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I was somewhere, in something soft and warm. This being all I know at the time I gathered that I was not in a cave. I opened my eyes to the sun light filtering through the forest canopy leaves, to fresh air and birds singing. To inuyasha. I blinked.

"Where am I freak?" I asked, my monotone clearly displaying my annoyance at waking to find my self in his company.

"Shut up wench. You almost died" call me crazy but with those hard word s his voice wavered slightly. He was sitting in a tree.

"Come down here freak. Take me home." I hollered up at him. I was fine. So what if I passed out didn't mean anything at all. Inuyasha jumped down from the tree and came at me so fast he was just a blur.

"Stop calling me freak Kagome. Its Not Nice" His fingers were digging into my jaw where he held my face captive. The words were spoken through clenched teeth.

"Awww did I hit a soft spot Wittle Inuwasha? Is wittle Inuwasha scared the words might hold some truth? Poor Inuwasha." I mocked him, straight to his face. As I Said the words I felt bad, but I couldn't stop them from coming out. He looked stricken at first, and then he turned his back on me.

"Find your own way home bitch" I looked at him not believing my ears. Find my own way home how did he expect me to do that. He brought me here the big baby!

"You brought me here you Freaking baby. Take me home now." I stomped my foot and clenched my fists.

"You want to go home? Fine. Go home!" He turned and threw his hand out, shoving me back, sending me toppling into the well behind me. It felt like I was flying for a second but then I landed and the force of the impact knocked the air out of my lungs and sent me flying into the world of unconsciousness.

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I stared at the well that I had just pushed her down, my heart falling to pieces for the millionth time in my chest. I sighed softly as I heard the rustling of the undergrowth in the forest behind me.

"Its not your fault inuyasha" kikyou's clear voice rang out into the clearing, cold and uncaring, as abrasive as thorns to your flesh. I clenched my teeth again.

"Don't tell me what I know kikyou." I growled at her, my back still facing her.

"She's beyond your control, inuyasha, you should just stay here in your own time. Where you belong." Her words I knew were true. I should stay here. Why should I care about that filthy wench anyways.

"Your one to talk about belonging kikyou. Your dead. You don't belong here. You should even be talking to me wench."

"We all make choices inuyasha. Kagome's soul and mine are one in the same. We will make the same mistakes." She took a step towards me.

"I don't care what you say kikyou. I have to be near kagome. She's the only thing that makes me feel real anymore." I shouted at her, several birds took off out of the tree near by.

She looked stricken. "Is that really kagome your protecting inuyasha? Kagome is sick in the soul. The old kagome you may never know again." Her words stuck home.

"Leave me be kikyou." I said keeping my voice icy cold.

"Do as you wish inuyasha" he foot steps faded as she disappeared into the woods. I was alone. As always.

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The sickly sweet smell of alcohol permeated the air around me. The images being sent to my brain swirled as I stumbled. I caught my self and looked around for the boy I came with. I found him and worked my way towards him, Feeling smothered by the people around me.

"Hey" I said as I reached him and tapped him on the shoulder.

"Heyy kags!" he turned to face me and grabbed me around the waste. We kissed and kissed again. I heard someone say something to me about getting some tonight but I didn't care about them I cared about me. Here and now. I broke the kiss, gasping.

"Upstairs?" I asked. He grinned and nodded knowing exactly what 'upstairs?' meant. He grabbed my hand and lead me up the stairs and into an empty bedroom. Well mostly empty, save for some kid lying passed out on the floor.

He took of my shirt before our bodies had even hit the bad, and we where back to making out again. My fingers were stumbling over his belt buckle and button. I go it finally. He kissed my neck I gasped and arched my back so my body pressed against him. I closed my eyes and felt him sucking on my chest.

A vision flashed before my eyes. Inuyasha? It pulsed with my heartbeat. I opened my eyes. For a second the head that was pressed against my chest had silver hair and dog ears? I blinked again and it was gone. I stopped moving, the thrill of the chase was gone. The sexual arousal had vanished. All that was left was a very drunk me. I sighed and pushed him off me.

"What? What the-" He asked form here he lay on the bed. He sat up and made to grab at me and force me down. But I was too fast. I reached in my pocket and pulled out my knife the movement was little more then a flash. It gleamed in the moon light shining through the window like a threat glistening in all its horrors.

"Sit down and don't move until I am out of the room you creep." I said through my teeth. I was still drunk the world was still swirling. I grabbed my shirt from the floor and pulled it on. I held the knife in my teeth and buckled my pants and grabbed the door knob. "learn to appreciate girls you ass" I said to him as I walked out.

"Your nothing but a dirty whore." He called back. I grabbed my jacket from the pile near the door and my purse was under it. I fumbled with the lock for a little bit before I got it to work. The adrenaline from the encounter was making me more drunk then I already was. My legs felt numb. I stumbled up one street, then another. The world spun and I bent down and puked on the side of the street. I stood up and stumbled further up the walk and fell to my knees and puked again. I tied my hair back and held my self up with one hand. While the other was resting on my lap.

I retched again, and again, and again. Finally I was done. I laid back and rested for a moment. Unconsciousness pulled at me but I resisted and got back up. I can't pass out on the side of the road. I stumbled further up the walk and saw a figure standing there. Silver hair… Inuyasha? I couldn't make out the facial features.

"Inuyasha?' I asked, tasting the vomit in my mouth.

"Its alright kagome I'm here" I heard his voice say. It brought comfort inside my soul and mind to hear it. I fell into his arms and let my self go to unconsciousness.

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I stood on the side walk holding her limp form in my arms. She smelled of flavored sake and sex. I crinkled my nose. There was a third scent, fear. I growled quietly. And picked her up I my arms. She reeked of a boy. I noted the scent as I walked back to the small hotel room I rented earlier tonight.

I opened the door to the room and laid her on the bed. "Thank you" she mumbled quietly. In her sleep.

"Your welcome kagome." I whispered to her. She smiled in her sleep and curled up in a ball.

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