FROM: Casey, Matthew (mcasey)
TO: Casey, Jay (jcasey)
CC: Shay, Elizabeth (eshay)
Subject: RE: Proposal re: Future of CFRA Academies

Hi Jay:
Me and Gabby just read some of the proposal that you sent me with regards to the clinics. I didn't read all of it, but I did read a few parts (and so far, I am liking what I am reading). I promise, I will read over it more in the future. But right now, I am enjoying a bit of alone time with Gabby (we're at a hotel). So, I will have to read it when she's asleep or at a later date. But, from what I skimmed over…I am intrigued that the idea. And I think it would be a great addition to the services that we offer at the academies. With you being a veteran, I can see how much you struggle with PTSD. If we can make a difference in the world of more veterans, then that is what I want to do. One part that I didn't notice though is grants.

While I am not saying that we will implement this right away (yet), there is something that you can do to change that. If you want to get this into our next academy (CFRA Orange County), then I need you to figure out some funding and where we can put it on the existing property while still maintaining the critical parts of the academy that we need to keep there. If you can do that, I can send some updated plans to the construction team in Newport Beach. Also, I want to say this. Since we are talking about moving our "HQ" here to Hawaii. (At least, I am considering it); then we need to figure out what that means. Are we going to add in a building? Maybe we can incorporate a server room into a clinic that we build here. Maybe you can make some drawings for me that also includes a bit of office space for us?

Have a good day, talk soon.
Matthew Casey
Chairman and CEO, The Casey Group
Los Angeles Office: 1 (800) 227-3900 x 101
Honolulu Office: 1 (800) 227-3900 x 201

Personal Assistant, Los Angeles Office:
Jennifer Davidson
1 (800) 227-3900 x 102

Personal Assistant, Honolulu Office:
Elizabeth Shay
1 (800) 227-3900 x 202

Laying down in bed with Alex on his chest this afternoon, Jay smirked as he felt her kiss his chest and just give him some pleasure. God, she is so good at doing this. Feeling Alex kiss up his chest, he then smiled as he felt her start kissing his neck that was really turning him on. And he's sure that Alex knows that it's turning him on. Running her hand up her husband's side, Alex slipped up his chest with the hope of convincing her husband to put her phone down on the side. She doesn't want him to work after all. She wants him to concentrate on her. (And he wants the same if they are being completely honest). But at the same time, Alex has to remember that he is a businessman; and that he also has to work sometimes. And with this moving to work-from-home style of work; that means that he'll be working in bed at times, just like she's trying to do (quickly) right now. "Alex, I'm in the middle of reading."

Alex groaned when Jay said that, rolling over to lay down on her back. "Talk about a tease, and a buzz kill." Jay laughed when he said that, continuing to read the e-mail that he just got from his brother. "It's from my brother, about the proposal that I just sent him. Remember, the one that you helped me write?" Alex agreed with her husband when he said that, still a bit nervous over the fact that she helped him write the proposal. "You sure that we shouldn't sent that one Jay? I mean, that was basically just our first draft. Please tell me that…" Jay then turned to look at his wife. Grabbing her hand, he intertwined their fingers and smiled at her. "Hey, take a breath and relax okay? Remember that everything's okay." Alex agreed with her husband when he said that, going to take a breath just like Jay told her to do. After all, that was exactly what she needed to do right now. She needed to breathe and relax. "Can you put your iPad down when you're done with your e-mail?" Jay agreed with Alex, smiling.

Jay then took a breath. "I may have to work on this some more at some point." Alex was confused when she heard her husband tell her that. "What? I thought you said that you sent it to Matt because you thought, at least you used to think, that it was all ready to go?" Jay turned to look at his wife when she asked him that, nodding. "I did. And it was. But Matt just asked me to refine the proposal before we put it towards the board. Since we are talking about building more than the usual academy, he wants me to try and see if we can get extra funding and/or grants. Maybe from either the VA or the State of California. Oh, and there's one more thing. You remember how I said that we might be moving our HQ to Honolulu?" Alex agreed with her husband when he asked her about if she remembers the move.

