Stroking Jay's cheek as she continued to kiss her husband softly shortly after waking up from taking a nap in his strong, muscular arms; Alex smiled as she is happy. She is currently naked in her husband's arms; after all, they did just make love to each other. But the way they made love to each other this time, it was much different than any time that they made love previously. Slipping really close to Jay, Alex put her hand on his heart and then kissed his chest. God, now this is the life. The feeling of their bodies right against one another's in bed. And that was not just the case for Alex. Rather, it was the case for Jay too. He's really happy that he's holding his wife in his arms as well, as they were being very intimate with each other. But what Jay didn't know is that Alex just had a really nice dream.
A dream of their future, a future that included kids. A dream that she wants to talk about with Jay. But first, she felt Jay put his strong hand on her back and stroke it with his thumb. Turning his head as Alex was really close to him, Jay smiled as he looked down at the woman he loves. He then went ahead and bent down to kiss her cheek. God, now this is perfect. "You have a good nap after that delicious round of sex?" Alex laughed a bit when Jay asked her if she had a good nap. "Yes, I did. And I have to agree, it was a delicious round of sex." Alex then ran her finger down his cheekbone, staring into his beautiful eyes before putting her hand on his cheek and leaning in to kiss her man softly. "What time is it anyways?" Jay smiled when Alex asked him what time it was. Turning his head, Jay proceeded to check the time.
Seeing it was 4, he smiled. "It's 4." Alex agreed with her husband when he told her that, before proceeding to wrap her arms around his torso this afternoon. Jay then put his hand on her arm, turning his head to look down at his beautiful wife while stroking her arm with his thumb. "I heard you speaking in your sleep." Turning her head to look up at Jay, Alex smiled and agreed with her husband when he mentioned that she, as always, was speaking in her sleep. "You said the name Caitlyn Patricia? That's a nice name. Does that name belong to a friend of yours?" Alex blushed when Jay asked her about the name she mentioned, and whether it was the name of a friend of hers. "It's the future name of our daughter." Jay looked at his wife when she said that, seeming confused as he stared into her eyes.
Gently running his fingers up and down his wife's back, Jay decided to get more information about just what she means when she says that 'Caitlyn Patricia' is the future name of their daughter. "What do you mean Alex?" Alex smiled. "It's crazy." Jay shook his head when his wife mentioned that, what she was thinking about, was crazy. But it's not. If she wants to start dreaming about the future names of their children, then she can do just that. They both agreed that they want to have kids somehow. They just need to figure out how they are going to have kids. And they will, in due time. "It's not crazy Alex. We both want kids. And we will figure out a way to have kids." Alex agreed with Jay when he said that they will figure out a way for them to have kids, truly believing him from the bottom of her heart.
"What I was dreaming about, it was a dream of us doing surrogacy." Jay smiled and agreed with his wife when she said that, moving to wrap his arm around her back so that he can bring her onto his chest. Tugging Alex against his chest some more, Jay smiled while also feeling Alex wrap her arms around him. "Oh, that's always comfortable." Jay agreed with his wife as he ran his hand up and down her back, tugging the sheets up on top of the both of them to make sure that they are both warm (they are naked in each other's arms after all). Rolling over onto his back, Jay smiled as he got all comfortable with Alex. Cuddling up to her husband, Alex smiled as she wrapped her arms around him and then laid her head down on Jay's chest. She then turned her head, bending down to kiss Jay's chest this afternoon.
"God, this is just crazy." Jay was confused when he heard his wife say that. "What do you mean Alex?" Alex then pushed herself up off his chest, looking down into his eyes. "I mean, we are talking about us having kids via surrogacy. I mean, that's a lot. I mean, what if I'm a bad mom? What if we realize that this, our Las Vegas marriage, is a mistake? Us being together and…" Jay then stopped his wife, moving his hand to her neck. Tugging her lips down to his, Jay started to take things nice and slow with the woman he loves like crazy. "Breath now, okay?" Alex agreed with her husband when he said that, smiling at the man she loves. The man she loves more than anything. And not just for how he saved her from the life that she was living in Las Vegas, the horrible abuse that she was being subjected to.
"Can we lay down on our sides?" Jay agreed with Alex, smiling as he wrapped his arm around her back. He then went to roll over onto his side, bringing Alex with him. He then tugged Alex close to his chest and smiled while feeling her putting her hands on his chest. Slipping her legs in between Jay's, Alex smiled due to the fact that Jay is just the best man she has ever met. He is a gentleman, he loves her (for real) and he understands her. Wrapping his arm around Alex's waist, Jay smiled as he held her close to him and slipped his arm under hear head. Meanwhile, Alex stared into her husband's eyes as she slipped her arm under his head as well. "So, uhm…can I ask you a question?" Jay agreed with his wife, stroking her back as Alex asked him if she can ask him a question. "Alex; you can always ask me a question."
