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Told from Yue Ying's POV
Because of Him
She paced impatiently knowing the battle had come. Her daughter had married and had a baby boy and a little girl. But that was not the problem. Her heart was shatter and it was all the fault of him. The name would never be mentioned.
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
Never to let get that far
Her father hated her she was not a son. Though later he had one and realized that he was a traitor. He still wanted a good son. His daughter was the best son he had, and it made him hat her all the more. She was never good enough for him. Even though she was one of the best on the field.
Because of you
I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
But everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
Her heart torn in between two men. Zhou Yu the father of her son. The one she married. The man who raised her children. Zhao Yun the man she loved first. True father of her daughter. The man she has loved for the longest time and would die for. He was never given a chance. Zhou Yu was the one she loved with her heart but was forced on her by her father. What could she do?
I lose my way
And it's not to long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with.
Her mother and friends watched as she killed herself. The torture of her father never accepting her. The knowledge her heart was with two men. Her father saying she would never be good enough. She cried nightly knowing her heart would never heal.
Because of you
I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
But everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
The nights of tears because of nightmares. The eyes of a worried husband. A note of apology to her family. Tears of pain and sorrow. A barrier to keep others away. Knowing what would happen in the end. Knowing she would die.
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better then to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle
Of the night for the same damn thing
An ambush waited for her here. One she knew she would never survive. It was only her she heard the others and ignored them. Her children, friends, loved ones called to her. She was tuning them out. The fear overpowering her. She would die but not without a fight.
Because of you
I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
But everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
Cao Cao's forces charged the girl and surrounded the girl. She fought but was losing fast. Then she knew she was as good as dead in the end. She welcomed it to end her torment and end her pain. The pain she felt eating her away. Every breath was one to many.
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
The final blow no one knew what it was. The pain of her heart of the sword through her back. All they knew was she was gone. Chi Tai daughter of Zhuge Liang was dead. She died a warrior but lived the life of a torture child. Knowing somewhere along the line she had become worthless.
Because of you Oh oh Oh oh
Because of you Oh oh Oh oh
Because she was empty and alone she died. The one that was alone because of him. Her only words were short and breathe. "I'm sorry I couldn't make you proud father. Because of this I die…" she never finished her sentence. She finally left. The words hitting the ears of those who cared for her.