Back with Raf & Sarah, as Sarah wakes up from a nap (4:30 PM):
Walking out of her and Raf's bedroom in Honolulu, Sarah smiled as she came out to see her man sitting down on the living room couch in his boxers while watching some of his recordings using his iPad and the streaming box that they have. And that's actually all they use when it comes to TV. They just set up a TV and put something that you can stream TV shows too. It makes things so much easier, and Sarah is glad that this is where her man is. I mean, would she rather he still be in bed? But that's fine. She can see that he's hungry due to the fact that he's having some popcorn. Or wait a second, that's why…he's watching a movie. And that's also why he hasn't heard Sarah come out yet. He's wearing his wireless headphones to watch the movie. However, that's not going to work for her since she wants to join.
Walking over to Raf, Sarah smiled when she saw that it was the latest Transformers. She knows he likes this movie. So, she's going to join her man and just cuddle up to him. "How far into the movie are you?" Not hearing him, Raf just kept watching the movie. Shaking her head, Sarah went to speak to his virtual personal assistant. "Hey Siri. Pause movie." Seeing his movie pause, Raf confused. "What the heck?" Sarah then went to grab the blanket that they (already) had on the back of their couch. "Over here." Raf then turned his head when he saw Sarah there. "Oh, sorry baby. I didn't hear you come out of the room." Raf then went to take his headphones out of his ears. "Did the movie wake you up?" Sarah shook her head. "No, I couldn't even hear it. And you couldn't hear me." Raf agreed with his wife, smiling.
"Want to join me?" Sarah smiled. "Yeah, I'd like that. You still wearing your boxers?" Raf shook his head. "No, I am wearing some sweatpants. I thought, we'd just take it easy for supper tonight. We can just order in and start exploring restaurants that we have around here." Sarah agreed with Raf when he recommended that they start exploring restaurants in Honolulu. "I love that idea." Raf agreed with Sarah, having already guessed that she would. He then moved his snack to the side and smiled. "How about you come sit with me though? I want to hold you in my arms as we both watch the movie together. Maybe today…we can just have a movie night? Not move from here." Sarah smirked when Raf said that. "You just want to do that because of the lingerie that I'm wearing." Raf laughed, nodding.
"What do you expect? I have a gorgeous wife, and she is wearing some very sexy lingerie for me. Lingerie that I am ready to run my hands all over as you sit in my lap." Sarah agreed with her husband when he told her that, smiling as she walked over to the man she loves. She then went to sit down in just lap, just like he wanted her to do. Meanwhile, Raf slipped down on the sectional so that Sarah was leaning against his chest. Laying her head down, Sarah smiled as she felt the comfort of his sweatpants under hers. "I should go put sweats on if you are wearing sweats." Raf shook his head when Sarah said that, going to move the blanket on top of hers. He then went to wrap his arm around her back, turning his head to kiss her forehead softly. "Not a chance. You are staying right here Ms. James." Sarah smiled.
"I like it when you use my married name." Raf smiled and agreed with Sarah when he said that, running his fingers up and down the arm that Sarah had wrapped around his torso. Raf then turned his head and kissed Sarah's forehead softly. That's when Sarah brought up something that she knows that they need to talk about, his brother. "Raf, can we talk about something?" Raf looked down at his wife when she asked him that, running his hand up and down her back. "Is this subject anything related to the fight we had that led to us coming upstairs?" Sarah took a breath, nodding when Raf asked her that. "Yeah. Raf, I know it's hard to talk about. But I want to make sure that we're okay. I don't want this to break us up." Raf shook his head when Sarah said that. "Hey, that'll never happen to us Sarah. I love you like crazy."
Sarah took a breath, agreeing with her husband when he told her that he loves her like crazy.
Sarah's POV – Part 1: When I heard Raf tell me that he loves me like crazy, I took a breath (again) and just agreed with him. I knew that was the truth, and I would never doubt him about that. Yet at the same time, how can he just forgive me so easily? How is he not mad at me for doing something so horrible. I shouldn't have done that. And even worse, I made him worried. I made him jump into the pool because he was scared. And heck, he didn't even have to explain to me why he was mad at me. Rather, he just had to say Phillippe's name, and I knew what he was talking about right away. I mean, what situation is so easy to describe that you can just say a person's name, and that describes why your husband is mad at you? That is not a good way to say it, but it's the only way that I can describe it efficiently right now.
