Lying still my pillows cushioned my head, I wore an eye mask and earplugs two useful made by muggles to block out the light and noise. I knew the other girls had found this odd and still did but I need to speak to the Grey. I needed to know. Wouls the grey think my plan of using Luna was a good one? Would my parents buy it or get even more suspicious of me?

My mouth goes dry and suddenly speaking to the Grey doesn't seem like such a good idea after all. I know the Grey is wise, and most likely right, but that is just why I wish not to speak to them. I could go down and read a book but I'm no dumbass Luna will wanna hang out and I still have to talk with the Grey, sighing I rolled over.

The Grey would know what to do no matter what.

-FLASHBACK-

"I DON'T WANNA MUMMY!" I screamed. "Sweetie," mom said touching my shoulder but I kept on screaming and shouting. I had nightmares for as long as I could remember. It was typically of green light and a horrible cackle although it wasn't that scary but to me back then it was the scariest thing ever.

When I finally when to sleep the Grey would come to me.

Lying in my bed with my mother (who had told me she would keep my nightmares away), I didn't want to sleep, but the Grey covered me in a sort of veil and help me fall asleep.

In my dream, a young woman with black hair pale skin, and grey eyes came to be (the grey is genderless she just took a form of a person to help me trust her more).

"Who are you?" "I am the veil darkness servant and I am the Grey," I was dumbfounded. "Weirdest dream e-ver." That was my reply. "You did not want the memory of a nightmare as you believe it is?" That was what the Grey asked me.

"No, but who- what are you?" "I am, your servant as early stated I will stop your flashbacks if you wish miss." "Yes, that would be nice." "Goodbye." "Wait!" I cried out but they were gone.

I would learn later on the Grey would only come when needed and they knew when I needed them. It was a handy thing. They would know when I fell asleep I need them and come to me. God that sounded so bloody cringe. but it was the truth.

I still despised the idea of sleep, but I shut my eyes. Sleep would come as would a talk with the Grey. The veil covered me, and they were there.

"What is happening?" "I-i befriended Luna Lovegood because my parents namely my mother are becoming suspicion and getting too close to the truth," I replied. The Grey nodded her head eyebrows furrowing I took the chance to admire her new form.

They had short black hair, with shorts but pink top bangles with one ear pierced and blue sneakers. They spoke.

"This will work, you can use it but proceed with caution."

"uhh okay." I cock an eyebrow. What is she thinking about?

I woke, getting out of bed, my mouth felt dry and I felt like vomiting. I couldn't stay in here. I got dressed and ran out. Sitting on the stairs I took deep breaths. I heard someone sit down by me but I didn't dare lookup. "Hey, sis are you okay?" Willow. It's Willow. Tell her to fuck off. "Fuck off." It comes out as a low rasp. She doesn't move. "Answer me," She grabs me forcing me to look up at her. "Are you okay?" I shake my head. Am I getting worse or is she getting better? "I need to go back to bed, fuck off," I say shoving her down. I can see the tears in her eyes but I can't care or at least let her know.

I turn on my heel and go back to the dorm room I don't want too though. It feels too tight and hot in my bed. I sighed sitting up I grab my wand and a book before diving under the covers. May as well try reading since sleep was not my friend today.

-A/N- I kind of lacked ideas for this chapter so here are some mini-chapters-

I was walking up to my dorm, still really happy I was here apart from my downer of a sister. Why was she always so mean? I mean Luna she clearly uses and she's a bitch to just about everyone else. The sudden footsteps racing down the stairs came from the other side. It was my sister. Rose. She looks sick.

I recall how to mean she always to everyone but she is still my sister. I sit down by here. She doesn't even glance up but she knows I'm here I can tell. Rose can usually mask her feelings but whenever she gets sick her mask slips.

"Hey, sis are you okay?" She turns to face me, she's clearly sick but she says- "Fuck off." It's not in her usual voice for speaking to me and most people, it's a low rasp. I don't move. "Answer me," She looks away so I grab her forcing her to look at me. "Are you okay?" I repeat my earlier words. Why am I not letting her go? Rose shakes her head. She clearly doesn't want to. I feel like we made become closer is being closed. But then she pushes down the stairs. It's not a far drop but she pushes everyone away. I feel tears. she regrets it. I see it in her eyes. The tears come, as she walks to her dorm.

I stand up and go to my own dorm. I've never felt further from Rose than now.

A/N- heh... TwT hasn't made 1000 or 3 pages. The next chapter WILL not be longer sorry... :( Oh! And the late update too some times will be like once week or like every 8 weeks ( or is it 7?) I'll try and get two more chapters out by next week! :) Bai!