"Oh, I am well aware of you telling me about the move Jay. I mean, we are both here Jay." Jay agreed with his wife and smiled at her. "Matt's talking about building one here, but he wants to build a mini office for the company in there too. So, it'd be a PTSD Center along with an office for the company. He wants to have a boardroom and some offices. And to tell you the truth, I love that idea." Alex looked at her husband when he said that. "Baby, isn't that basically just Matt building an office here? And then he adds on PTSD stuff here?" Jay then looked at his wife. "I don't think so. He just wants us to have a server room there. But yeah, he also wants a few board rooms. I mean, that makes sense. It's so that we can have a place to do business meetings. Remember, we said that we're working from home now." Alex took a breath when her husband told her that, rolling over onto her side. "Jay, roll over please?"

Jay agreed with his wife when she said that, rolling over just like she asked. Alex then got close to the man she loves, smiling as she slipped close to him. She then grabbed the back of his head and slipped her legs in between his. "Sorry, just wanted to cuddle up to you as we talk about this." Jay nodded and smiled as he slipped his arm under her head. "Want to talk about how hot that sex was first?" Alex laughed and smiled when Jay said that, putting her hand on his face. She then leaned in and proceeded to kiss him softly. Taking things nice and slow with the woman he adores; Jay moved his hand to Alex's back and brought her closer to his chest. Stroking her back with his thumb, Jay smiled due to the fact that he is really happy with his wife. God, she is just something else. Something really sexy.

"I love you." Alex agreed with her husband when he told her that he loves her, smiling as she put her hand on his face and stroked his cheek with her thumb. "I love you too." Jay just smiled when she said that. He then stroked her side as he looked into her beautiful eyes. "So, that was a lot of fun." Alex laughed and smiled when Jay mentioned that he just had a bunch of fun, leaning her forehead against his in the process. "The best part is that I am making love to you, not just pleasing you and giving you something that you can't have." Jay agreed with his wife when she said that, smiling as they are having a lot of fun together; what a great way to start off their marriage. "So, you're happy in this marriage so far?" Alex was shocked that Jay even asked her that. "Where the heck did that come from Jay?"

Jay smiled. "I am just making sure that this whole, moving all the time, is making you change your mind." Alex shook her head when Jay asked her that, stroking his cheek with her thumb. "Trust me when I say this Jay, nothing is going to be able to change my mind when it comes to whether or not I want to be married to you. I love you Jay and I am so glad that we are husband and wife. Yes, we may have met under…unconventional circumstances…but I do love you. I am proud to be your wife. If anybody should be questioning whether you still want to be married is you." Jay was confused when his wife told him that. "Hey, why's that the case?" Alex took a breath and looked at him. "Jay, look at the life that you have. I'm just…" Jay then proceeded to interrupt his wife. "A gorgeous woman." Alex stopped. "A beautiful woman whom I am proud to call my wife. Your background, I see through it."

Alex smiled when Jay said that, reaching for his hand. But before she could grab his hand, Jay put his hand on Alex's leg and tugged her body against his muscular chest. Putting her hand on his chest, Alex smiled as she is really happy. And even better, she can really see herself having a long life with the man she gets to call her husband. "Now, we just need to figure out how long before we agree to start for a family." Alex took a breath when Jay said that, realizing that it's time for her to talk to Jay about something. About something serious that might change his mind about them being husband and wife. "Jay, I need to talk to you about that." Jay agreed with his wife. "What is it honey?" Alex then took a breath. "You remember how I said that I need to get an IUD removed first?" Jay agreed.

"Wait, is it already out?" Alex then took a breath as she looked at her husband. "I never needed to have one." Jay was confused. "Wait, what?" Alex then took a breath and went to look into her husband's eyes. But at the same time, she pulled away as she was going to leave bed soon. "Jay, there's something you need to know about me." Jay then went to grab his wife's hand. "What is it Alex? You're scaring me." Alex just teared up a bit when she heard her husband say that. She then went to get up and proceeded to grab the robe that she had next to her bed. Getting up, she just went to do it up before rushing away. She just couldn't do it. She couldn't tell her husband. She couldn't risk it. She is too scared to tell him the truth as she is too scared to lose him. "Alex! Baby!" Alex still rushed away.

Jay's POV – Part 1:
Getting up out of bed shortly after watching Alex rush out of our room, I was just so confused. We were just talking about our future where we want to have kids. I mean, does she not want to have kids? Is that what she's scared to tell me? God, I hope I am not scaring her away by pushing this too much. She is the woman I love, and I am to be with her regardless of whether or not she wants to have kids. She is the woman I love, and she brought me out of a very dark place while we were together in Las Vegas. That's why I fell in love with her, not because she is a way for us to have kids. But is that the truth? Does she not want to have kids? I mean, that would be an obstacle, but not one that we can't overcome. Maybe I can change her mind. Or maybe we can just wait. Maybe this is too fast. But still, why'd she run?

