My life had hit an all time low and there was no body to blame except myself. I ruined everything, my whole life was disappearing down the toilet all because of my lack of self control. My 4 year relationship broken into tiny little pieces and scatter into the wind. It all started just about this time last year…

23rd April (One year prior to now)

"Are you two ready to shoot this promo then?" one of the stage guys asked us. I was pretty nervous about it, I had been apart for TNA for a year and a half now and had never been in a story line like this before- a romance angle.

"Yeah I'm really…"

"Me too I guess…" I agreed with a sigh.

"Right then, the cameras are rolling in 3, 2, 1 and go…"

THE PROMO

"Oh my God Ryan are you okay?" Jeff asked me as I sat with an ice pack on the left side of my ribs.

"Yeah I guess so…" I replied flinching as Jeff moved away my hand with the ice pack to revile some pretty bad bruising.

"Damn Ry, I'm so sorry; I should have been out there with you."

"Out there with me, why?"

"Because it was you being my tag team partner the other night that got you into this mess! I could kick myself for this."

"Jeff don't worry about it, you've been put through millions of tables by team 3D… if you're okay then I'm sure that I am going to be. Plus besides you wouldn't have known that they were going to attack me during my match. Don't beat your self up over this."

"Come on let me help you up then…" Jeff held out his arms and I used him to help myself up. Once on my feet Jeff didn't let go, " I was really proud of you out there Ryan…"

"Proud of me? What for getting myself put through a table?" I asked with Jeff's arms still around my waist.

"No for defending me like you did…"

"Oh right… don't mention it."

As the camera goes off air, Jeff is still holding onto me as both of us are lost in one and others eyes.

"And cut!" the stage guy yelled loudly, "That was perfect you two."

"I'll see you later then Jeff…" I said as I turned on my heels and walked away.

"Yeah see ya…"

Current day

So that was how it first started, it was our jobs which threw us together. From that promo, there were more and more on every episode of TNA, sometimes even two. I couldn't get away from it, I absolutely hated doing it, and so did my boyfriend. But it was my job and I had to be professional about it.