Thanks for the reviews it means a lot. Any way first warning of many, Chapter contains heavy petting and some kissing between two males who happen... to be brothers... don't like it skip down to the second POV bar
Chapter 3
Lucas writhed between Nathan and the brick wall. Never had he imagined, kisses could feel this good. He tried to keep his composure as Nathan nibbled at his ear and along his neck, he couldn't help moaning and threading his fingers in Nathan's dark hair. Nathan's hands were no longer in their respectable place on Lucas's shoulders they moved south feeling the hard tight muscles of Lucas' heaving chest and quivering stomach.
Before Lucas realized it Nathan was working his belt off. Lucas moved away not far only enough so they weren't fused together anymore. He looked in Nathan's eyes and saw stark longing, it was naked and real, and Lucas really wanted to let him simply because he knew he was wearing the same expression.
"We can't Nathan. This isn't the right place and I'm not sure either of us is ready."
"I'm sorry. I've been fantasying about this for so long, and I don't want it to happen up against the rear exit of the hospital." Nathan said.
Lucas blushed, "You've thought about what it would be like if we were together you know together, together."
He had been with girls but having sex with another guy was new to him. And if he we're going to have sex with another guy it would have to be Nathan, anyone else wouldn't do him any justice. Yes, Lucas decided Nathan was the man that was meant to fuck him.
"Yeah, I have thought making love to you Lucas. It got me through sex with Peyton last year. I have everything all planned out and as soon as you're ready we'll go there. I'm talking full on romance and then hardcore full porno style lovin'."
Lucas blushed deeper as the images started hit him. He could just see himself on those black sheets writhing against Nathan's tongue and from there his thoughts got dirtier, he could see Nathan on top of him sliding in filling him fucking him into the mattress. He got chills thinking about it, and he was so hard by this point he couldn't think of anything else but lips hands and well…other appendages.
"Are you thinking about us too?" Nathan said stepping into Lucas's space and grinding against him, which did nothing to quell the swelling in his groin, only adding friction to intensify it.
"Please," Lucas whimpered.
Nathan leaned, and bit Lucas' neck while sliding long fingers right up under Lucas's t-shirt to twist an already taut nipple.
"Me fucking you… filling you …" Nathan whispered still grinding against Lucas and this time Nathan was hard, like a ram rod pressing into him.
And he liked it he moaned eyes falling closed as he did so. He was so sprung. He wanted his brother… God knew he did and maybe he wouldn't hold it against them. Lucas clung to Nathan for dear life as he bucked his hips forward to meet Nathan's. Lucas could only look at him pleadingly begging with his eyes.
He needed this, it seemed that since the day they met in little league at eight, Lucas knew that one day, all that tension he felt when he was around Nathan would be resolved in some way that wasbeautiful, animalistic, and just this side of brutal. Finally, Nathan caught Lucas's lips in a fierce kiss and Lucas didn't think he could last any longer.
Nathan stopped much to Lucas's surprise.
"Do you want me to take you home?"
Lucas bit his lip and nodded, Nathan had never thought he was prettier, Lucas was quite a pretty boy everyone thought so, especially Nathan. He kissed Lucas's cheek and then he put an arm around his shoulders and led him around the side of the building to his car.
Nathan was finally going to have what he'd waited for so long and nobody was going to ruin it. Not even Dan. He didn't care what he had to suffer as long as he could be with Lucas this way, and to have Lucas love him to feel a fraction of what Nathan felt would make it all worth it.
Nathan was glad things had cooled off enough between them so he could concentrate on driving. But he did NOT like the amount of space separating them. He liked being near Lucas even if it wasn't anything sexual, he needed to hold Lucas and be near him, kiss him, and hug him and… oh yes, taste him.
Lucas took a deep breath; Nathan knew something was on his mind, "Tell me what you're thinking."
"Do you really have feelings for me other than feelings of attraction?"
"Do really have to ask me that?"
"Nathan, if Dan finds out…"
"I could get seriously killed I know. But I like you Lucas, and I think I could love you one day." Nathan admitted.
Lucas blushed and looked at something interesting in his lap.
Nathan turned a corner, and glanced over at Lucas.
"Question is how do you feel about me?"
"I-I-I like you a lot Nathan," he said finally looking up and melting Nathan's heart with his beautiful green eyes.
"Good. So we're finally okay."
"Yeah finally," Lucas said smirking.
"Finally…" Peyton sighed sitting down in a tub full of hot water.
"Getting clean both physically and regarding the drugs would be a good thing for you Peyton." A familiar voice said from the doorway.
"Anna." Peyton's head dropped, she was facing the wall and not the doorway so she couldn't see Anna's expression.
"I read your chart; I thought you were better than this Peyton, I thought you we're some one I could get to know. Then I take time to read your chart and I find out you're a druggie. Peyton you almost died, you've got to stop this."
"I don't know what to say about that."
"Say that it's wrong and that there's nothing you can do to make excuses for it the only thing you can do is leave it alone." Anna said walking further into the room, Peyton could hear the white hospital shoes she wore clicking across the linoleum.
"It is wrong but I'm not like that I'm not the kind of girl who would do that. The kind of girl who would let herself get all addicted to drugs. Well, at least I wasn't…" Peyton said.
"Don't think about who you are who you were just think about who you want to be." Anna said.
"That might just work." Peyton said feeling slightly uncomfortable only two people had seen her naked and those people were Brooke and Nathan, and now well Anna was standing right in front of her and kind of staring.
Peyton thought Anna was pretty, but she'd only just met her, the girl could be a freak. Peyton didn't know what to do to get a girl. She didn't know what to do to get a guy, Nathan just came up to after practice and asked her to be his girlfriend and she was scared if she stayed single too long they'd know.
And now she was at the point where she didn't give a damn what they thought. She was going to live. And she was going to do it on her terms. She sat up straight instead of hunching over and trying to cover her breasts.
She smirked, she could see that Anna was enjoying what she saw and pretending she didn't see it.
"Like what you see." Peyton asked, she didn't have much to look in the whole breast arena, but they were pretty perky.
Anna looked then openly and stammered blushing, "…I…need to go."
"Stay," Peyton said, one didn't hang out with Brooke Davis for fourteen years and not learn a thing.
"Will you wash my back?" she asked sweetly.
"Peyton. Are you playing with me?"
"Maybe," she said with a wink.
"Maybe, I don't feel like having another girl break my heart and fuck me over." Anna said stalking out of the room and taking the towel with her.
"Oookay. That didn't work out so well." Peyton said.
Haley was thoroughly impressed by Felix's car. It was a fire engine red corvette. She kept pushing buttons and talking fast and Felix laughed at her.
"They swore they wouldn't let me play because I was a girl. But Mouth told me the truth. It was because Brooke and I kicked their asses one night at their precious poker night."
"Poker and tutoring go right together." Felix laughed.
"Kinda like you and me." Haley added.
Felix parked the car, and looked at her, "No, we fit together,"
Haley was transfixed and slightly haunted by the caramel colored depths of his eyes. He leaned and kissed her right on the mouth. He didn't take it much farther than a peck. And she immediately turned her head and looked out the window.
"Um… I guess I'll see you later." Haley said deciding to get out of there as quickly as possible.
"Alright Haley take it easy,"
"Oh I certainly intend to."
"The road to hell is paved with honorable intentions." Felix said.
"Were most of them yours?" she said opening the door.
"Bye Haley, I'll see you tomorrow."