Disclaimer: I DO NOT own YuGiOh or any of the characters. Or see any point in this. It's FANfiction, right?
This Pain
As I smile on the outside
It's ripping me apart inside
All the pain I feel
None of it I can kill
Everyone around me I love dying
I just feel like crying
And while I fake a happy smile
I feel as if I'm trial
A trial that I'll always lose
In a world booze
No drug can help me
I want to be free
I just want to erase the pain in my life
To not feel all this strife
I know I'll never fit in
That I'll never win
So why should I bother
I won't go to some church father
I'm the one everyone avoids
I know they all wish I'd died
No one understands my pain
They'll leave me standing in the rain
I'm the one you love to hate
That you'd draw dead in a crate
No one cares if I died
Just sat and cried
Now as I sit
Knife poised at my wrist
I feel a sharp pain
Telling me I've hit the vein
Falling back against the wall
Feeling so small
Now as I'm fading away
Not able to tell the time of day
Blood pooling around my body
Knowing I'll be gone today
A voice echoes in my head
Do you really want to be dead
Freak in the Shadows: At first, I wrote this poem by pooling out all my dumbass 'emotions'. Then, I decided I could make an awesome poem/story out of this with Bakura, Yami (dipshit pharaoh), and Ryou. Maybe even the Ishtars! Well, review and tell me whether I should continue, write the entire story in poem, or, a poem in the beginning of the chapter and what's going on after it.