Walking out of our room this afternoon, I proceeded to walk out to our living room where I saw Alex. She was sitting there, still looking scared. God, I pushed her. This is way too fast, and I just hate that this is all my doing. I shouldn't have pushed. Maybe I should just grab her some water and we can talk? But I am definitely going to tell her first. "Alex?" Alex then turned to look at me, seemingly a bit scared and just looking so timid. I didn't understand why she was doing this. Why not just tell me that she doesn't want kids? "Alex, you okay honey?" Alex looked up at me when I asked her that. "I don't want to lose you." I was confused when Alex told me that. "What do you mean Alex? If you don't want kids, then I will respect your wishes. That doesn't mean that you're going to lose me." Alex took a breath.

"That's not the thing Jay. It's not that I don't want to have kids, it's that I can't have kids." I was confused. "Oh, is that because of your history in Vegas?" Alex took a breath and shook her head. "God, I have been trying to push back this day for so long. Yet, I am scared out of my mind…because this conversation might be the end of our marriage, before it can even begin." I was just confused when Alex told me that. "Alex, I am confused. What are you talking about? End of our marriage?" Alex just looked at me when I asked her that. "Jay, I am scared." I agreed with Alex, smiling. "Yeah, having kids is scary." Alex then took a breath, just looking at me. I then went to walk over to my beautiful wife, sitting down with her. Alex then tried to stay away, but I wasn't having that. "Come lay down in my arms."

Alex agreed with me, coming to lay down just like I asked her too. Sitting more in the corner of the couch, I went to grab the blanket before leaning back against the pillow that we have on the couch. Afterwards, I felt Alex cuddle up to me and slip her legs in between mine. Going to grab the blanket, I went to cover Alex up and then ran my hand up and down her back. Laying her head down on my chest, Alex took a breath and just tried to relax. "Alex, I'm here for you. I hope you know that." Alex took a breath as she cuddled up to me. I then went to grab her hand and stroked it with her thumb. Turning my head, I kissed her forehead softly. "Alex, I am your husband. I want to be here for you. What's wrong?" Alex then took a breath. "Jay, I need to tell you something." I agreed with Alex, nodding.

"Alex, communication is part of our marriage. If you need to tell me something, then we will talk about whatever you need to talk to me about. I promise Alex. I am here for you; I am your husband." Alex took a breath when I said that. Laying her head down on my heart, Alex just took a breath and then spoke up. "Jay, you love me right? You will always love me right?" I nodded, agreeing with Alex as I put my hand on her back. Stroking her back with my thumb, I turned my head and kissed her forehead softly. "Alex, I love you...and I will always love you. I promise." Alex then took a breath. "Even if I told you that I was not born a woman? That I'm trans?" I was shocked when Alex asked me that. I then looked down into her eyes. "Is that the truth Alex?" Looking up at me, Alex took a breath and nodded. She was scared.

Alex nodded, agreeing with me when I asked her if it was true. "Yes, I'm transgender Jay. So you bringing up kids just scares me. I mean, is that a requirement for you to love me? For me to be your wife?" I was shocked when Alex asked me that. Does she really think that is even a possibility? I love her. I love my wife, that is not going to change. "Hey, of course not Alex. Alex, I love you. You are my wife. That is a fact." Alex agreed with me. She then looked up at me. Afterwards, I bent down and proceeded to kiss my wife softly. I then proceeded to pick Alex up in my arms. The reason? I want to show her that I love her. And that there is nothing that will change that. Going to carry her back to our room, I smiled as I got ready to take things nice and slow with the woman I love. God, I can't wait to have fun with her.

Jay's POV – Part 2: Shortly after carrying my beautiful wife back into our room, I smiled due to the fact that I am so ready to just take things nice and slow with the woman I am proud to call my wife. She is very beautiful and there is nothing more I want to do other than just make sure that we take things slow. And I want Alex to know that she is the woman I want to be with for the rest of my life. That is just the truth and I can't wait to take her in my arms and make love to her. God, this is going to be a lot of fun. Alex is the best wife in the entire world, and I am so proud to be able to call her my wife. Carrying her right over to our bed, I smiled as I went to set Alex down next to our bed. Stepping close to her, I just smiled as I brought her against my chest. Putting her hands on my chest, Alex smirked at me today.

