia knows we're twins doesn't she?" Brian asked studying his brother closely as he watched Mia from afar.

"Yeah, I told her on the second date. Thankfully I'd made an impact on her and she let me explain my side of things. She was pissed but after I explained she was okay with it. I don't think she fully believes we're twins though" Brandon answered.

"Well lets go make her believe it" Brian said walking towards the group. Brandon shook his head he wasn't sure how Mia or anyone on the team would handle this.

The team stared in shock as Brian and Brandon walked up to them. Mia looked at Dominic and Vince for their reactions, they were shocked at how alike Brian and Brandon looked. Even though she had known that they were twins, Mia was shocked by how a like they looked when they were standing beside each other. Looking closely Mia could see subtle differences in their faces.

Adam, Alex and Jase greeted Brandon while the team stood watching them. Brandon turned and locked eyes with Mia.

"Are you a cop to?" Mia asked stepped toward Brandon. His job was the only thing that Brandon hadn't told Mia about. He wasn't sure how she'd react to it; he didn't want to lose Mia. Brandon stepped closer to her so that he was standing directly in front of her, leaving them only centimeters apart.

"SWAT. I should have told you when I told you about Brian and me being twins, I'm sorry I didn't" Brandon said softly.

"Why didn't you?" Mia asked.

"Scared you'd actually end what we had. I know we'd only had one date at that time but I knew I didn't want it to end. I know we have something special and I don't want to lose that. Tell me what I've got to do to keep this going and I'll do it" Brandon told her. He reached up and cupped her face with his right hand holding her face so that she was looking him in the eye.