Yet at the same time, it's the truth. Now, time to talk about it with Raf. "Raf, I am so sorry. What I did downstairs, it was stupid and so wrong. It was insensitive. I mean it. I was just trying to play and…now I just sound like I'm making excuses for my behavior. But the truth of the matter is that there are no excuses for what I did babe. Raf, I want you to know that I am really sorry." Raf turned his head when I said that, smiling at me as he brought me down onto his chest once again. Cuddling up to the man I love, I smiled as I laid my head down on his heart before feeling him run his fingers up and down my back. God, that just makes me feel so happy and I love that he is my husband. He is just such a hunk. How did I get so lucky to have him as my husband. I mean it when I say that. How'd I get so lucky? I mean it, really.
"Did I ever tell you that I feel really, really, lucky to have you as my husband?" Raf laughed when I told him that, rubbing my back as we both held each other close on the couch. I then watched as a gun was shot in the movie. Nuzzling into my head into the crook of Raf's neck, I still hated the sight of a gun. Meanwhile, Raf laughed a bit. "You still get scared when there's a gun in a movie." I agreed with Raf. "Don't you? They can kill people. I mean seriously, I am just glad that we are moving here. It seems like there is a lot less gun violence here." Raf agreed with me when I said that, feeling me put my hand on his chest once again. He then put his hand on top of mine and just smiled. That was, until I went to grab some of the chocolate covered pretzels that he was eating as popcorns instead of actual popcorns.
He says it's so that he can keep the physique that I love (not that I would really care if he lost the gorgeous, muscular body that I am currently all cuddled up to right now). Yet, it does have a lot of calories. So, I guess he just works out a lot. Whatever, all that matters is that he keeps the physique that I love. Okay, that's not the truth. It's just what I care about right now. He is such a hunk, and I am so glad that he is my husband. I mean that from the bottom of my heart…and I am just so glad that this is my life. Putting his hand on my lower back, Raf smiled as he stroked my back and then turned his head to kiss my forehead softly. "What are you thinking about?" I laughed a bit. "How you can keep this gorgeous physique that you can have while you still eat crap, like those chocolate covered pretzels?"
Raf laughed. "Well, one way is by working out with you all the time in bed." I looked up at Raf when he said that, a bit confused. That was until I realized what he was talking about. Slapping his chest, I laughed due to the fact that my husband is very fully. "Haha, very funny Rafael." Raf smiled and agreed with me, turning his head to kiss my forehead softly. "So, did you work at all today while I was still talking a nap?" Raf sighed when I asked him that, probably hoping that I didn't ask him that question. He then went to grab my hand, intertwining our fingers. "If I said yes, would you be mad?" I shook my head when Raf asked me if I'd be mad if he worked a bit. "Raf, you are still a tech guy. You want to fix this problem that they are having." Raf agreed with me. "I was setting up my office some more. Security."
I agreed with Raf when he said that. I then took a breath. "That's actually something we need to talk about." Raf was confused when I asked him that. "What are you talking about?" I took a breath. "I know that 'The Casey Group' is going through this crisis with tech leaks and stuff, and I am just wondering what that means for security. Like, is that computer off limits? Or am I allowed to use it? Or should I just use my laptop?" Raf took a breath when I asked him that question, obviously not really knowing what the right answer is. "You know what, it isn't important." Raf shook his head when I said that, looking down at me. He then kissed my forehead softly. "Hey, that's not true. Of course it's an important question. Sarah, we are talking about something that is important for my job. It's security too."
I agreed with Raf as I went to rub his chest. "I hope you know that I wouldn't even leak stuff." Raf agreed with me, putting his hand on mine before stroking it with his thumb. He then kissed my forehead softly. "Of course I know that Sarah. You're my wife. And I know that you'd never put my job with the company at risk. That is not the type of person that you are." Sarah agreed with her husband, smiling when he told her that, really happy with him as they are so in love. "So, you said that you wanted to order in for supper tonight?" Raf agreed with me, laughing when I brought up the fact that we both want to order supper in tonight. "Yeah, I just don't feel like ordering in when I am very comfortable. I mean, I have this gorgeous woman here sitting in lap." I then sat up and smiled at my husband.
Moving my hand to his neck, I smiled as I turned his head and stared into his eyes. "Oh do you now?" Raf agreed with me, smiling as he leaned in to kiss me softly. Meanwhile, I laid back down on his chest and wrapped my arms around his torso. Wrapping his arms around me, Raf smirked as he is very turned on over the fact that we're doing this. He then went ahead and slipped down on the couch. Moving to lay down close to him, I put my hand on his neck before smirking as we ended up taking things slow with each other here, on our living room couch this afternoon. And boy was that hot. Really hot.
