Life contradicting
Can't go to sleep,
Hard to stay awake,
Tired of fighting,
Gotta fight for my life,
Don't wanna cut,
Cuts make the pain go away,
Sick of crying,
Don't wanna stop,
Wish I was alone,
Wish you were here,
Sick of being scared,
I only feel the fear,
Tired of your lies,
Wanna hear you speak,
Want someone to love,
Love only brings more pain,
Want him to stop hitting me,
The hitting is what I deserve,
Don't wanna be depressed,
There's no reason for me to be happy.