How to feel weak,
and at the same time so strong,
how to feel dumb,
and stay that way till he's gone.

You'll kill to die,
and laugh to cry,
but you know it's stilla miracle.

You know you're in,
and it's too deep cause it feels different,
is this pain what they call love?

Why have I been feeling so weird ,
I bet a masochist personality is developing inside me,
or maybe it's been there all along,
The thing is, why do I feel like I'm stalking J.B. and why do I feel like someone is stabbing me when he walks in the hall surrounded by girls, including Lana, whp by the wayismore beautiful than I am, he clearly loves her, right?

This isn't masochism, this is plain dumbness of my part.

J.B. Justin Baxendale, Review!