2nd May

It had been a long and tiring day and couldn't wait to get back to my hotel room and have a nice hot soak in the bath tub. I was aching all over from my match earlier, this new angle I was in was killing me, not only did it mean I was in some what of a relationship Jeff Hardy but it also meant that I had to wrestle with him, either as his tag team partner, manager or in singles competition again a member of team 3D. And as much as admire the way Jeff Hardy wrestles its just fucking hard to keep up with! He wrestles at such a fast pace, it beats me up to keep up with him.

I finally got to the door of my room and opened up my bag to find my key card, I must have searched for at least five minutes when I finally gave up and realise that I had either left it behind somewhere or lost it.

"Damn!" I said out loud to myself.

"Are you okay?" I heard a familiar voice yell at me from behind. I turned around and it was Jeff heading towards me down the hall way.

"No I can't find my room key…" I said pre-occupied as I knelt on the floor and rummaged though my bag another time.

"Aww you're joking. Could you have left it at the studio?"

"I guess…" I replied with a sigh.

"Well you head down to reception and see if they can let you in, I'll wait here with your bags so you don't have to lug then down stairs with you."

"Thanks Jeff. You're a star. I called as I jogged down the hallway in the direction Jeff had just come from.

15 minutes later and I returned.

"So any luck?" Jeff asked as I approached him. Jeff was sat on the floor leaning against the door of my room.

"Not tonight no…" I said angrily, banging my fist hard against the wall. "I can't believe this, I'm such an idiot."

"You're not an idiot…" Jeff laughed as he stood up. He pulled me my shoulders over to me and gave me a hug. "Come on you'll have to crash in my room, I'm only next door." He told me softly, gathering up all of my bags. I sighed with frustration but followed him.

Current day

And that was the moment that everything between Jeff Hardy and I changed… I was going to say 'changed for the worst' but that isn't entirely true. Jeff Hardy from then on, although things were complicated, made me the happiest person in the world- well whilst I was with him at least.

2nd May (Later that night)

I felt much better after I had eaten, I felt bad because I had been snappy with Jeff once he'd let me in, but of course Jeff being Jeff put up with me and ordered room service. He knew I was too tired to go out and get so he brought the food to me.

"Do you feel better now?" Jeff asked once he'd finished off the last couple of his fries.

"Yeah I do thankyou, thanks for this Jeff I really appreciate what you're doing."

"Don't mention it… what are tag team partners for eh? So anyway before you discovered that you'd done the blonde thing and lost your room key what where your plans?"

"Hey how could I do a blonde thing and not be blonde?" I laughed as I put my empty plate from my lap onto the floor.

"A one off moment then was it?" he grinned.

"I'm going to choose to ignore that Mr Hardy."

"Ha okay then, so… any plans?"

"Yes actually I was going to lock myself away in the bathroom and have the nicest longest bath ever. Wrestling with you Hardy Boy is really knocking me about I hope you know."

"You can still have a bath here if you like… I promise there will be no interruptions."

"Nah it's alright…" I replied, shying away.

"Seriously Ryan it isn't a problem…"

"Okay seems as you're insisting then Hardy boy…" I replied giving in.

"Go on then…"

I went into the bathroom and closed the door behind me and locked it. I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed, I looked washed out, have all these matches with guys was really taking it out not me, not to mention all the extra training I was putting in just to keep up with them. I put the plug in the plug hole and began to run the hot water, testing it as it poured into the tub. I sat on the side of the bath for a minute or two allowing it to fill a little before getting in.

I made sure there was a towel ready for me and then off came my clothes, I felt a little weary of Jeff being just in the room next door while I was naked, but I just shook it over and told myself to stop being silly.

It was like heaven when I got in, it was hot but it was good hot, not burning. I lay back and closed my eyes and just relaxed.

I woke up some time later, I had fallen asleep in the damn bath tub, I was as wrinkly as an old lady!

"Oh my God how long was I in there for?" I asked Jeff as I came from the bathroom with just a towel wrapped around me.

"Ag…" Jeff started. His eyes were suddenly fixated on me. "Ages I thought you had drowned or something…" he finally finished snapping him self out of it.

