God the rest of the week went so slow, I was just not getting used to the fact that I didn't have to go out and train in the ring. I was trying my hardest to adjust to my new lifestyle but it was more difficult that I thought it would be.
Tonight was the night I was dreading the most, Friday, the night I'd usually go to the studio to go over everything before the taping the next night. I decided to rent myself a movie and get a take away to take my mind off things during the evening when I knew where I usually was. I ran into my kitchen and grabbed my cell phone and dialled Taylor's number.
"Hello?" she answered.
"Hey Tay, its Riley what you up to?"
"Oh I'm about to go to work, why is everything okay?"
"Oh yeah, I'm just a bit of a loose end tonight, just wondered if you wanted to come around and watch a movie with me?"
"Oh I'm sorry I'd love to but I've gotta be at work in like ten minutes. I'm gonna have to go cos' I'm already late for the third time this week. I'm sorry."
"No don't worry about it, some other time then maybe?"
"Yeah definitely… see you soon."
I flipped my cell phone closed and put it back down on the side. Well that was that plan out of the window, I decided to try and call a couple of my other friends but I more or less got the same response from all. I should have thought most of them would be working on a Friday night. I gave up and decided to phone for my pizza, hey said it'd be 30 minutes so I settled down on the couch and watched Friday night Smackdown before I watched the movie I'd rented.
I seriously watched the clock all evening long, every ten minutes or something stupid like that, I kept on thinking about what I would have been doing if I at the studio.
I ate my pizza and watched my movie, the pizza didn't last long and the movie was crap, before I knew it I was fast asleep on the couch. I wasn't asleep for long though, it wasn't long before I was awoken by a knock at the door. My movie had finished and I was in darkness the only light I had was from the snowy TV screen. Who the hell is at the door at this time of night? I thought to myself a got up from the couch, I looked at the clock, it was past midnight.
Ever since I have lived alone I have always kept a base ball bat close by, come on a little girl like me living alone? I'd always kept one just for those 'just in case' moments, as I approached the door and saw the shadow of a man through the frosted glass I realised that this moment now was a 'just in case' moment!
Armed with a weapon held high above my head, ready for anything that came my way, I unlocked the door and slowly opened it.
"Shit Riley!" the man yelled, raising his arm to protect himself as he saw me armed.
"Jeff?"
"Christ Riley what the hell are you doing? You could have had my head off or something! Gees!"
"Sorry I'm just not used to having visitors after midnight! I replied sarcastically as I throw the bat back in doors. "What the hell are you doing here Jeff?"
"Aren't you going to invite me in? It's freezing out here!"
I looked at him dressed on top in no little than a baggy white vest; I sighed and moved aside so he could pass. Closing the door shut behind him then locking it, I turned to follow him but I couldn't, Jeff was standing looking at me in the way, he wouldn't let me by.
"Jeff what are you doing?" I sighed, I wasn't in the mood for his games right now, I was tired and just wanted to go to sleep.
"I haven't been able to get you out of my head all week; I've done nothing but think of you Riley…"
"Huh?" I was super confused right now, "Jeff come on what are you on about now?" I asked him as I tried to get by again even if it was just so I could turn the light on. We were standing having this conversation in the dark almost.
"I really need to kiss you right now." He told me as he grabbed me by the shoulders and pushed me hard up against the wall. Crap, that hurt but I couldn't say anything all I could do was look into his eyes. It was as if he had me in a trance or something. "I want to kiss you..."
I looked at him for a moment longer and tried to search for God knows what, everything around us was quiet, all for me to do was melt in his eyes, all for me to do was give in. I tried to fight it but I couldn't it was impossible.
"Kiss me then…" I whispered. Jeff didn't need telling twice, he pushed my head hard back against the wall and moved into kiss me. It was aggressive and passionate, painful but good pain. Jeff was all I needed. He's powerful energy running though me was like a drug- I didn't want it to end.