Raf's POV: Walking back over to the couch after putting some sweats on in our room, I smiled as I looked down at my beautiful wife while she was putting her shirt back on. Okay, my shirt. She was wearing one of my dress shirts, and some of her underwear. And God, that was hot. Going to grab the pants that she was wearing, I picked them up off the ground and then went to carry them over to her, thinking that she wanted to put them back on. But rather, she didn't want to be them back on. Instead, she wanted to keep them off. "I'm keeping them off. Don't you like the sight of me wearing something like this right now?" I nodded and agreed with Sarah when she asked me if I liked the sight of her wearing what she was wearing. "Oh, I absolutely love what you're wearing right now." Sarah smirked, agreeing with me.
"That was hot, and I am so glad that we did that. Sorry it was here on the couch instead of in bed." I shook my head when Sarah told me that, walking over to the kitchen so that I could get us some water. After all, we do need to hydrate after working out like that. "Don't even worry about it. I loved the way we christened our new couch." Sarah then went to grab the remote before proceeding to find where we were. I then went to check the time. "I think we went for it around 45 minutes." Sarah agreed with me and smiled. "What! That was not 45 minutes!" I agreed with Sarah, smiling when she asked me that. "Yeah, I think it was. And you were good for every one of those 45 minutes." Sarah blushed when I said that, watching me finish up with getting us some water for the both of us. After all, we need to hydrate.
Rewinding the movie, Sarah went to go find the scene when I saw it. "That was the scene. That was the scene that was on the TV when you came out." Sarah agreed with me before realizing why I remembered. She then went to fast forward by a couple minutes. "HEY!" Sarah then turned to look at me, not impressed. "I see how you can remember where you were in the movie, and I was not impressed." I smirked and agreed with my wife when she said that. "Like you didn't do the same when I caught you watching Magic Mike!" Sarah was about to argue with me, but she just shut up. "Yeah, shut up Ms. James." Sarah then blushed. "Like you didn't watch this year's Victoria's Secret Fashion Show!" I blushed when she asked me that. "Ok, we're even now!" Sarah agreed with me, smiling as I came back.
Walking up to my beautiful wife, I smiled as I went to give her water to her. I then went ahead and leaned over her, kissing her softly. "I love you." Sarah agreed with me, smiling. I then went ahead and sat down next to Sarah on the couch. And to say that I love it when we get comfortable with each other is an understatement. I am always extremely comfortable when we are together on the couch. This is just the best thing in the entire world, and I am ready to hold her here on the couch. "You okay with me wearing boxers to rest?" Sarah nodded when I asked her that. "I mean, unless you want to go for another round." I laughed when Sarah asked me that. "I think I'm okay for now." Sarah agreed with me, smiling when I told her that (I think) that I'm okay on the sex front for now, which I am of course.
"Just come over here my handsome, loving husband. I want you to sit with me and we can talk about something related to what we just did, here on the couch." I was a bit confused when Sarah said that, proceeding to walk over to her. "What are you talking about?" Sarah smiled. "Can you please just come sit down Rafael?" I agreed with Sarah when she asked me to sit down, well aware that she uses my full name (Rafael) when she is starting to get annoyed. And due to the fact that I actually want to have sex later, I would rather she not be annoyed with me right now. In fact, I want the opposite to happen. I want her to be happy with me rather than annoyed. I then went ahead and sat down next to my beautiful wife, putting my feet up next to her on the couch and wrapping my arm around her.
Meanwhile, Sarah cuddled up to me and smiled as she laid her head down on my chest. Wrapping my arm around her back, I turned her head and just smirked as I bent down and kissed the top of her head. "Comfortable?" Sarah agreed with me, nodding when I asked her if she was comfortable. "I am very comfortable here in your arms. Always have been, and always will be." I smiled and agreed with Sarah when she told me that, stroking her back with my thumb. Sarah then decided to get up for a moment and sit right in my lap, slipping her legs in between mine before leaning back against my chest. Smirking as my beautiful wife did that, I wrapped my arms around her and just held her close. Meanwhile, Sarah put her hands on my arms as we cuddled up to each other here on the couch. "Comfortable?"
Sarah agreed with me when I asked her if she's comfortable. "Of course, I'm comfortable in your arms, you are a very handsome, muscular man. And you are also all mine." I laughed and agreed with Sarah when she told me that, turning my head to kiss her forehead softly. "So, I just want to say this. There's actually a reason I am wearing sweats." Sarah was confused when I said that, looking up at me. "And what is that?" I took a breath when Sarah asked me what the reason for me wearing sweats was. I then turned my head and kissed her forehead softly. "So, now that we did that…it actually brought up something that I think we really need to start talking about considering we aren't taking precautions." Laying down on my chest some more, Sarah wrapped her arms around me as she knew where this was going.
