Give me this nightmare, use my body, break my innocence and soul
As sadly no-one ever did this to me, as I can recall
I wanna beg, I wanna cry, I want my sanity destroyed
Sensations magical, surreal, as my mind falls into the void
Force me to obey you, leave me no other choice
And if I'll ever try escaping, give me the punishment I deserve
Overwhelmed by devil's lust, that I'm unable to withstand
You are too much for me to handle and there's no cure for that
My knees are bruised, my poor throat burns with every word I trynna say
My lips are sore, my jaw is aching, my clothes covered with white stains
No matter how well I hold my breath, it doesn't really help
My throat was being ripped apart, abused, Oh how it fucking felt
My eyes are clenched, I'm suffocating and my cheeks are wet with tears
I'm being choked in this amazing way, forgetting all my fears
Too overwhelming, way too perfect and this power is immense
Fill my mind with pleasure, fill my body with sweet pain
Can never get enough of you, I'm gonna always beg for more
We're crossing boundaries, our pretty game is like a scene of gore
I'm trapped inside this cage, behind those cold and metal bars
I am your pet, I am your slave, my body full of scars
The scars so beautiful, my skin still hungry for your blade
The crimson blood that trickles down, into this paradise I fade
I am in heaven, I'm in hell, my neck exposed to you
You love the fear in my eyes, it turns you on,
I knew, that I'll be going through some really tough ordeal,
But I, could not imagine that it would be real, I'm scared, what if I die
My pure soul and virgin body eager for this torture and
I am ready what I'm signing for, I comprehend
Many years had passed and finally I'm getting what I want
Please, leave marks on me that I belong to you
Take the sharpest knife you have
Oh, wait. Lemme choose it
From your big and wonderful collection
This one. As I hand it over and you lick it all the way
Shivers of excitement, goosebumps forming on my skin
Tease me with this deadly object
Glide it all over my skin
Bring it closer to my lips, then travel down to my neck
Press a little, taste my fear
I just wanna disappear
And drown into this magic fairytale
On my bear thigh I feel this metal sharp and cold
As you slowly and delicately carve your name in bold
Bloody letters, lines and curves, decorating my dead heart
Like a masterpiece of dark, red and a little messy art
I am trying to get up, but I can barely stand
Walking over to the mirror
Oh, what a magnificent design
My shaky hand
Reaches to touch this fine result
But I'm so fucking dizzy from this pleasant loss of blood
I can sense you now standing very very close behind
And my heart is pounding loudly, I'm trying to remind, myself
That now's the case when my emotions cannot be controlled
You must know that you're so precious, more than silver, more than gold
What you do to me, I can't,
No, I'm speechless, that's too much
Grab my neck and suffocate me in a Karifuda clutch
Tie my hands behind your back
With your wide black leather belt
Squeeze my wrists in iron grip of yours and watch me slowly melt
Under that hypnotizing glare that drives me totally insane
Spank me with your hands, then hit me with a bamboo cane
Throw me back into the cage and leave me lying there for hours
As I lay, defeated, motionless, my vision fully blurred
What had happened? Fuck. Where am I? Something horrible ocurred
But that's really not the end
That is only the beginning
Imma try to understand
All of this has no meaning
No mercy, no safety, only torture, only pain
Just 1 thing you have to know
Don't bother trying staying sane
I look up at him and say
"You're a motherfuckin God"
I am drugged, by your aura
I am driven, I'm controlled
You're my Master, you're my Lord
I'm your kitten, I'm your whore
Help me thoroughly explore
This parallel world of new horizons
Mind is working upside down
Every memory of you like precious diamonds
I'm so frightened of you sometimes
To my body and my mind, you commit these sexy crimes
Please don't look at me like that
You devour me with your glare
And you tricked me once again, it's not fair
You're so selfish, narcissistic, dirty minded and sadistic
Brutal, dangerous, cold-hearted
So rough, dominant and merciless
I started, going slowly insane
Coz you're causing so much pain
Which I'm eager for and I
accidentally trapped myself inside
your trap, you manipulate me and,
Do with me what you desire
Use me however you want
You're a manipulative liar
Fucking sexy, fucking hot
Crossing limits, going tougher
Make me broken, make me suffer
How much from 1-10?
Asks me this very handsome man
Was it rough enough for you?
(I still can't believe it's true)
It was 10, fuck no, 11
How much was it for you?
He looks down at me smirking
3, he says, (it can't be true!)
I am speechless, I am shocked
And the door still fucking locked
No escaping whatsoever
Trying gathering my thoughts together
Wanna test out my abilities
If 3 for you, is 10 for me
Then what's 10 for you? My God
Do it! Show me! Make me see!
Are you sure you will be able?
Will be able to endure
Are you ready? I don't think so
Based on what I've witnessed now
I'm not sure, but I'll give you what you're asking
Your mind is no longer pure
Coz I'll rape you so brutally, that you'll forget your name
But remember, that you wanted it
To play my twisted game