Wake up

So this one is Logan to Veronica hope you enjoy

I'm not sober all the time
You bring me down at least you try
Until we see this eye to eye
I don't want you

I loved lily so much she was my every thing except seeing that other blonde on knew I had fallen for them both. Lily had left me with nothing and then I soon realised why mourn for her when I have her complete opposite I loved just as much. I was so blind.

I must be running out of luck
Cause you're just not drunk enough to fuck
And now I've had it up to here
I don't, I don't want you

When it had first started I thought wow maybe I'll just get what I wanted fun and no pain but then, then I fell so hard for this girl it was un-believable. She had turned from my fun girl to my love girl. I needed her and I think she knew but I couldn't tell her how I felt it just wasn't me.

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you
Wake up I'm pounding on the door
I'm not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I'm pounding on the door
I won't hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

I tried my best to hold her tight and make sure that as we moved on in life she didn't move on without me. But she did I guess her growing up happened faster than me because I still had an attitude of a four year old, well that and as much as I hate to say my fathers attitude. And she knew it too.

I'm not angry all the time
You push me down at least you try
Until we see this eye to eye
I don't want you

I smothered her with a bad attitude and harsh words and I knew it. I pushed her to far away that she finally gave up on me. She gave up on me so much that when she broke up with me I surprised her by being my father yelling and screaming throwing, and squeezing her shoulders so tight she had bruises. Yeah her dad was mad.

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you
Wake up I'm pounding on the door
I'm not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I'm pounding on the door
I won't hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

I acted like I didn't care later but inside it killed me so much that all I wanted to do was make sure any man who touched her wound up dead. But I don't think being charged with murder would make me to appealing to her. Well maybe you never know that girl can surprise anyone at a point.

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you

I never treated her well when we went out and I usually gave her the cold shoulder when I was mad or didn't want to let my feelings out. I guess she's paying me back for it and well it's working because it's driving me freaking insane. She knows it too and that's what's making this even worse her knowing there's a ticking bomb going off inside my head.

Wake up I'm pounding on the door
I'm not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I'm pounding on the door
I won't hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

Hopefully she can see I changed and I want to be her friend if that's the only way I'm aloud back in her life. Then I guess I'll do it even thought I see her with other guys I'm just going to have to keep myself calm. I love you veronica.