I was bringing up a conversation that we really need to have due to the fact that we are having sex a lot. We need to have the kids conversation. "Yeah, I guess it's time that we have that conversation, isn't it?" I nodded, agreeing with Sarah when she asked me if it was time for us to have that conversation. "I mean, only if you're ready to have that conversation. I don't want to push you to have that conversation if you aren't ready to have that conversation Sarah." Sarah shook her head when I asked her that. "No, I think I'm ready to have that conversation Raf. In fact, I think we should have that conversation too." I agreed with Sarah when she said that. "Well, how about you start. What are you thinking about the idea? The idea of us having kids?" Sarah took a breath when I asked her about her thoughts on kids.
Sarah's POV – Part 2: When Raf asked me what I was thinking when it came to kids, I took a breath due to the fact that I am not even sure what I am thinking. I just hope that we can talk about this easily. I mean, I know that I want kids. But are we really ready to even be talking about this? We just got married. I mean, if it happens, then of course I'm going to be happy about us having kids. But I just don't want to rush it. I want to take this slow and not have to worry about it. We did just get married. And I guess that's what's worrying me. The fact that we just got married. I mean, of course I'm not worried at all about the fact that it'll break us up. I am committed to Raf and our marriage for life. But at the same time, things will change when we have kids. It won't just be the two of us anymore, we'll be a trio.
And we aren't even 22 yet. So, that's weighing on my mind. We can barely drink, yet we are talking about kids. I am not going to say that I don't want to be married to Raf (because I do want to be married to Raf). However, I am just not sure if I am ready to give up all of our freedom. And having kids is what will be the event that makes me give up all of my freedoms. I still want to explore the world with Raf. I want to have a real honeymoon, and I want to be just a wife for a while. I want to have fun with him. I want to do stuff like what we just did now. Yet I am not going to use protection with my husband. I love him, and he deserves all of me. God, this is going to be hard. "Can we agree that we are going to be honest with each other when we talk about this?" Raf agreed with me, nodding. "Of course Sarah."
Taking a breath, I started to tell Raf the truth of what I was thinking. "Okay, so here's the truth. Raf, I love you. And I do plan on being with you for a long time. I can see us dying in each other's arms." Raf agreed with me, smiling as he kissed the side of my head. "I feel the same way Sarah." I then took a breath and thought about what I wanted to say next (and how I wanted to say it). "And that's why I want to wait. I mean, of course I don't want to stop having sex with you Raf. You are too good for me to want to stop." Raf laughed when I said that, agreeing with me as I decided to roll over. Laying down on his chest, I smiled as I laid my head down and put my hand on his chest. Meanwhile, Raf put his hand on mine and left a kiss on my forehead. I swear, I love it when he does that. It is just the best feeling.
"I love it when you kiss my forehead." Raf smiled, agreeing with me when I told him that I love it when he kisses my forehead. "Then I am going to keep kissing your forehead for a long time. I promise. Now, how about we keep this conversation going. What's going on in that head of yours Sarah?" I took a breath and then went to keep saying what I was thinking. "I don't know. I just don't think I'm ready to have a baby. I want to wait until I'm at least 25 until we start actively trying for a baby. I mean, unless you want something different." Raf then looked down at me, kissing my forehead softly. "Sarah, look up at me okay?" I nodded, looking up at my beautiful husband. I then felt him bend down and kiss med softly. "Sarah, I agree. I like the idea of waiting until we're 25 to have a baby. I can wait that long."
I agreed with Raf when he told me that, smiling as I laid my head down on his chest once again. I then turned my head and bent down to kiss his chest softly. "I love you Raf." Raf agreed with me when I told him that I loved him. "I love you too Sarah. I just hope you know that I want to stay here for the future. I can see myself raising kids here." I smiled, agreeing with Raf when he mentioned that he can see himself raising kids here, in Honolulu. "To tell you the truth, I feel the same way when it comes to where I want to raise our kids. I want to raise our kids here in Honolulu. Let's just hope that our jobs keep us here." Raf looked down at me when I said that. "Our jobs? Last time I checked, I am the only one out of the two of us that have a job here in Honolulu." I looked up at him when he asked me that, glaring at my man.
"Baby, do you really think I'm going to let you hire anybody other than me to be your assistant? Last time I checked, the company sent an e-mail out that said you can hire family to be your assistant." Raf looked down at me when I said that. "I was going to offer that job to a friend of mine." I just sat up when Raf said that, not happy that he was playing with me. "Excuse me?" Raf laughed when I said that. "Sarah, of course you are going to be my personal assistant here at him." I then went to crawl over to him, smirking as I leaned in and kissed the man I love more than anything in the entire world. God, he is amazing and I am so glad that he is my husband. He truly is the love of my life and I love him like crazy.
"I love you." Raf smiled, agreeing with me as he kissed me again. "I love you too Sarah." I then went ahead and laid back down on his chest, cuddling up to my wonderful husband again.