Boris was the one thing I could rely on, he'd make me feel so perfect and as weird as this may sound, I've always been an insecure girl on the inside, so he was my ego booster.
I took him for granted, I thought he cared way too much about me and he did, much more than what I did about him, I felt he was just a toy to play with that wouldn't never leave, I didn't feel love for him, he just fed my ego, and when he left, for my fault, it did hurt.
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