Alex then took a breath. "Uhm, was it different?" Jay was confused when Alex was him that question, not exactly understanding what she meant. "What was different?" Alex took a breath. "The uhm…" Jay then realized what she was talking about. "You mean the sex?" Alex nodded. "Jay, this was our first time being intimate since you learned that I was transgender. Did it feel.." Jay then stopped Alex when she stared to talk about that, not wanting to even talk about that. He refused to let her think that her telling him that she's a transwoman has or will ever change anything in their marriage. If anything, it just makes him happy that they can talk to each other. He's going to understand her more as they get to know each other. "Alex, I can promise you right now…that it didn't even cross my mind until you said it right now."
Alex took a breath, deciding to just listen to her husband. "The only thing that was on my mind was how sexy my wife is. How sexy my gorgeous, beautiful, loving wife is when she is naked in my arms." Letting go of Alex's hand, Jay smiled as he moved his hand to Alex's back, rubbing it before stroking it with his thumb as they laid down in bed. Staring into her husband's eyes, Alex smiled as she felt happy. She felt like Jay truly was a man that she can trust. "Jay, can I tell you something?" Jay nodded, agreeing with his wife. "Alex, of course you can. You are my wife. You can always talk to me, as our marriage is built on trust and honesty." Alex sighed when Jay said that, looking down. "So much for that. I have basically been lying about the fact that you're married to a guy." Jay shook his head when Alex said that.
Moving his finger under his wife's chin, Jay pushed her head up and looked into her eyes. "Hey, don't even think that way baby. It sounds weird anyways. But I am not married to a guy, nor have I even been married to a guy. I am married to a beautiful woman. A beautiful woman I love. A woman who has a past. Just like me. Alex, we both have pasts that we brought into this marriage. I have past with a former fiancé, you have a past in Las Vegas. That's just the truth. But, we also have futures together in this marriage. You have a long future with me, as a member of The Casey Family." Alex agreed with jay when he said that. "Are we going to tell your family?" Jay looked at his wife, smiling. "Alex, listen to me okay?" Jay then went to stroke her hand as she put it on his chest this morning. A feeling that he loves.
"Alex, this is not my story to tell. If you want to tell my family...our family. Alex, you are part of the family now. Your name is Alex Casey, Ms. Jay Casey. You are a Casey. You will always be a Casey." Jay then bent down to kiss her hand. Alex agreed with her husband when he told her that, smiling as she stared into his eyes. "I love the sound of that. I will always be a Casey." Jay agreed with his wife when she said that, smiling as he leaned in and then kissed her softly. Just taking things nice and slow with the woman he adores, Jay smirked as this is perfect. He is so glad that this is how the both of them are spending their time right now. They are just holding each other close in bed, and they are both really happy. "All that matters at the end of the day, is that I am madly in love with you Alex. Forever."
Alex's POV:
When I heard Jay tell me that he is madly in love with me, and that he will (forever) always be madly in love with me, I couldn't help but feel my heart skip a beat. I have never felt this way about a man before. But now, I am not just feeling this way about any man. Rather, I am feeling this way about MY MAN. My man, my husband. I feel like I am understood by the man I love. I then took a breath and teared up a bit. "Hey, what's wrong Alex? Why are you crying?" Smiling at my husband, I put my hand on his face. "It's happy tears baby." Jay agreed with me. "Jay, you have no idea how much I love the sound of you telling me that you are madly in love with me. It makes me feel like I am truly understood by you." Jay agreed with me when I told him that I feel understood by him, nodding as it was true.
"Jay, it makes me so happy that you understand me, and that you aren't scared of what I just told you. I feel like you understand me, and that you love me honestly for who I am. With you now knowing that I'm transgender, and you still wanting to touch me makes me happy. To tell you the truth, I was so hesitant to even tell you that I was transgender." Jay seemed a bit nervous when I said that I was hesitant to tell him. "Why Alex?" I took a breath when he asked me that. "Because I was scared of what might happen after I told you. What If I told you, and you ended up not wanting to touch me anymore? What if you wanted to end this marriage?" Jay shook his head when I told him that. "Alex, that is never going to be the case. I love you Alex, you are my wife and that is never going to change okay?"
I agreed with Jay when he told me that, smiling as we are both really happy. I then went to get close to my wonderful husband and just cuddled up to him. Jay then wrapped my arm around my waist. Kissing my back, he smirked and just held me really close to him. "I love you Alex." I agreed with Jay when he told me that. "I love you too Jay." Jay agreed with me, smiling as we both held each other close in bed.