21st May

"Hey Ryan have you seen Jeff around anywhere?"

"No I haven't! Why does everyone keep asking me that, I'm not his shadow you know?" I snapped back. People around the studio had been asking me that all day, all I wanted to do was stay away from him!

"Okay, okay I was only asking…" he other guy replied before walking away and leaving me to my warm up. I had my match in 10 minuets against Jackie Gayda, of course once again team 3D were due to come out and beat me up, Jeff has to come out and save me. I was kind of worried I hadn't seen Jeff all day; we hadn't discussed what was going to go down out there.

I decided it was time to make my way to the stage entrance to find Jackie.

"Hey sweetie are you already for this?" she asked me already there waiting.

"Yup I'm ready, are we all set?"

"Yeah I'm really panicking about this shooting star pres you have to give me though."

I smiled faintly, "Don't worry Jack you know it, I've done it on you a thousand times in practice, you'll be fine, I know you will."

"Hey too ba…"

"Ryan we still haven't fund Jeff, don't you have any ideas?" one of the stage guys interrupted.

I turned around from Jackie and shrugged m shoulders up, "I told you already, I haven't seen him."

Current Day

I remember all of my matches which involved Jeff so clearly since this past year, everyone would always ask me where he was or what time he was getting here as if I was his damn mother or something- or girlfriend.

Jeff had turned up that day, last minute though apparently as soon as he arrived at the studio he had to go out and do the whole 'rescuing' bit.

21st May

"It was nice of you to finally show up Jeff…" I said coldly once we had got back behind the curtain.

He just looked at me plainly "Ryan can we talk later." He asked totally ignoring what I'd just said to him.

"I don't think that's a very good idea, do you?" I sighed as I headed back to the locker room.

"Please Ryan…"

"I can't I've got a flight tonight."

"What you aren't even staying here a night?"

"Nope."

Current Day

I'd like to say that I was strong that night, I managed to keep my ground with Jeff and stay away from him… didn't stop me thinking about him though. Since what happened last week I had ignored ever single one of his calls, refused to answer his text message and deleted his voicemails… but all I had done all week though was think about him. I just couldn't stop myself.