Authors note: I forgot to include chapter 3 had included, Billy talents 'nothing to lose' to add a little more understanding from now on. I will be including lyrics to songs that will give the chapters a little more mood set.
In this Chapter it'll be including Good Charlottes 'It Wasn't enough'. I hope you can understand how these songs fit into the chapters and the characters moods. Soon I will be including a reba related song..
Right now, Cheyenne goes to find Kyra, Barbra jean tells Cheyenne she saw kyra alone at Miracle coffee shop downtown Cheyenne takes it upon herself to go talk to kyra about it.
"Thanks Barbra jean." Cheyenne said as she hung up the phone.
"What was that all about?" Reba asked as she came down the stairs.
"Oh, nothing mom, Barbra jean just wanted to ask me about something" she said as she shuffled through her purse.
"What are you doing'?" Her mother asked looking confused.
"I'm looking for the car keys mom," Cheyenne said as she dumped everything on the table.
"Why?" her mom asked with the Texan accent.
"Because I need to go meet someone, downtown for a little while" she tried to explain without giving to much information.
"For the second time Cheyenne is there something going on I should know about," her mother asked as she grabbed her daughter's hand to get her to stop what she was doing.
"Mom, everything is fine, really there is just something I need to do that's, all" she said as she starred her mother in the face.
"Your lying to me aren't you?" Reba questioned with a straight face.
"No" Cheyenne said quickly
"Yes you are my mother's intuition tells me there is something going on here, and it's not a good thing" Reba told.
"Everything is fine, ah ha! Here we are, tell van to watch Elizabeth I'll be back soon I promise" she said as she kissed her mom on the cheek and ran out the door.
-in the car-
"Wow, that was a close one" Cheyenne said relieved. "She doesn't suspect a thing and I hope van doesn't rat me out.," she thought to herself as she put on the radio
A heavy rock song was playing; she turned it up as she drove down the highway.
I will try to believe in the things I cannot see
But my faith is shaking now like it's never been before
When I call
And you don't come
I don't know what I should do
Should I call?
Should I even count on you?
Cheyenne's cell started to ring as she got to a traffic jam.
I'm giving all I can
It wasn't enough
To keep you in my hands
Should I give up?
I try to understand
Was it ever enough?
I don't understand
Cheyenne shuffled through her purse looking for her cell phone trying to keep her eyes on the traffic.
Giving up tonight
I won't let go
Won't let go of you
Giving up tonight
I wanna show you
Wanna show you
Giving up tonight
I won't let go
Won't let go of you
Giving up tonight
Am I giving up?
Giving up
I don't wanna give this up
I won't
"Hello" Cheyenne stumbled as she answered
"Cheyenne where are you?" van asked concerned
"Van, what you are doing?" she asked confused
"Cheyenne, your mom is grilling me with questions about what's going on, what I say?" Van whispered
Everything you want from me
I fought so hard for everything
Everything you want from me
I tried so hard could never be
Anything you want from me
Anything you want from me
I gave it all
"Van, I knew she was going to ask you, don't say anything, I know where she is, I'm on my way to talk to kyra don't tell mom anything"
"But…" van said
"Don't say anything van till I get back" Cheyenne demanded, and then hung up.
Everything you want from me
I fought so hard for everything
Everything you want from me
I tried so hard could never be
Anything you want from me
Anything you want from me
I gave it all
The song on the radio was ending when she turned the corner to the coffee shop. She parked and waited until she was ready to go in. confronting her sister with this kind of situation isn't easy for her.
"I'm going to walk up to her and say kyra we need to talk," she said to herself as she sat in the car alone
"There is nothing you can't say to me that I can't understand. I know what your doing to yourself and I want you to tell me, if you don't I will be forced to tell mom." she said as she applied her make-up she let out a big sigh and got out of the car and walked into the coffee shop.
She stopped to look around and saw kyra sitting there alone.