My Realm of Life
Here I stand,
Empty hands,
Wishing my wrists were bleeding,
Want the pain to go away,
I'm so sick of all the beatings,
Can't handle my life,
I confide in you,
Which I know you're probably getting sick of,
Wish everything would just stop,
Don't wanna feel the pain,
Don't wanna hear the lies,
Just want to be happy,
Just want you to try,
Love is something I can no longer feel,
Every night is a fight never ending,
Need some one to love me,
Need me to love someone,
Cry every night,
Don't wanna feel anything,
Don't wanna be alone anymore,
Addicted to the cuts,
Need to make more,
Tired or sleeping, hate the nightmares consistent,
In the realm of sleeping and awake.