"I fell asleep! Can you believe it!" I laughed as I went and picked up the glass of Coke that I had started earlier and took a sip. "Hey Jeff where'd you put my bag?" I asked looking around the room.

"Err… h, here, it's here…" he said handing it to me.

"Jeff are you okay?" I asked, I was totally oblivious to the way he was looking at me, I didn't even think about Jeff when I went out in just towel.

"Yeah I'm great… there a movie about to start if you wanna watch one…"

"There is? Oh good yeah, I'll just go and get into something a little less comfortable." I laughed, leaving the room again and into the bath room this time armed with my bag.

Current Day

I've often wondered to myself what would have happened if I hadn't have been so stupid that night and not done stupid things that could have led Jeff on in any way. I mentioned that to him a couple of times before and he just laughed. I said it would have happened anyway, me being in his hotel room in a towel or in a bin bag.

2nd May

"So what movie are we watching?" I asked as I jumped up next to him on his bed.

"Err we've got either… The Day After Tomorrow or we have The Matrix, ooh or there's wrestling on." Jeff said as he read through the TV guide.

"I'm not watching wrestling; I've had enough wrestling for one day thanks… so if it's a choice between the movies then I say…The Matrix?"

"Good choice."

I leaned back against the pillows next to Jeff, he turned off the lamp that was next to him, the only light we had now was from the TV. We weren't actually watching for long before I began to drift of to sleep.

"Ry…" Jeff whispered. "Ry… Ryan!"

"Huh? Wha?" I jumped.

"You fell asleep beautiful; here let's turn this off so you can have some quiet…" Suddenly the room went quiet and dark. "Are you gonna get in the covers?" he asked helping me underneath.

"Aren't you getting in?" I yawned sleepily.

"You want me to?"

"Where else will you sleep silly." I giggled. Jeff didn't say anything else. I head him take off his shirt and get into bed next to me, I was so tired though I hardly noticed and I was fast asleep pretty much straight away after that.

I woke a few hours later though, felt Jeff get up out of bed, at first I thought he was just making a trip to the bathroom.

"Jeff?"

"Yeah?"

"What are you doing? Can't you sleep?"

"Not really, I just had to get up…" he replied. The tone of his voice was anxious; I hadn't ever heard him like that before. And by now I'd come to have seem most of the emotions displayed by Jeff Hardy, we had become pretty close since becoming a team.

"Are you alright?" I ask as I sat up to see him pacing up and down the room.

"I'm fine…" he snapped back at me.

"Jeff no your not, what's wrong?" I asked. I got up out of bed and went to take hold of his arm. But suddenly Jeff moved his arm hard to shrug me off but hit me in the face during the process. "Shit Jeff!" I yelled as I fell to the floor.

"Oh my God Ryan, are you okay? Damn Ry I'm sorry I didn't mean for that to happen." He panicked, joining me on the floor. He lifted my head up by my chin to see if I was okay. "You know I'd never hurt you Ryan, I could never do that to you."

"Jeff its okay, just calm down…"

"Shit your nose. Its bleeding… quick come into the bathroom." Jeff said taking hold of my hand. It was bleeding a lot but it didn't take that much to stop it, "I can't believe I did that."

"Jeff it doesn't matter…"

"It does Ryan; I could have broken your nose!"

"Yeah but you didn't, didn't you! Come on come back to bed Jeff."

"No…"

"Jeff what's wrong with you?" I asked getting a little worried. I got back up from the bed and went to sit down next to him on the couch. "What's going on?"

Jeff turned to me without saying a word and cupped my face in his hands, he began stroking one side of my nose gently with his thumb.

"I'm so sorry Ryan…"

"Jeff I told you not to worry about it…"

"No not about that…"

"What then?"

"I'm sorry for this..." As soon as the words left his mouth Jeff moved him slightly as pressed his lips softly against mine.

"Jeff what are you doing?" I yelled jumping up. He stood up and came close to me again; he took hold of my face and kissed me again, only his time more passionately. I tried to fight it but I couldn't I wanted desperately to give into him.

Current Day

So that was exactly what I did… I gave into Jeff Hardy. We spent the rest of the night surrendering to our feelings and kissing. Eventually we fell asleep in each others arms.