Meanwhile, I put my hand on her neck and just held the woman I am proud to call my wife close to me. Going to grab her hands, I made sure that Alex stayed close to me before bending down to kiss her neck. Sucking on it, I smirked because I knew that was going to make Alex moan. Moving her hands to my back, Alex moaned and I am so glad that she was moaning. Afterwards, I moved my hands to her back too and just smirked as I went to pick Alex up in my arms. Going to wrap her legs around my waist, I proceeded to get back into bed. Crawling into bed, I went to sit up and then put Alex in my lap. Putting her hands on my chest, Alex looked down at me before moving her hand to the back of my head. Smirking, I pulled away from the kiss and then moved my hands to her back. God, she is so sexy.

And she is also the woman I love. The woman I want to spend my life with. The woman I want to hold in my arms, making love to her as we are just so turned on. And even more, we are desperate to take things nice and slow with each other. Grabbing the back of my head, Alex moved closer to my chest. Pushing my head up, Alex smiled as she stared down into my eyes before running her finger down my cheekbone. Staring at her, I smiled as I am really glad that she is here. Staring at her, I smirked as we both looked into each other's eyes. "I love you Alex, never forget that. I love the woman that you are. And that is how I see you okay? You are a beautiful WOMAN and that is what you are. You aren't my husband, you are my wife." Alex agreed with me, smirking when I said that. "God, I am so glad."

I then proceeded to kiss her again. "Alex, no more secrets, no more fears, no more hiding things like this. Why did you hide this?" Alex took a breath. "Because you wanted a baby. And I wanted you." I agreed with Alex when she said that, smiling at my wife. "And we can still have a baby. We can do surrogacy, we can adopt a baby. I don't care. But one more thing I want, I want my baby to call you mom. I want you to be my wife, and I want you to the mother of my children." Alex agreed with me, smiling when I said that. "Well, I guess there is also one upside. I don't need to do morning sickness." I laughed and agreed with Alex when she said that. Leaning up, I smiled as I kissed her softly. Running my hands up her back, I proceeded to go take off my wife's bra this afternoon. God, so damn sexy.

Alex just smiled as I took off her bra. Throwing it away, I smiled due to the fact that my wife is just so damn sexy. I then brought her body against mine and started to turn my head and kiss her neck. God, she is just so damn sexy and I love her more than anything in the entire world. Wrapping her arm around my head, Alex moaned due to the fact that she loves it. Sucking on it, she just smiled due to the fact that I am starting to give her what I want. "I love you Alex." Alex agreed with me when I said that. "I love you too Jay." I then went to lay back down in bed more, moving my hands to her back. I then rolled over and smiled as I went to hover over my wife. Putting my hand next to her, I smiled as I stared into my wife's eyes. Afterwards, Alex put her hand on my neck and smiled as we are both really happy.

Staring into my eyes, Alex smiled as she looked at me. Afterwards, we both just stared at each other. Putting my hand on her neck, I smiled as I bent down and proceeded to kiss her softly. Afterwards, I ran my hand down Alex's body to go grab her underwear so that I can take them off. And to say that made Alex moan was an understatement, it made her groan. Going to slip them off, I threw them away.

Alex's POV:
Feeling Jay throw my underwear away; I moaned due to the fact that he is so sexy. God, he is the most beautiful man in the entire world, and I feel so lucky that he is my husband. Moving his hand to my neck, Jay bent down and started to suck on my neck. Afterwards, I ran my hands down her body and just smiled as I am so glad that this is what I am doing. Jay is just the best and I am so glad. However, it wasn't long before I was at Jay's boxers. "Jay, boxers." Jay agreed with me, going ahead with taking off his boxers for me. I then helped him with my foot and threw them away. Bending down, Jay moved his hand to my side. Moving his lips to mine, Jay smiled as he stared into my eyes and looked at me. Meanwhile, I put my hand on the side of his face and just stared at the man I love. The man I feel so lucky to be able to call my husband. Putting my hand on the side of her face, I smiled at my husband.

"I love you Jay." Jay agreed with me, smiling when I told him that I love him. "I love you too Alex." Jay then put his hand on my neck, bending down to kiss me once again. Wrapping my arms around his neck, I smiled as we both took things nice and slow with each other. God, how did I get so lucky to have a husband like Jay?